April 25, 2012, 7:26 a.m.
Love Wont Let You Go: Love Never Dies
T - Words: 1,693 - Last Updated: Apr 25, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 17/17 - Created: Apr 07, 2012 - Updated: Apr 25, 2012 927 0 3 0 0
Kurt stayed in the park for a few hours, unable to really do anything else. He took in the familiar surroundings and felt nostalgic. He remembered all the times he and Blaine spent in this very park and wished things were different. He walked over to the spot him and Blaine first met and smiled, things were so easy back then.
He sat down and finally let his tears fall freely. He sat there for a while until he was all cried out and got up and walked to his car. He finally accepted the fact him and Blaine were over, if they ever were anything to begin with that is. Kurt decided to go home and get a tub of ice cream out of the freezer and go lock himself in his room and watch his favourite musicals till he falls asleep.
"Kurt, where have you been?" Burt asked sternly as soon as Kurt walked in the front door, following him as he took his boots and coat off. "The school called, since when did you start skipping?"
Kurt sighed, mentally kicking himself for not calling his dad earlier, he wouldn't get a lecture then. "I wasn't feeling well and I needed some fresh air, I'm sorry dad it wont happen again." Kurt lied, knowing he couldn't actually tell his dad the truth.
"You're damn right you wont, you're grounded for the next week." Burt said finally, his facial expression softening after Kurt nodded, understanding. "Also Kurt, why didn't you tell me Blaine was back?"
Kurt stood frozen on the spot. "I-I how did you.." Kurt didn't have the time to finish his sentence or let Burt answer before he heard a familiar voice behind him.
"Hi Kurt," Kurt spun around and none other than Blaine Anderson was standing in the doorway, casually leaning against the frame with sincere, apologetic eyes.
"Hi." Kurt was surprised he even managed to utter that single syllable. Kurt assumed his dad didn't know about what happened between him and Blaine or he wouldn't be smiling as much as he was now.
"Well, even though I'm still disappointed that you didn't tell me Kurt," Burt cut in, breaking the awkward silence between the two teenagers. "It's nice to see you again Blaine, I'm gunna go watch the game with Finn, Kurt you can go take Blaine to your room if you want," Burt walked past the two silent boys over to his recliner and sat down, tv remote in hand before adding, "leave the door open." and turned the tv on. Leaving Kurt and Blaine still standing there awkwardly sharing glances.
"So, erm let's go to my room then I guess." Kurt finally spoke, leading the way while Blaine nodded and followed.
Blaine was amazed by Kurt's room, is absolutely screamed 'Kurt' from the décor to the DVD collection. Blaine started smiling and Kurt looked at him quizzically before sitting on the edge of his bed and motioning to Blaine to do the same.
"So what did you come here for?" Kurt asked, not willing to play this game of 'Who can awkwardly stare at each other the longest'.
"I wanted to… talk? I mean I know we've done a lot of that today." Blaine cleared his throat and Kurt stayed silent, picking at some loose fabric on his comforter. Blaine took this as his queue to carry on. "I'm so sorry Kurt." Kurt's head shot up obviously not expecting anything like that, in fact Kurt was just expecting Blaine to set some ground rules along the lines of 'don't ever speak to me again'.
"You're sorry?" Kurt asked, stunned. "What for?"
"Over exaggerating?" Blaine chuckled, remembering his brother's words. "Being over dramatic? Not really listening?"
Kurt started pulling at the fabric again, not being able to meet Blaine's smouldering hazel eyes. "Oh well… I didn't really think you were doing any of those things. I mean I completely understand how you're feeling. I get it I do I hurt you and I'm sorry, I'm not proud and I didn't intend it at all. I know it seems silly but deep down I was always waiting for you and I always used look at your picture and wondered if you were waiting for me too." Kurt finally looked up at Blaine and saw the shorter boy was becoming teary eyed.
They sat there for what seemed like an eternity, just staring at each other before Blaine finally spoke. "I did wait for you Kurt, even when I stopped remembering I was waiting for you." Kurt looked confused for a second before Blaine carried on. "Even if I didn't know it was you I was waiting for."
"Kurt when I met you again which back then I thought was the first time, you took my breath away. You're beautiful Kurt and then you spoke and your voice was like music to me. I put on this cocky front because I'm a nervous idiot." Kurt laughed at that, and Blaine smiled. "Then we got to know each other and I started to like you more and more and if I wasn't with Sebastian I probably would have done this romantic gesture like sang to you in front of everyone." Blaine smiled again and grabbed onto Kurt's hands and looked him straight into his blue eyes.
"And then you kissed me and it was like 'Oh there you are, I've been looking for you forever' I didn't know it at the time but that means way more now because I have. Kurt, I have been looking for you. Ever since I was a kid I guess I just didn't know it till now." Blaine looked down and was freely crying at this point and so was Kurt.
"Well you don't have to look anymore I'm right here. I mean it Blaine." Kurt tilted his face up to took at him. "I mean it now and I meant it then, I will never say goodbye to you." Kurt pressed his lips to Blaine's forehead and leaned against it. "I never did, not really."
Blaine moved his face up till he was directly looking into Kurt's eyes and leaned in to kiss him. The kiss was slow and tender at first but grew more passionate and desperate as time went on. It went on for minutes before Kurt broke the kiss and hugged Blaine and whispered into his ear, "I love you."
Blaine stilled in Kurt's arms and Kurt thought he said it too soon, but he knew it was true and he needed Blaine to know. "I always have and I always will, I'm sorry if this seems to soon but if you really think about it it's not-" Kurt was rambling and Blaine silenced him with another kiss.
"I love you too, silly." Blaine said back holding onto Kurt's face. "It just took me by surprise because I thought after everything that has happened you might not feel the same."
"I think it's my turn to call you silly now." Kurt giggled and kissed Blaine softly. "Didn't I just tell you my feelings? How can you think I wouldn't feel the same?"
"Well I guess Cooper's right, I am clueless." Blaine said and kissed Kurt again.
"You got that right." Kurt mumbled against Blaine's lips and giggled.
They did this for a while whispering endearments between kisses and just enjoying the time together. Finally finding each other again.
Burt cleared his throat both boys broke out of quite a heated make out session, blushes rising on both of the young boys' faces. "Blaine, it's getting quite late are you staying for dinner?"
"O-oh thanks Mr. Hummel but I promised my brother I'd have dinner with him tonight."
"Come on sport, call me Burt I've known you since you were a kid."
"Sorry Burt,"
"Well since you're going home you might want to leave before it gets to dark." Burt suggested before shooting a look at Kurt which meant 'I'll speak to you later' and walking off.
"I guess this is goodbye." Blaine frowned, obviously not wanting to leave Kurt.s
"No, there are no goodbyes remember? This is just you going home till we can see each other at school tomorrow," Kurt stood up dragging Blaine with him and tightly embraced him.
"I promise I'll call you later," Blaine said as Kurt walked him to his front door.
"Later," Kurt smiled and kissed Blaine quickly on the lips.
Blaine finally left after about five minutes of hugging Kurt and promising he'll talk to him later and got into his car and drove home.
Kurt was smiling even after he saw Blaine's car drive off, that smile quickly faltered after he walked into the kitchen saw his father standing with his arms crossed, waiting for an explanation and when he didn't get one he started off the conversation himself.
"So, not only did you not tell me Blaine was back, you didn't tell me he was your boyfriend?" Burt tried to be stern but he couldn't help the look of happiness for Kurt in his eyes.
"It wasn't like that dad, it's complicated and we weren't boyfriends earlier… it kind of just happened today." Kurt said, avoiding eye contact with his dad.
"What exactly was complicated? Come on Kurt you used to tell me everything."
"Well he didn't exactly remember me." Kurt quickly said, like it was nothing.
"Oh well I guess that does make it complicated, seems like he remembers now though."
"Yeah well a lot of things can happen in a day." Kurt smiled to himself.
"So everything is okay now then?" Burt asked, clearly worried for his son.
"Yeah great, I mean I'm sure you saw…" Kurt began but decided against mentioning what Burt saw. "That we were getting along."
Burt flushed red and cleared his throat. "Yeah you two seem close."
"Anyway, I'll start preparing dinner and Carole can help when she gets back."
Burt nodded, relieved of the change of subject but still patted his son on the back and said, "I'm happy for you Kurt."
Kurt smiled, brimming with happiness.
Just as Burt left the room Kurt's phone vibrated and Kurt saw he had a text from Blaine.
From Blaine Anderson.
I miss you :( xxx - B
Kurt smiled and quickly tapped out a message back. Kurt was happy, happier than he had ever been, after all these years he finally had Blaine back, his Blaine. His first love.
A/N
This is really all I have planned for this fic. I'll probably just post an epilogue after this, but I'm pretty happy with ending things like this, what do you all think?
send me a review or pm if you have any ideas on how to continue (if I do) or if you want any extra chapters of certain points in the story just let me know and I'll see what I can do :D
Well I hope you've enjoyed this fic and if this is the end, thanks for sticking by me and thanks for all the support. I have ideas for other fics so this isn't the last you'll see from me :D
Thank you all!
Comments
That was perfect , epilogues sound good enough to me .. that way we see how they progress to see whats going on between the boys.I guess will depend on the epilogues if it sums up everything and ties loose ends im happy. thx for your story been fun and enjoyable to read... hope u write more fics..
Thanks for your reviews! they have been a delight to read :)
Just finished reading this! I absolutely loved it! I love the way you wrote Kurt and Blaine as kids :)