The next day I told Adam I couldn't be friends with him, he wasn't happy about it but I told him my mind was made up and he knew me well enough to not to argue with me. On the way home I stopped and bought Blaine some flowers, similar to the ones I had in our apartment the day I first asked him out. My heart skipped a beat at the way his face lit up when I gave them to him.

"These are partly to say I'm sorry and partly because you deserve flowers." I told him.

"Thank you."

"Blaine....I love you and I am so sorry. I should have never doubted you, I know you wouldn't cheat on me...I think my emotions were just high from the fight we had before left for work...and I have no excuse. I should have never thought that about you."

"Do you have any idea how much it hurt me for you to look at me like that? To have you think those things about me?"

"I do...but I was hurting at the time too baby and I still am; I'm terrified I'm going to lose you."

"Never."

"You say that...but what if you can never forgive me?" I asked my eyes filling with tears.

"Come here." He said opening his arms. "I know you're sorry and I know most of the time you don't think I'm a whore. I'm not even mad at you anymore...I just can't get the way you looked at me out of my head."

"I will never look at you like that again. I promise." I said clutching him tightly.

"I know...I need you to move past my past ok? I know you say you don't care but if this had happened when you were with Adam would you have assumed he let some guy suck him off?"

"I honestly don't know...but that could be because I never thought of him in a sexual way. And honestly your past doesn't bother me; I don't even think about it usually but at that moment some of the things you've told me came rushing back and I wasn't thinking clearly."

"You really don't think about my past?"

"I really don't...you know why I've never asked you how many guys you've been with? It's not because I'm afraid of the number it's because I don't care."

"How can you not care though?"

"Because I know what you did with them didn't mean anything, not like what we do. And I know you are mine now and if I'm lucky you always will be. I know I love you and you love me and that's all that matters to me."

He held me tighter but didn't say anything.

"I'm so proud to be with you, it doesn't matter if you are singing on stage with the Warblers or playing video games on the couch I am proud to be able to call you mine."

"Good, I want you to be." He said his voice cracking.

"I don't know about you but these last few days have just completely drained me, I need a nap."

"A nap sounds great Sexy." He said letting go of me but taking my hand and leading me to our bedroom.

I was so happy to be back in his arms that I couldn't fall asleep.

"Did you really know as soon as you saw me that I was the one for you?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Then why all the sexual talk and grabbing my ass and whatnot?"

"I didn't know any other way to show you I wanted you, besides have you seen your ass?"

"Only in the mirror, but I have been told it's very fuckable."

"Whoever told you that is a very smart man."

"He is."

"After our nap, we're going to have some dinner and then I'm going to wreck that ass."

"Fuck Blaine."

"Just saying"

"You know what it does to me when you talk like that."

"I do."

"Tease."

He laughed. "You love it."

"I do love it and I love you." I said kissing him.

"I love you too, now nap time."

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I just kept thinking about Blaine's words.

"Bllaaiinne." I whined.

"Yes?"

"I can't sleep."

"Hmm...what do you expect me to do about it?"

"I expect you to fuck me like you said you would."

"I said I was going to fuck you after dinner."

"I know but I want you to fuck me now and after dinner."

"Do you now?"

"Blaine baby, please please please fuck me now and after dinner." I begged knowing how much he enjoyed it when I was desperate for him.

"Listen to you begging for my cock..."

"I need your cock so badly baby, please."

I saw the look in his eyes and I knew it meant he was going to say yes, he just wanted to hear me beg some more first. I quickly took my clothes off and grabbed the lube; I slowly began to finger myself open.

"Oh, I'm so tight baby, haven't had you cock in me in so long. My poor little hole is just aching for you."

"I bet it is."

"I need you so badly baby! Please baby fuck me! Please baby, remind my ass who it belongs to." I said as I fucked myself on two of my fingers. He placed his hand on mine and pulled my hand out of my ass replacing them with his cock, I wasn't fully stretched but neither of cared, we just needed to be fucking as soon as possible. He stilled as soon as he was fully in me, both of us just enjoying the feeling of being connected.

He fucked me hard and fast and with so much passion I knew we were past our fight. When I was younger I thought love making and to be slow and gentle and that it was entirely different from hard and fast fucking but I was wrong love making can be fucking, it all depends on the people involved. He moved his position a bit but continued fucking into me, I wondered what he was doing until he bent down and took my cock into his mouth.

"Holy fuck Blaine!"

Before long of being both fucked and sucked I came down his throat soon after I came he was filling my ass with his cum.

"I love you Sexy."

"I love you too baby."

We laid there together for a few minutes exchanging loving kisses before he grabbed the butt plug and placed it in me to keep me open for him.

"God I missed that." I told him.

"Me too Sexy."

After we ate dinner we ran back into our bedroom and I rode him until my thighs burned and then he flipped us over and took control fucking me so hard I thought I was going to lose my voice. That night I slept better than I had in days, not caring that we had an early morning flight the next day.