Kurt didn't reply to Blaine's text; he couldn't.

He had just pretty much admitted that he was still in love with Blaine, and that he still thought of their future together; their wedding; what could have been. And it hurt.

So Kurt had done the only thing he was used to doing to keep himself from hurting, he'd shut most of the thoughts off. Up until the wedding he was able to pretend that the thoughts didn't exist (heck, he'd even managed to convince himself that he'd started to fall for Adam), but seeing Blaine again, being able to touch him like he used to... brought all the memories flooding back.

And it hurt.

He internally cursed himself for even letting Rachel pick that movie to watch. She pouted and fluttered her eyelashes at him, claiming that they hadn't watched that movie since they moved in together.

And there's a reason for that, Kurt thought to himself, but obviously didn't voice, deciding that he didn't want to cause a fuss and draw attention to himself by protesting the film. And what the hell, maybe watching about somebody else's pain would ease his own, right?

Wrong.

Oh, he was so wrong. Couldn't be more wrong if he tried.

So that's how Kurt found himself, back hunched over, shoulders trembling a little as he fought back the tears, his phone open on Blaine's text message.

I mean it Kurt, I will. –B

And even though his head told him not to. That Blaine might hurt him again, and being hurt like that for the second time would probably kill him. He could never really let himself stop loving Blaine.

His heart wouldn't let him.

His heart would never stop letting him love Blaine.