"Have you contacted Mark yet?" I asked Kurt as we sat at the Lima Bean on Monday.

"No. I don't have his number so....I guess I can't." he shrugged.

"Did you try Facebook?"

"No."

"Kurt you promised."

"Yeah I know." He sighed "I'll try Facebook."

"Thank you."

Part of me was glad that he hadn't contacted Mark yet the longer he took to do it the more time he was mine but the thing is he'll never truly be mine unless he goes out with Mark and picks me over his soul mate, if that's even possible.

"You know I'm only doing this for you." Kurt told me.

"I know."

And I'm only doing this for you.

I hope that I can still be in his life after all this is over but somehow I doubt Mark will want his soul mate's ex-boyfriend hanging around. Kurt's pretty stubborn though so might be able to convince Mark to take pity on me and let me spend time with Kurt every now and then. Maybe they can come visit me in the old spinster home with their kids and grandkids and I can pretend for a few minutes that they are mine and Kurt's kids and grandkids. I think after Kurt picks Mark I'll buy a cat or 15. Yeah, I'll become the crazy cat man that nobody wants to talk to. That's a good plan. See stupid fucking fates? I won't be alone forever! I'll have 15 cats! Bet you didn't see that coming fates!

"For the record I think this is absurd." Kurt said breaking through my thoughts, that's fine I can think of my cats' names later.

"You'll thank me for it one day." I told him.

"When we're old and grey." He smiled.

And you and Mark are visiting me.

"If not sooner." I attempted to smile back.