March 15, 2013, 1:55 p.m.
Nameless: Chapter 30
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"I need to know why." Kurt told me, he had invited me over for dinner on a Saturday a couple of weeks after I spoke to my parents and went to therapy with them; we were sitting in his room after dinner.
"Why...why I...."
"Cheated, yes."
"Because I am an idiot. I'm insecure Kurt, that is what happens when you don't have a name and your parents stop loving you. So when you went out with Mark I was convinced I was going to lose you and I don't know I...I needed someone to want me I guess."
"You were the one who insisted I went out with Mark."
"I know. I thought I was doing what was best for you."
"By pushing me towards another man?"
"By pushing you towards your soul mate. I was so sure you belonged with him and I was destined to be alone that I made that happen. My therapist calls it a self-fulfilling prophecy. "
Kurt nodded.
"I need to know it won't happen again."
"It won't. I can't lose you again Kurt. I wouldn't survive."
"You were drunk right?"
"Yes."
"So you'd have to agree to be more careful with that, don't get drunk unless there is someone around to stop you from making stupid decisions."
"I could live with that."
"You would need to get tested."
"Already have. Sebastian took me to get tested right away. I'm all clean."
There was no build up to this conversation, I didn't know where it came from or what he was thinking but it sounded to me like he was thinking of taking me back. I tried to not get my hopes up.
"If it happens again that would be it."
"I know."
"Blaine?"
"Yes?"
"Whose name is on your wrist?"
"Are you going to take me back? Is that where this is going?"
"That doesn't answer my question."
"I know but I need you to answer mine first. Please?"
"Yes. I'm going to take you back."
We looked at each other for a few minutes. I wanted to kiss him so badly but even though he just told me he was going to take me back I didn't know if that was appropriate or not. I knew he wanted an answer to his question instead of saying anything I took off my cuff and held my wrist up for him to see. He let out a gentle gasp before doing the same revealing to me that he now had my name on his wrist.
"What? How?" I asked gently touching my name on his wrist.
"According to Wes I love you so much that is changed the name on my wrist." He told me.
"You talked to Wes about this?" I asked curiously.
"Yeah well you said he knows more about soul mates than anyone else so I figured if anyone knew why my name changed it would be him."
"I love you so much Kurt."
I brought his wrist up to my lips and kissed his wrist.
"This is how you know I will never do that to you again." I told him putting our wrists side by side my eyes filled with tears of joy and love.
He nodded, I could see his eyes tearing up as well.
"I do have one question for you Blaine."
"And what would that be?"
"Why haven't you kissed me yet?"
I smiled before I leaned over and kissed him.
"Kurt, can we exchange cuffs?" I asked.
Exchanging cuffs is something that soul mates do to let those around them know they found each other. For the most part unless you know the couple you can't really tell if they changes cuffs, straight couples have it easier than gay couples as sometimes you see a guy wearing a more feminine cuff and you know he found his soul mate, especially if the cuff is pink with stars (may the fates help whoever Rachel's soul mate is because that is the ugliest fucking thing I have ever seen I'm really hoping Kurt can finally convince her to get a new cuff before she finds her soul mate.) So yeah some stranger on the street might not see the cuff on my wrist and know it is Kurt's but our friends and families will. Of course when soul mates are alone they usually take their cuffs off but exchanging cuffs is for when there are other people around. My cuff is one that Wes had made specifically for the Warblers, it is a canvas cuff and is red and blue stripped. Kurt's cuff is leather made to look like snake skin and on the front is a little bow tie (I'm kinda jealous I didn't see it first but I swear I didn't suggest exchanging cuffs just to get my hands on it).
"Yes." He breathed.
I buckled my cuff onto his wrist and gave it a small kiss and then he did the same with me.
"I love you Blaine."
"I love you too Kurt."
We kissed again, this time it was more than just a simple peck, this time we put all our love and emotions into it. It reminded me of our first kiss in the sense that my soul once again felt like it was on fire but this time it didn't feel like too much, this time it felt perfect.
Comments
Horay finally they told each other! Lol and I want blaines cuff!! I need it!! Lol
I've added the webiste for Blaine's cuff to the chapter's end notes.
lol, I knew you'd like it. And I'm glad you like the cuffs, it took me so long to find ones that suited the boys.
love love love the cuffs hehe .. good chapter ... fan girl screams
All I have to say is... FINALLY. Oh on a side note, where did you find Blaine's Cuff? It looks really nice, any chance we can get it? =O
I've added the link to the Chapter's end notes. It looks like they are sold out right now though.
what about Kurts i want Kurts .. it's like 7 us dollers for blaine cuff
The currency conventer I used told me 4 cents, but you are probably right. I'll add the link for Kurt's cuff as well.