Cooper wouldn’t admit that he was waiting that day, cancelling his plans as soon as he received a text from Kurt telling him he was coming over with Blaine. No Cooper wouldn’t admit it but he was, he did after all care about his brother and wanted to be their in case he needed him, or even if Kurt needed him because after all Cooper always did believe Kurt and Blaine were meant to be together. 

“Sorry little bro, if I knew you’d be bringing home company,” Cooper added air quotes around the word company, with a wink at Kurt and sat smiling on the front room couch. “I would have made sure I wasn’t here.”

Kurt was surprised, Cooper was better at keeping the fact he already knew him to himself than he expected. 

Blaine stuttered, “Coop- I er no he’s just a friend we were going to-,” 

“It’s fine squirt I was just teasing,” 

“Don’t call me that,” Blaine blushed.

Kurt smiled before catching himself, the last thing he needed was to get to comfortable, it was just hard when Cooper called Blaine that nickname he always called him when they were younger.

“Hey squirt,” Cooper said as he patted Blaine on his head, which then caused him to wipe his hand on his shirt. “Jesus, what does mom put in there? Butter?” 

“Cooper! Don’t call me that and stop making fun of me in front of Kurt,” Blaine pouted.

Kurt laughed which made Blaine pout even more.

“I’m sorry,” Kurt said in between giggles, your brother is funny and the faces you make just make it all funnier. 

Blaine fought back a smile. “I’m glad you find my sadness funny Kurt Hummel,” Blaine then finally let out the smile once he saw Kurt laugh even louder.

Kurt shook himself out of the memory, Cooper noticed the far away look in his eyes and looked at him sympathetically, knowing Blaine’s clueless self wont notice anything. 

“Yeah well I’ll leave you to it,” and with that Cooper walked out of the front room, still making sure he was still in ear shot of Kurt and Blaine’s conversation.

“Sorry about that,” Blaine said “Do you wanna drink or anything?”

“No I’m fine thanks, lets just get this over with,” Kurt sat down on the plush sofa and Blaine nodded and followed, taking the seat directly next to Kurt. Because this is helping Kurt thought.

“So,” Kurt offered looking around the room. He really didn’t know how to start the conversation and this was Blaine’s idea anyway. 

“Let’s start with you, I mean is there anything you wanna talk about that’s bothering you? I mean that kiss was kind of random and out there, maybe something is making you stressed?”

You have no idea. Kurt thought.

“Well, not really anything in particular.” Kurt wasn’t prepared for this, how could you be anyway? He didn’t know whether to just get it over with and tell Blaine the real truth or if he should make up some lie. Kurt decided on the latter.  “I really don’t know why I kissed you, I think it was a heat of the moment situation. I’m the only out person in school other than you, and well I get bullied for it. A lot. I guess you just being there, being gay and not completely hating me just made my brain think ‘hey that’s the perfect person to kiss’ and I am really sorry because I know you have a boyfriend.” 

Blaine took a moment to register what Kurt said and began. “Well Kurt, I am sorry about you being bullied and all, you really don’t deserve it you’re amazing Kurt honestly. One day you will find someone who takes your breath away and makes you continuously fall in love with them. Don’t worry about the kiss, I understand.” Blaine smiled and grabbed Kurt’s hand before shyly asking. “Kurt, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to but.. Was I your first kiss?”

Kurt thought his heart stopped beating. Well, he wouldn’t be lying if he answered yes, just Blaine didn’t know that it wasn’t that Friday that Blaine was his first kiss, it was all those years ago.

“Yes,” Kurt answered, honest for the first time during that whole conversation. 

Cooper stood behind the door closely listening, he could just guess how Kurt looked right now, probably near tears and Blaine would be completely clueless as to why, he would think it was because Kurt regretted his first kiss with him. 

Cooper was right.

“Oh Kurt, I’m so sorry… I guess it wasn’t what you wanted or imagined your first kiss to be huh,” Kurt expected Blaine to let go of his hand but he just held on tighter. 

“Blaine, don’t apologise I’m the one that kissed you, and if I’m honest it wasn’t that bad,” Kurt said before he could stop himself and he blushed and let go of Blaine’s hand. “I mean, oh god that didn’t come out right I’m sorry I’m just making this worse I think I should go.” Kurt stood up, ready to leave.

Blaine got up just as quick. “No Kurt wait don’t leave, you didn’t say anything bad.” Blaine looked straight into Kurt’s eyes and stuttered. “I mean, I’m glad. That your first kiss wasn’t horrible or anything.”

Kurt was speechless, Blaine was incredibly beautiful and now he was standing there in front of him looking straight into his eyes, and Kurt felt like he could faint at any minute. 

Blaine did find Kurt attractive and in this light and the way Kurt was looking at him he kind of forgot about everything else as Kurt did in fact take his breath away. 

Both boys must have been standing there for what felt like hours, but was in fact just a few minutes before Blaine looked at Kurt’s lips and started moving closer.

You make me feel like I’m living a teenage dream.

Blaine quickly moved away as soon as his phone started singing Katy Perry and answered it.

“Hey Sebastian,” 

If Kurt was confused before he was even more so now. So much he didn’t have time to register who Blaine was talking to. Was Blaine actually about to kiss me? Kurt thought. No he couldn’t be, but he moved so damn close and he even looked at my lips! Wasn’t that what happened in movies? 

Blaine’s voice broke him from his thoughts, and that’s when it sunk in. It doesn’t matter anyway. He has a boyfriend and boyfriend which he is smiling like a madman because of. 

“Of course I miss you baby, I just can’t talk right now I’m kinda busy.” Blaine spoke into the phone. “Sure I’ll call you later, bye I miss you too.” 

“Sorry about that,” Blaine looked over to where he thought Kurt was but Kurt was actually at the door collecting his stuff.  “Hey where you going?” 

“Oh, erm you didn’t have to hang up because of me. I just have to go and help my dad cook dinner and stuff. Thanks for the talk and I’m glad things are sorted out between us I mean, you’re a great friend Blaine.” Kurt put on his best smile, waved goodbye and left. 

Cooper sighed, hearing everything and even seeing the part where they almost kissed, walked into the room Blaine was standing in, phone still clutched in hand and looking like a puppy with his favourite toy taken away. 

“You’re an idiot,” Cooper said passing Blaine to resume his place on the couch and turned on the TV.

Blaine, thinking this was just brotherly banter threw a pillow right at his head after sitting next to him. 

Cooper meant it though, when will his little brother going to stop being so clueless?