It was a very stormy March Saturday morning and Kurt was meeting Blaine for their weekly coffee, they’d switched this week because this Sunday Cooper and Sarah we’re coming to visit Blaine at Dalton.

“Hey,” said Kurt running in from the rain “Awww thanks Blaine, How’d you know my coffee order?”

“I just know… Or I told Jaime I was meeting you and she just made one” Blaine muttered.

Kurt laughed Blaine loved it when Kurt laughed.

“Thanks Jaime!” Kurt shouted to his brown haired friend behind the counter.

“Hey, What if I did guess” said Blaine indignantly

“Did you…?” asked Kurt with a knowing smile

“Well…no bu-“

“Ha… you see know these things”

“Bet you don’t know mine” said Blaine, hoping he caught Kurt out.

“Medium Drip” said Kurt proudly, grinning at Blaine.

“Oh, you know my coffee order” said Blaine sounding defeated.

Damn, he was so stupid how could he not know the boy-he-loves’ coffee order… Kurt knew Blaine’s… As he sat there staring in to those beautiful blue eyes, he had made his decision….

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Kurt sat there and despite how much it hurt knowing that he could lose Blaine by telling him it was worth the risk, Blaine was worth the risk. He’d tried to distance himself to not let himself fall for Blaine but whenever he’d almost reached an epiphany Blaine would do something completely adorable and gooberish that Kurt would fall again. He’d fallen for Blaine from when he first saw him, he always wanted to be the one to make Blaine smile, he had the most amazing smile, Kurt thought, it lit up he’s entire being, like a beam of light coursing through his body, Kurt loved making Blaine happy. He was content being just Blaine’s friend… even though it killed him, he wanted to tell Blaine so badly about how he felt but he hadn’t wanted to ruin what they had… it would kill Kurt to lose the most important person in his life, besides his dad anyway. When Morgan had broken him… he’d taken a piece of Kurt with him… but what if… what if Blaine was that missing piece… Rachel had convinced him he was going to tell Blaine. Hopefully Blaine would feel the same way.

“Kurt… Kurt, are you okay?” asked Blaine sounding concerned.

“Wha- Yeah, yeah I’m fine” said Kurt

“Are you sure?” said Blaine still sounding really worried, handing Kurt a napkin.

It was at that point when Kurt realised he had tears rolling down his cheeks.

“Ye-yeah, will you excuse me for a minute?” asked Kurt.

“Okay, are you sure you’re okay, would you like me to get Jaime?” asked Blaine understanding that this was none of his business.

Kurt nodded.

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Blaine hated seeing Kurt upset, it broke his heart. Blaine walked up to the Barista.

“Hey Jaime, Kurt wants to see you, he’s just gone to the bathroom… “

“Okay, I’m on it…” said Jaime “Don’t worry Blaine.” giving him a reassuring pat on the shoulder

Blaine was worried, he hated that Kurt was sad… he hated the fact that he didn’t know what made him sad even more, he hated it because of what he said a few weeks ago and because of Logan he was unable to hold Kurt and kiss away all his sadness like he wanted to. He wanted to kiss those perfect, pink lips so badly…

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“Honey,” said Jaime, knocking on the door. “Are you okay?”

She heard music playing and Kurt’s voice sounding through the door, although racked with sobs he was still singing beautifully.

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

Jaime Chimed in with the backing vocals. She saw Kurt tear stained face and settle down next to him on the floor and put her arm round him and gave him a hug, allowing him to sob in to her shoulder.

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it)
Feet are where I landed
(At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)

“Oh, Honey, would you like me to get Rachel to come drive you home?” Jaime asked when Kurt finished the song.

“No. No I’m fine” said Kurt “it’s just I’ve really fallen for him Jaime, and I know he doesn’t want more, and I’m broken and damaged but when I’m with him it’s like I’ve been fixed”

“Oh, honey… you need to tell him he deserves to know… maybe he’s changed his mind”

“I know, I might tell him today… I just want to know how he sees this relationship… I hope he’s changed his mind... I really do love him…” sighed Kurt.

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When Kurt returned Blaine noticed an air of determination around him.

“Feeling better?” he asked tentatively

“Yeah much, Thanks Jaime” said Kurt smiling.

“Okay, I’m glad” said Blaine.

“Hey, what’s your favourite Disney film you can only choose one” stated Kurt smiling.

“My very own Sophie’s choice” said Blaine overdramatically and placing a hand on his chest. “I’ll have to say The Little Mermaid, what’s yours?”

“Ha-ha Mine’s The Little Mermaid too I just love the songs”

“Yeah,” said Blaine “me too”

Blaine looked adoringly at Kurt. Taking in everything, his soft, pale complexion, he crystal blue eyes, his beautiful, plump pink lips, the way his jeans hugged his hips, the way his deep blue sweater complemented his skin, the way his cheeks coloured when Blaine caught him looking. He counted every eyelash, he looked at the way he fiddled with the coffee cup lid, and Blaine loved it all.

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“Hey, Blaine.” Asked Kurt hoping he wasn’t blushing too much “I was wondering if you’d like to come over to mine for tea tonight?”

Kurt waited anxiously for Blaine’s response. He moved his keys around in his hands.

“Sure, beats a lonely dinner in my dorm whilst Logan is out with Julian” said Blaine panicking slightly “A-As long and you dad won’t mind”

Why did Blaine have to mention Logan, obviously he’s still hung up on this guy, Kurt couldn’t do that to Blaine or himself, as much as he loved Blaine he couldn’t let himself fall more in love with him if he didn’t reciprocate, he decided against it, this dinner was now to be Kurt bringing his really good friend home for tea...

“Of course he won’t, he really wants to meet you Blaine” said Kurt “Carole will be home soon, we should leave. Follow me” said Kurt smiling at Blaine.

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Blaine climbed in to his car and waited for Kurt to pull out so he could follow. Blaine was thinking about the reality of the situation.

Shit, I’m going to meet Kurt’s dad…

What if he asks me what if going between me and Kurt what do I say…

What if he hates me…

What if Kurt has told him about the flirting…

“Calm down Blaine, You’ll be fine you made you decision, just go through with it… its time… just like Nick said Kurt deserves you, and he’s staid with you even though you told him you didn’t want anything more he likes you Blaine there’s nothing to worry about”

And then he pulled up outside the Hummel-Hudson household, took a deep breath and climbed out of the car…