“Hi” he said breathily as Kurt approached the table.

“Hi” said Kurt “So…how about that coffee then?”

Kurt didn’t really seam himself, all the light Blaine had seen in Kurt face last week, well before the thing happened , was gone, and Blaine felt terrible as it was his fault.

“Yeah…” said Blaine unable to take his eyes of the way Kurt’s sweater hugged his hips. “Oh, err yeah okay I’ll buy”

“Thanks, but you real-” Kurt began

“Yes, I do, if makes you feel better you can buy the coffee next time” Blaine said smiling

“What make you think there’s going to be a next time; it depends on whether you can control yourself?”

“Hey now” said Blaine “I thought we were having a fresh start”

“We’re were but you decided you were buying apology coffee”

“It’s not apology coffee its one friend buying coffee for another, normally the other friend doesn’t argue.”

“I’m not sure Blaine, I think this relationship if moving too fast, I mean are you sure you’re ready to buy me coffee .” Kurt joked “What if I develop deep feelings for the coffee buying what you will do then”

He saw Kurt flash a brief, genuine, smile and a small glimmer crossed his eyes.

“I’m sure I could handle it” Blaine said chuckling.

“Yeah Right” snorted Kurt “you haven’t met diva Kurt yet”

Kurt’s sat himself at the table and waited patiently for Blaine’s return. As he sat waiting he couldn’t stop thinking about the way Blaine jeans hugged his thighs, the way his eyes sparkled when he laughed. When Kurt spent time with Blaine he forgot all about, that idiot Morgan, and how…how he… broke him.

When Blaine arrived back at the table, Kurt was still lost in his thoughts; he gently set the coffee cups and plate of cucumber sandwiches down and took the seat opposite. Kurt looked at Blaine.

“I’ve interrupted a deep thought haven’t I?” said Blaine in a very silky voice “I can see it growing smaller in your eyes”

“Nerd!” scoffed Kurt.

“I am not” said Blaine indignantly.

“But you are… ” said Kurt laughing.

“Fine… maybe I have watched the Harry Potter movies a few too many times, but I can’t resist Tom Felton, I mean come on its Tom” said Blaine

“Yeah, Tom Felton is cute…” ‘But you’re cuter’ Kurt added in his head

“But…?”

“But nothing, there was no but there…” said Kurt hoping he didn’t sound too panicky.

“Yeah, Okay… I believe you” said Blaine, a knowing smile played on his lips

Whilst Kurt was rambling on about how there was ‘Definitely no “but” there’ his mind drifted to what it would be like to spend time with Kurt, be the guy he wanted to be for him, care for him, love him, look after him. But he can’t, because he’s broken. He allows himself some little pleasures though , he lets his knee brush up against Kurt’s, he feels the fire flare up under his skin and electricity pulsating through his body, He let himself steel glances at Kurt through his eyelashes, He lets his heart swell when Kurt smiles at him sweetly, when Kurt ‘accidently’ touches his hand. He allows himself that at least.

“Blaine?” said Kurt, taking a sandwich from the plate. “Are you alright?”

“Wha-…” said Blaine removing himself from the trance. “Yeah?”

“I was asking if you wanted a sandwich” said Kurt smirking.

“Oh, yeah, I would. Sorry I got lost in my thoughts.”

“You do that a lot”

“Hmmm… yeah I do, I suppose, but there’s so much to think about in the world around me”

“Okay so enlighten me what were you in such deep thought about. Hurry up it’s growing smaller in your eyes” He Joked

Kurt laughed how Blaine loved it lit up his face.

I was thinking how beautiful you are and how much I love you and want to be with to make you smile and be happy. I want to make you feel the like the most important person in the world. Blaine thought.

“Oh I was just thinking about… the essay I have to write for French class, as the final assessment”

“Oh you take French?” asked Kurt hoping he sounded more intrigued than sad.

Kurt’s head flooded with bad thoughts about Morgan, and… and… no not now he told himself, you’re having an great time with Blaine here, he doesn’t need to know that you’re broken, not that it matters, nothing’s going to happen. You’re just friends… anyway sound like what ever happened to him that he can’t talk about was pretty bad… it probably has something to with that Logan guy…maybe all he needs is time… like Rachel said time is a great healer.

“Mais oui” said Blaine with the most ridiculous accent ever.
(But yes)

“Parfait, tu parle beaucoup fran�ais?” said Kurt with perfect pronunciation and accent.
(perfect, you speak a lot of French?)

“Un peu” He said gesturing with his hands
(a little bit)

“Super, sur quoi est ton essai Blaine ?”
(super, Blaine what’s your essay on?)

“Une personne qui vous inspire” said Blaine with a shy look on his face.
(a person who inspires you)

“Oh and who is that?”

“Err… not fully decided yet, either: Darren Criss, Curt Mega, Grant Gustin… Or someone else who I think is pretty amazing… but I don’t know him all that well but his ability to make the best of a bad situation is amazing, seriously I personally don’t know wh-how he does it”

“Oh, who is that last one?” asked Kurt he had his suspicions, he just wanted to clarify.

“Oh, errm… I doubt you’d know him” said Blaine hoping it would throw Kurt off

“Go on try me” said Kurt sounding persistent “I’m more than just a pretty face”

Blaine chuckled. I know that Kurt, I can see it in your eyes, your pretty blue, oh so blue, eyes. NO Blaine you can’t… that already got you in to a bad situation with Kurt you don’t want it to happen again, You don’t know what will happen, he might shut you out for good, and we BOTH already know that that would kill you.

“Okay you really want to know?”

“Yes” said Kurt with a nod.

“It’s you” Blaine mumbled into his coffee cup.

“What? It’s- it’s me??”

“Err… yeah, Ku-”

“You don’t need to clarify yourself Blaine; I’m touched that you’d want to write about me…”

“Bbuuttt” said Blaine “there’s definitely a but there”

“But,” He said smiling “you don’t know me, that well”

“Well I was hoping to get to know you better… It’s not due until the last semester”

“Okay”

“Okay, you’ll let me write about you… or okay you understand”

“Both” Kurt smiled and it lit up his eyes again.

Blaine liked seeing Kurt happy, it made him happy. He was glad he made Kurt happy, He was really beginning to fall…oh shit… had he made a terrible mistake?