Blaines POV Contd. . .:

"Jeffery was my longest relationship. Five months I was with the man. Five months I thought I could eventually love him. Five months Ill never get back.

"Heres the setting: A diner with Brin. Were eating dinner sitting on the stools when he comes in and takes a seat next to me. Brinley nudges me with a grin that said, That mans obviously gay, go after him. I take a look at him. Gorgeous! I wouldnt go as far as breathtaking like you, but he was beautiful nonetheless, with blond hair and blue eyes... So I gave it a chance. Taylor who?

"For a moment I forgot how to speak but from a light elbow from Brinley I sputtered a hi to him. He smiled at me and with that smile I instantly knew he was in to me. We small talked for the rest of the time I was there.

"That was practically how our entire relationship went. We hardly held a conversation, he was always working. Bad idea going out with a business man, he was always out and traveling.

"Five months I tried to make this relationship more than just two ships passing by in the night. Five months I tried to make it something more. He was my longest relationship because I tried to keep it steady and he never cheated on me or used me. It wasnt like that. We actually cared for one another, more like he actually cared for me. He was the one guy that in the end I never did care for, because how could I care for someone who I hardly talked to? But he was the man I was most devoted to, because I tried so hard to make us more. I devoted myself to it, to him.

"I knew I had to end this when I realized that this relationship wasnt going anywhere but a simply hi in the morning and a bye before we went to bed for the night.

"I finally found a night for just us and decided to sit him down. He knew something was up and asked me what was going on and if everything was okay. I told him it was not and slowly just broke the news. Jeffery just lost it and I cradled him in my arms until he recouped and I just let him go.

"I know a lot of what I had said may seem irrelevant to it all but my mind just cluttered as I thought back to the year and I simply sputtered out everything that ran through it and before I let my rambling goes any farther let me tell you why I came to you today. I told you I need you and... Kurt, this year made me realize that the only person I actually enjoyed being with in the end was you. A one-night stand with a person I hardly knew was my favorite romance. I need you tell me how you feel back. If I cant help but think of you when Im with other people and compare everyone to you then I think I may have a lot of feelings for you. I need to know how you feel toward me so I know what I should do."

END: Blaines POV

Blaine let out a sudden sigh of relief as he got everything out. Now he could only wait for Kurts response who seemed conflicted in his own thoughts. Blaine tensed up.