April 6, 2013, 8:38 a.m.
Roommates
The Roommate: Chapter 21
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I had to physically stop myself from skipping down the street on my way to my date with Blaine. Even though I had bought enough flowers yesterday where we could run a small flower shop out of the loft I stopped and bought him a simple bouquet of roses. As I approached the restaurant I saw him waiting outside for me, he smiled when he saw me and laughing he pulled a bouquet form behind his back, it looked almost the same as the one I bought him expect with a different colored ribbon tied around it.
"Great minds think alike." I joked before giving him a hello kiss.
"I missed you today Sexy."
"Hmm....I missed you too, every time I sat down I was reminded of you and let's just say you'd better keep the promise you made me earlier."
"You can count on it."
We went into the restaurant and were shown to our seats.
"By the way we have the apartment to ourselves all week and certain rules have been lifted as long as we set a towel down."
"Reeaally."
I nodded.
"So many plans popping into my head right now."
"We have time for all that later but right now I just want to share a romantic meal with my boyfriend."
He started to reach across the table to take my hand but stopped himself so I reached over and took his hand instead. He smiled.
"So do you know what you are going to order?" I asked him.
"I'm thinking the Mushroom Risotto."
"That looks good; I'm leaning towards the Chicken Parmesan."
"Hmm...I might have to steal a bite of that."
"Only if I can have some of your Risotto."
"Of course, I'm so glad you asked me out."
"Me too...I should probably tell you Wes came by and he and Rachel made me see what an idiot I was for not asking you out sooner."
"So you're saying I should have bought Wes and Rachel flowers?"
"Well we pretty much have a florist in out apartment right now." I said waving my hand.
"Those are mine! They can't have my flowers!" He pouted.
"Sorry, of course I wouldn't give them your flowers." I leaned across the table and kissed him.
Even though it was technically our first date it didn't have any of the awkwardness that usually goes hand in hand with a first date. I hoped that Blaine was enjoying himself as I knew he had never been on a date before and I wanted to make it special. I fed him a bite of my Chicken and he moaned appreciatively, someone cleared their throat and snapped us out of the bubble we had put ourselves in.
"May we help you?" I asked while Blaine eyed the couple up and down.
"We just wanted to tell that the two of you are so cute together, it's so nice to see young people so in love." The woman said
"Oh...thank you."
"How long have the two of you been together?" the man asked.
Blaine and I shared a look.
"Actually this is our first date." He told them.
"Oh! That's so sweet. Isn't that sweet George?" She said turning to her husband.
"It is indeed Helen; now let's leave these poor boys alone. They don't want to spend their entire date talking to a couple of old people."
As they walked away I heard Helen say "They are going to get married one day."
"Yes dear, I expect they will." George replied.
I looked at Blaine and wondered if he heard but I couldn't tell from his expression if he had or not.
After we finished eating I called the waiter over.
"Can we get our check now please?"
"Actually sir, it has already been taken care of by a nice older couple."
"George and Helen." I said to Blaine.
He nodded. "If we knew where they lived we'd owe them flowers."
"So do you want to go for a walk or go home?" I asked him as we left the restaurant.
"I want to go home, bend you over the couch and pound you like there's no tomorrow."
"That sounds amazing...but can we do it tomorrow? Tonight I want you to make love to me."
"Of course Sexy."
Usually when we had sex it was hard, fast and a little rough but this time it wasn't just sex it was making love, similar to last night but this time Blaine topped. We never broke eye contact and did out best to keep kissing each other the whole time. When we finished he went to pull out.
"Stay." I said wrapping my legs around him.
"I can't clean you off if I'm inside you."
"I don't care. I need you to be inside me for a bit longer."
"Ok."
"Your room is bigger than mine."
"Yeah but yours is further from Rachel's room."
"Like that matter with how loud you are...and mine doesn't have a closet."
"Hmm...good point. If we move the bed against that wall we could put your dresser next to mine."
He moved as far as he could without slipping out of me. "Will the bed and our nightstands fit there though?"
"We can share a nightstand."
"True, I mean I only use mine as a place to keep lube anyway."
"Blaine, I love you."
He paused.
"Sorry if that was too fast but I figured we were pretty much talking about moving you into my room...I mean that's what we were talking about right? It's not my imagination; we're really going to do it, right?"
"Nobody loves me."
"I do. I love you so much and I don't know maybe you don't love me back yet...but maybe one day?"
"Why would you love me? I'm...I'm not good enough for you. This is just temporary until you find someone better."
"There isn't anyone better Blaine. You are perfect for me. I love you because you are so kind, and funny, and you take such good care of me, and yes, you are really hot and great in bed but you are also an amazing singer and when you look at me I feel like I can do anything, be anyone. I love you because you are you."
He blinked at me a few times.
"You don't believe me do you?"
He shook his head.
"That's ok; I'll prove it to you, even if it takes our whole lives. I will prove that I love you and you and I belong together."
"You'll get tired of me just like everyone else."
"I won't and that's not even true. Haven't you been friends with the Warblers since high school? They haven't gotten tired of you have they?"
"No but that's different?"
"Why?"
"Because they are my friends."
"And I'm your boyfriend and I love you."
He pulled out of me and sat on the opposite end of the bed I could see he was searching my face to see if I meant it or not.
"I think you think you love me but you'll soon realise you don't."
"Oh Blaine baby, I promise you I will love you until my dying day."
"Are you going to start singing Come What May?"
"No, although it does describe how I feel about you so it would be pretty fitting."
"How can you say that? You barely know me."
"I know you Blaine, I might not all the details like when your birthday is or what your favorite color is but I do know you."
"And you love me?"
"I love you more than I ever knew it was possible to love someone."
"I'm not worth it."
"Yes you are. I hate that some assholes convinced you that you aren't worth loving but trust me Blaine you are."
"I'm....I'm going to pretend this conversation never happened because when you realise I'm not worth shit it will hurt too much to know you once thought you loved me."
"I'll tell you I love you every day and maybe one day you'll believe me."
"I'm going to sleep in my room."
"Please don't."
"Get used to the disappointment Sexy, that's all I am."