July 20, 2012, 1:51 p.m.
Kurt, Blaine and The Cucumbers: Confessions and Understandings
E - Words: 1,066 - Last Updated: Jul 20, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 26/? - Created: Feb 04, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 264 0 6 0 0
I'd say anything, but not goodbye
I will run with your changes and I'm always on your side
And there's not a word I've ever heard that would make me change my mind
Kurt and Blaine began, tears streaming uncontrollably down Kurt’s face.
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as firewood and let them burn
Morgan stared at the two boys in front of him, despite the fact that he still had feelings for Kurt, he couldn’t help but picture the two together, Morgan could sense that Blaine made Kurt happy. Morgan had decided that if Kurt turned up, he hadn’t got his hopes up, that he would tell Kurt but he couldn’t… not after seeing how happy Kurt was with Blaine, despite his sadness for Morgan, Kurt was truly happy with Blaine, he looked like he did when they’d hung-out last year. Morgan couldn’t help but wonder if the two boys were together, He loved Kurt he’d always love him… He knew that now.
Someone always wants to take the love you've found
So let's runs with these changes and I want you by my side
And there's not a word I've ever heard that would make me change my mind
Morgan joined in with the Chorus, and the tears he’d been holding back (he really didn’t want Kurt to see him cry) began to fall slowly rolling down his cheeks.
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as firewood and let them burn
Let them burn
Let them burn
Underneath every word somebody's heart been broken
With or without words we try to forgive
At this point Kurt’s vision was severely blurred, he couldn’t see a thing he just felt Blaine’s strong hand resting on his shoulder. He was completely unaware of Emily, Joey, Kylie, Meredith and Sophie watching from the doorway.
Don't let them break us
Or stop our world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as firewood and let them burn
Words they'll try to shake you
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world, stop your world from turning round
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as firewood and let them burn
Let them burn
Let them burn
“Th-Thanks Kurt” said Morgan wiping the tears from his face “Oh and Blaine, take good care of Kurt… he’s a great catch. Just don’t-don’t hurt him okay”
Blaine nodded. Of course he’d look after Kurt; he was amazing, delicate and fragile… and the best thing to ever happen to Blaine.
“Hey, Kurt” Morgan called out just as he reached the door “Can I have a quick word in private?”
Kurt looked to Blaine who nodded again and left without another word, almost trampling Morgan’s family who were stood outside ears pressed against the door.
“Kurt,” Morgan began sounding slightly scared. “I need to tell you something.”
“Okay… go on then” said the lean boy flashing Morgan a smile.
“Okay… I know it’s taken a long time… and that you’re with Blaine but I still love you”
“Two things what do you mean still and two how did you know that Blaine and I were together”
“Did you honestly think I didn’t like you at all, I did like you I just couldn’t see it then” Kurt nodded. “And to answer the second I could see it in the way you look at him… and the way he looks at you. It pained him to see you all upset whilst you were singing.”
“Wow well, yes I’m with Blaine, and I really love him” but part of me will always love you he added in his head. “How about we become friends again… and if you ever need me again just call okay?”
Morgan nodded, smiling a genuine smile.
“I’d like that, and okay I promise”
Kurt gave him a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek and then left. When he returned to the hall Blaine was chatting casually to Joey about a football game or something, the girls crowded round him.
“That was beautiful Kurt… stunning even. Morgan said you were a good singer but wow that was amazing.” said Kylie giving Kurt a big hug. “Thanks for coming, I realise you weren’t as good a friends as you were last year, I bet he’s glad you came though”
Kurt smiled and bid farewell to Morgan’s sisters and their significant others, and walked back down towards the nurses’ station. Carole was still there, she was eating her lunch.
“Honey, are you okay? That was a really nice thing you did, coming here after everything he did” Carole cooed in to his hair.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Blaine I need to talk to you can we go get coffee?” asked Kurt.
“Sure” said Blaine with abnormal sadness in his voice.
They walked to the hospital canteen hand in hand in comfortable silence.
“Okay” said Kurt, sitting down with his coffee. “You know when Morgan asked to speak to me alone” Blaine nodded “well he told me that he still loved me”
“What, still how could he still love you when you were nothing but a friend to him?” Blaine asked, calmer than Kurt though he’d be.
“He just said that he had loved, and still does love me, but he knows I’m with you and that you make me happy, and that makes him happy.” said Kurt, still slightly stunned at how well Blaine was taking this.
“Okay… that’s good then. I don’t want to lose you Kurt.”
“You won’t Blaine… I’m yours”
“Okay” said Blaine cracking a half smile that didn’t reflect in his eyes.
Kurt’s sixth sense was kicking in he knew that something was bugging Blaine, But he couldn’t quite tell what, was it Morgan confessing his love for Kurt? It couldn’t be, Blaine is not that insecure. Was it that he missed his family? Kurt had never met any of them all he knew was that he had Sarah and Cooper, who he worshiped and he missed them, He didn’t know much about his parents though or what type of people they were. Nothing had prepared him for the revelation that came next.
“Kurt,” said Blaine, taking a deep breath. “I attempted suicide…”
Comments
No! Not my Blainers :o What happened to him??
well as it said he attempted suicide... you should pay attention to something Blaine said to logan in chapter 17 ;) #Spoiler
Holy shit that was a way to end a chapter. I sort of had a feeling that Blaine might have considered it when I started this story because of what happened with Logan.
still sobbing.
I'm sorry, you probably don't want to read my new ones then :/