Adam sent me a text to let me know he was almost at my apartment so I opened the door to allow him to just walk in when he got here. When he did we shared a quick hug and a kiss.

Blaine walked over to where we were standing and looked Adam up and down a smirk playing on his lips as he did.

"You must be the boyfriend."

"And you must be the roommate."

"Oh, you're British. Sexy you never told me that boyfriend is British."

"Sexy?" Adam asked.

"What you don't think Kurt is sexy?" Blaine asked.

"Of course I do. I just don't like other guys calling him that."

"You can't keep other guys from noticing him."

They glared at each other.

"Play nicely, both of you." I told them.

"Have you thought about what you want to watch honey?" I asked Adam hoping I could change the subject and break the tension.

"Whatever you feel like is fine by me babe."

I went over to the TV and searched through Netflix to try and find something for us to watch while Adam paid for the Chinese food that just arrived.

"Why did you order Almond Chicken babe? You know I hate it."

Blaine smirked again and grabbed the chicken from Adam.

"You ordered it for him?" Adam asked.

"Yes, it would have been rude not to. If Rachel were home I would've ordered her something too."

"Where is Rachel lately? I've barely seen her since I moved in." Blaine asked.

"I actually don't know. Maybe she has a new boyfriend." I told him.

I put on a movie and Adam and I curled up on the couch eating the Chinese food as we watched The Notebook. Blaine sat down on the other side of me, I hadn't expected him to join us but I have to admit it didn't bother me. We finished eating and put our containers in the coffee table, we had turned off the lights to get the proper movie experience and I was grateful for that as this movie always made me cry and I didn't want Adam to notice, he never understood why people cry during movies and I was pretty sure if Blaine noticed he'd make fun of me. But once again he did the exact opposite of what I expected him to and he gently took my hand and held it until the movie was done when he let it go before Adam could notice.

"Aw Kurt are you crying? You know it's just a film right."

"I know Adam but it's just so romantic and sad."

"But they were just pretending love."

"I think it's sweet how moved Kurt was." Blaine defended me.

"Oh please you are just trying to get into his pants." Adam scoffed.

"Not belittling his feelings and trying to seduce him are not the same thing."

"Both of you need to stop this right now."

"I didn't do anything." I heard Blaine muttered as he walked away.

"Kurt I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to make fun of you I promise, I just don't get it." Adam told me gently cupping my face.

"I know."

"I love you Kurt." Adam told me before I had a chance to figure out how I was going to avoid the subject when there was a loud crash in the kitchen. We turned to see Blaine standing there a broken mug at his feet.

"Oops." He smirked as he shrugged his shoulders.

"Can we go to your room please love?" Adam asked quietly

"Adam."

"Just for some alone time, please? We haven't had a second toy ourselves since I got here."

"Yeah ok."

Adam and I went to my room and Adam closed my door, after he did I heard the front door slam. Adam grabbed me by the belt loops and pulled me towards him to kiss me. When you stop to think of it kissing is rather strange, I mean how is putting your mouth on someone else's supposed to feel good? Granted I have only kissed Adam but I honestly don't see the point of it, I have heard people talk about getting butterflies in their stomach when they kiss someone, I have never experienced that.

"Kurt please can we do something? It doesn't have to be full on sex but can we please do something?"

"I have told you countless times I'm not ready....you know what I can't do this anymore."

"Do what babe?"

"Do this." I said gesturing between the two of us.

"Come on Kurt, you don't mean that."

"I do Adam. I can't be with someone who keeps trying to pressure me into sex."

"I won't mention it again I promise."

"You've said that before Adam."

"But I love you."

"I know....the thing is....I don't love you Adam. I'm sorry; I thought I if I stayed with you long enough I would but it's been six months and I still don't."

"Oh...wow....I didn't realize I was so unlovable."

"You aren't. Just because I don't love you doesn't mean you are unlovable. You will find a great guy who will love you and who will want to have sex with you constantly. It's just that guy isn't me Adam."

"Is this about Blaine?"

"What?"

"Are you dumping me for him? Are you fucking him?"

"No! Adam you know I'm a virgin. This has nothing to do with Blaine I promise you."

"I've seen the way he looks at you like he wants to devour you and you look at him like you want to let him, so don't even try to feed me that bullshit."

"I do not look at him like that! I don't have feelings for him and I certainly don't want to have sex with him."

"The only person you are fooling is yourself."

"You know what Adam? I don't care what you think, you and I are through."

"Don't come crying to me when he fucks you and chucks you." Adam told me before storming out of my room.