Blaine had just finished getting dressed after his shower when his phone rang; he looked at the caller id and then smiled as he answered it.

                “Hi Kurt, did you forget something?”

                “Hi Blaine, I didn’t forget anything I think we should talk about some things before our date. “

                “Ok, if it’s about where we should go don’t worry about it I already have it all figured out.”

                “No, it’s about the past.”

                “The past?”

                “Our past.”

                “Ok.”  Blaine said tentatively.

                “Maybe we should talk about this in person but every time I see you I chicken out but it’s something we need to talk about before we begin a relationship, if we begin a relationship.”

                “If?”

                “I don’t know why you did it but you cheated on me and I need to know you won’t do that again. I need to know I can trust you.”

                “I think I did it partly because I needed to feel wanted but partly because I had this need to please people, to make them happy and I knew that making out with Eli would make him happy. But that’s all that happened. I didn’t have sex with him; I’ve never had sex with anyone but you.”

                “You didn’t have sex with him?”

                “No, Kurt I couldn’t. He tried but honestly, I couldn’t get hard because I knew it was wrong, I knew I shouldn’t be with anyone but you. And that’s why you can trust me, I know what it’s like to live without you and I can’t do that again Kurt. I can’t lose you again.”

                “I can’t do it again either Blaine; I’ve felt like a part of my soul was missing.”

                “Kurt, I promise you I will never ever even think about kissing anyone but you. If you don’t take me back I’ll become a male version of a spinster and I’ll die alone surrounded by a gazillion cats. I’ll become a crazy cat man.”

                “Well that’s not true.”

                “It is! I was already thinking about adopting a cat when I ran into you that day.”

                “Ok, I believe you. Now onto the next topic.”

                “Alright.”

                “You said before that you have a people pleaser personality and you’ll do anything to make others happy.”

                “Yeah that’s true.”

                “Even if it makes you miserable?”

                “Sometimes.”

                “And you did this when we were together?”

                “To an extent, yeah.”

                “Does that mean you were miserable when you were with me?”

                “No! Kurt, god no! You were the only thing that has ever made me truly happy. Telling you how I felt and kissing you that first time was like the first time I did something for me, to make me happy.”

                “Yeah?”

                “Yeah. Hey Kurt?”

                “What?”

                “It’s March 15th.” Blaine said softly.

                “I know.”

                “It’s our anniversary.”

                “I know.”

                “It’s probably too soon and you don’t have to say it back or anything but I love you Kurt.”

                “I can’t say it back yet, not because I don’t feel it but because I just can’t say it yet.”

                “That’s ok.”

                “Happy anniversary Blaine.”

                “Happy anniversary Kurt.”

                “Can we have our date tonight? So we can keep the same anniversary?”

                “Of course we can baby. I don’t know if I can get reservations at the restaurant I wanted to take you too on such short notice though. I can cook for you though.”

                “That sounds great.”

                “Good, I’ll kick Alex out for a few hours and you can come by at like 7, ok?”

                “Yeah ok.”