I gently rolled Kurt off of me so I could get some wet wipes and clean us both up, then I put on my sweat pants and went to grab us our Chinese food.

"Hey Rachel...I'm sorry about earlier." I told her, she was curled up on the couch reading a script for her upcoming audition.

"I should hope so...that was rather rude Blaine."

"I know it was, my brain wasn't working properly."

"I'll forgive you...just try not to say that to me again."

I nodded and then headed back to mine and Kurt's bedroom to wake up Kurt and get some food into him. I set the food on the nightstand and then gently kissed him awake.

"Mmm....sleepy..."

"I know but I brought you dinner."

He blinked awake and then sat up. "Food would be good."

I handed him a container and some chopsticks and then settled down at the foot of the bed facing him.

"Oh my god!" He exclaimed

I gave him a questioning look.

"We ordered Chinese food."

"Yes we did and now we are eating it."

"Don't patronize me."

"Sorry...what's wrong with ordering Chinese food?"

"Blaine we have a wedding to pay for and we're going to buy a house...we can't afford to get take out."

"You're forgetting about the trust fund."

He sighed, "Right that will help."

"Sexy, have we never discussed how much is in the trust fund?"

He shook his head.

"It'll buy us a house and pay for our wedding."

"Holy fuck, just how expensive is Dalton?" He asked before clamping his hand over his mouth with his eyes wide.

"What does Dalton have to do with anything?"

He shook his head, his hand still covering his mouth.

"Kurt."

"Ok...remember when Cooper showed up at our door?"

"Which time?"

"The first time."

"Yeah"

"Well....he kinda....he'll kill me if he finds out I told you....he told me he spent his trust fund on Dalton."

"Fuck." I stood up and began pacing.

"Blaine."

"Fuck. I have to pay him back." I faced Kurt and threw my hands up.

"Blaine."

"Fuck. The whole thing?"

"What?"

"Did he use all of it for Dalton?"

"I think so."

"Fuck. Ok...maybe we can live here a bit longer...." I resumed pacing

"Blaine."

"What?" I stopped and looked at Kurt once more.

"He won't take it...you can try to pay him back but he won't take it...and he'll probably be hurt that you tried to pay him back and then he'll murder me for telling you...and then you'll have to live with Rachel and Finn forever spending all your time grieving my death."

"So you are saying I shouldn't pay him back?"

"I'm saying that he doesn't want you to pay him back."

"But he spent his whole trust fund because of me."

"He did, but he knew what he was doing. He did it to keep you safe because he loves you, he doesn't want you to pay him back, he doesn't even want you to know about it."

"So I'm just supposed to pretend I don't know?"

"Yes...can I ask how did you think he paid for Dalton?"

"I...honestly don't know...I mean I thought for years my parents had and I guess I never put much thought into it after I found out it was him. There's got to be something I can do for him."

"I'm sure you'll think of something. Now sit back down and eat your Almond chicken. "

I did as I was told.

"I want him to...give me away or whatever...at our wedding."

"I think that's a great idea. I'm sorry I kept it from you, I hated not telling you...but he made me promise and...and I didn't see the harm."

"It's fine, Sexy. I'm not mad you didn't tell me sooner...I...just....it's a lot to process you know?"

"You still had doubts that he loved you." He stated.

"I did."

"What about me?"

"Huh?"

"Do you still doubt my love for you?"

"No...not for a long time...you are the only person whose love I don't doubt...not anymore at least."

"Good...I mean there are a lot of people who love you and I wish you would realise that but at least you know I love you at that is huge progress for you. "

"Would you be terribly disappointed in me if I said I still don't fully understand why you love me? Other than the sex I mean."

"Oh baby...not disappointed just sad. I don't know what to say that I haven't already said."

"I know...but...I mean does it really matter if I don't know why you love me as long as I know you do?"

"For now it doesn't...but I hope eventually I can show you that you are worthy of love."

"Can we go take a bath and not talk about anything deep for a while?"

"Only if you carry me."

"You have to have feeling back in your legs by now."

"I do, I just really like it when you carry me."

I laughed. "One of these days I'm going to make you carry me so I can understand the appeal."

"But not today because I called dibbs on being carried."

"No not today."

He lifted his arms up for me to pick him up.

"You're still naked Sexy and Finn and Rachel are home."

"Oh right." He leaned over and picked up the first pair of underwear he saw and put them on.

"Fuck." I muttered.

"What?"

"Those are mine and you look so fucking sexy in them."

"Really?"

I nodded.

"Good to know...so would you rather see me in your underwear or my fuck me jeans?"

"Oh Sexy I'd rather see you in nothing at all."

"Oh my god that was so cheesy!"

"It wasn't that bad."

"It was but that's ok...come on...bath time." He said once again lifting his arms up.

I picked him up and carried him bridal style to the bathroom, loving the feeling of him in my arms and the way he nuzzled my neck as I walked.

"Does Kurt walk anywhere anymore?" I heard Finn ask.

"Shut up its romantic! It wouldn't hurt for you to carry me sometimes." Rachel told him.

I didn't hear Finn's response so I assume he just shrugged.

I set Kurt down in the bathroom and began to fill the tub.

"Want to make out while it fills?" He asked

"Last time we did that it overflowed and almost flooded the apartment downstairs." I reminded him.

"True."

"Come here," I said opening my arms "we can snuggle while we wait."

He wrapped his arms around me and I place my head in the crook of his neck.

"I'm so glad I'm marrying you." He told me.

"Me too I love you so much."

"I love you too baby."

"Did you talk to Burt about the engagement announcement?"

"I did...he apparently pulled some strings and it'll be in this Sunday's paper. They'll bring a copy when they come."

"This Sunday? As in two days from now? That's fast."

He nodded.

We climbed into the tub with him leaning against my chest.

"We need to make sure our place has a bigger tub."

"Are you not comfortable Sexy?"

"I am but wouldn't it be better if the tub was a bit bigger?"

"It would make bathtub sex easier...but for just taking a relaxing bath together, this one suits me just fine."

"Even with a bigger tub we'll still snuggle up like this."

"Ok we'll look for a place with a bigger tub...remind me to call that realtor Nick recommended tomorrow."

"She's the one that found them their apartment?"

"Yup."

"But does she do houses too?"

"I think so, townhouses at very least."

"No...like actual houses with actual yards."

"You aren't going to find one of those in the city."

"I know...but we can commute...I want to find the place we'll raise our kids in Blaine, I want to have a yard where I can push the kids on their swing set while you tend to the barbeque."

"Ok, we'll get a house...one with a nice big yard." I smiled to myself imagining mowing the lawn while Kurt worked in the garden.