I spent the rest of that day in the library doing homework mostly because I knew Wes would tell the others what had happened and they would probably want to 'comfort' me when I really didn't need it, I know my friends well enough to know there was no way they would never go never the library on a Saturday. By the time dinner rolled around I knew I'd have to face them, to my surprise Wes wasn't with them but I noticed that David put together a plate of food and asked one of the cafeteria ladies to wrap it up, I correctly assumed it was for Wes. David told me that Wes wasn't going to come out of his room until he either had a way to find my soul mate's name or until it was time to go to class on Monday, whichever came first. I shook my head and told David I'd bring Wes his food, I kindly asked the ladies working if I could get a plate to go and promised I would bring both plates back. They agreed, they have a tendency to let us boys get away with a lot, I think because someone of them used to work in public school cafeterias and found our politeness to be refreshing.

I got to Wes's room and let myself in.

"Oh Blaine. Good, I think I have a new lead." Wes said looking up from his computer.

I hand him his plate of dinner and sit at David's empty desk to eat my own.

"So there is this psychic in Cleveland and she can apparently look into your soul and find your soul mate's name."

"A psychic Wes, really?"

"I know, but this one is supposed to be really good. People have tested her, they've covered up their names and went to her and she got the names right every single time!"

"Eat your dinner Wes."

"We can go to her tomorrow, yeah it will take most of the day but we could totally do it. I checked and she is willing to take 'emergency' cases on Sundays and I think you qualify."

"No Wes."

"Don't you want to find your soul mate's name?" he asked.

"Wes, I don't want you to waste your time with this."

"It's not a waste! It'll all be worth it when we find out his name."

"I'm sorry Wes but he doesn't exist."

"How can you say that?"

I sighed.

"The way I see it I have two options. Option one: I can do what you are doing, I can spend hours online looking for a miracle and then when it doesn't work I can be disappointed and I can do this over and over again or option two: I can accept the fact that I don't have a soul mate. I choose option two."

"So you just give up?"

"I have to Wes; I can't keep getting my heartbroken. Giving up hurts less."

"I don't want you to be miserable."

"I'll be fine Wes, I promise."

"But don't you want love?"

"Of course I do, if the world was a different place I'd ask that guy from the Lima Bean this morning out. But unfortunately he's destined for someone else and I'm destined to be alone."

"You could still ask him out. A lot of people date other people until they find their soul mate."

"Yeah maybe."

"At very least you could be his friend."

I nodded.

"Ok, let's make a deal. Either you ask him out or we go that psychic."

"So are you joining Sebastian on Team Free Will then?"

"I'm on Team Blaine Being Happy."

"Thanks Wes." I said taking his empty plate.

"So are you going to ask him out?"

"Next time I see him if he's alone I'll ask him to join me."

"It's a start."