July 26, 2012, 12:54 p.m.
Secrets can scar: Chapter 13
E - Words: 1,808 - Last Updated: Jul 26, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 13/13 - Created: Jul 25, 2012 - Updated: Jul 26, 2012 323 0 1 0 0
Blaine had spent a lot of time at Kurt's these past months, after he found out about what Karofsky was doing to Kurt, after his and Karofsky's little fight where he himself ended up worse off.
Blaine had always allowed Kurt to choose the pace that their relationship would go at but after Karofsky started to abuse him sexually, emotionally and physically they had never gone any further then small kisses shared when Burt left the room.
Even though Blaine hadn't been exploring Kurt's body he did have time to get to know Kurt a lot better. He now knew that Kurt would cry whenever they watched a movie like The Lion King, he was always more cuddly first thing in the morning and last thing at night, he got fidgety when he lied and got sarcastic, bitchy and clamed up when he was upset and when he was angry well Blaine didn't know, he never stayed in the same room long enough to find out.
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Kurt said that he would teach Blaine how to cook cupcakes, although he didn't think that took a lot of skill he agreed anyway.
"How did you burn cupcakes?" Kurt asked trying to get the smoke away from the fire alarm so that it would stop beeping.
"I forgot about them." Blaine said taking one of the cremated cupcakes out of the tray and inspecting it.
"You set the timer." Kurt said finally jumping down off of the chair after the alarm had stopped beeping.
"I told you I couldn't cook." Blaine put the cupcakes into the trash.
"You weren't kidding." Kurt opened the window to get rid of the smoke out of the kitchen.
Blaine placed the chair back under the dining table before walking through to the living room "What shall we do now?" Blaine asked looking at Kurt's impressive DVD collection.
"We can watch a movie if you like." Kurt walked out of the kitchen rolling his sleeves up.
"What movie?" Blaine looked at Kurt smiling as he leaned against the doorframe.
"Pick one, they're all down there" Kurt pointed down to the glass cabinet they were kept in.
Blaine searched through various movie titles until one caught his eye, it was obvious it was a home movie and on the side was written 'summer '99' Blaine pulled it out of the DVD collection placing it into the DVD player located under the TV, Kurt had gone back to the kitchen so Blaine started to watch it without Kurt, Blaine smiled when Kurt who was no older than 6 was displayed on the screen scribbling on paper on a dining table.
Kurt came back into the room after finished washing up "What are we watch-" Kurt cut himself off when he saw his young self on screen surrounded by his teddies colouring a various picture. Kurt strode across the room blocking Blaine's view of the TV screen with his body.
"Hey! I'm watching baby Kurt here." Blaine was laughing a little by now, at Kurt's angry face.
"When I said movie. I did not mean this" Kurt gestured behind him without moving.
"Oh come on. It's not that bad. Just come and watch it with me." Blaine opened his arms as he knew Kurt couldn't resist cuddling on the sofa."
"Fine" Kurt reluctantly uncovered the screen where he was now having a tea party with his teddies.
"See you're adorable." Blaine squeezed Kurt a little.
"Whatever." Kurt rested his head against Blaine's chest.
They were both watching the screen intently before a woman with Kurt's brown hair and amazing eyes walked onto the screen followed by Kurt, she was wearing a long peach coloured summer dress holding Kurt's hand they were singing what sounded like Aladdin's 'A whole new world.' and suddenly Kurt remembered why he loved this song so much, he and his mom used to sing it together.
Blaine felt Kurt visibly tense in his arms, Blaine tightened his grip on Kurt making he felt secure "Is that your-" Blaine was cut off by Kurt.
"Mom." Kurt said watching he and his mom sing to each other on screen when the song ended Kurt's mum kissed him on the head and the video ended.
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Kurt looked at Blaine who was still holding him so tightly "You OK?" Blaine kissed Kurt gently before letting him answer.
Kurt nodded turning in Blaine's arms and placing his lips back on Blaine's.
Kurt was still kissing Blaine and things got heated when Kurt ran his tongue along Blaine's bottom lip asking for entrance. Honestly Blaine is shocked but he wasn't going to deny Kurt access, this was also the furthest they had gotten since the whole issue with Karofsky started.
A moan escaped but neither boy knew who it came from before Kurt broke away. "Y'know. We could always take this to my room." Kurt rested his chin on Blaine's chest.
Blaine didn't answer and decided on carrying Blaine up the stairs bridal style to his room where he lay Kurt on the bed before placing his lips back on Kurt's. Kurt pulled at Blaine's top silently asking him to remove it, Blaine removed his top so quickly that he thought he was going to give himself whiplash.
Kurt removed his own top eventually, then he flipped the two of them so that he was on top, they were chest to chest little gasps and moans being shared between the two of them, Blaine moved his lips from Kurt's and placed them onto his neck nipping, sucking and biting gently, moving down to his chest.
Kurt was not protesting he was doing the exact opposite as Blaine flipped them over once again so that he could move on to Kurt's chest, Kurt's blunt finger nails gripping at Blaine's shoulders as Blaine took one of Kurt's hard nipple buds into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it quickly before releasing it.
Kurt gasped not only wanting but needing more "Blaine, please." Kurt wined as Blaine took his left nipple into his mouth.
Blaine released the nipple after hearing those words "Are you sure?" Blaine asked, after all they had done nothing apart from small kisses with the Karofsky incident and before that there were only very few topless make out sessions and now they were going to go all the way, he also needed to be sure Kurt was ready due to what he had experienced with Karofsky.
Kurt nodded, he knew Blaine wouldn't hurt him, Blaine loved Kurt and Kurt loved Blaine, he trusted Blaine with his life and he wanted to give himself to Blaine fully.
"OK," Blaine smiled kissing Kurt on the lips quickly. "Do you have any lube?"
Kurt blushed "Bedside cabinet." Blaine took no time at all to find the un-used bottle of lube; he placed it on the bed, getting rid of Kurt's pants and boxer shorts. Blaine knew he had to make Kurt feel special after everything that had happened.
Blaine did the same to himself soon after, he didn't want Kurt to feel bruises that littered Kurt's skin weeks ago had all gone and Blaine couldn't resist kissing his stomach quickly.
Blaine poured a generous amount of lube over his fingers stoking Kurt's ass hole with his lube covered index finger.
"Kurt I need you to tell me if you want to stop, or if I hurt you. OK?" Blaine said looking straight into Kurt's eyes.
"Yes." Kurt nodded looking straight back at Blaine as Blaine entered his ass hole. It hurt at first and he tried not to think about what Karofsky had said to him. What he had done to him and he found that easy when Blaine started to mutter sweet nothings to him and kiss him with so much love and passion that Kurt though his heart was about to jump out of his chest.
Blaine added a second finger, reassuring Kurt the whole time. Blaine knew this would not be easy for him so Blaine did his best to make Kurt feel safe and secure.
Blaine did the same until he had fully stretched out Kurt, and Kurt was begging for more.
"You still want to do this?" Blaine asked, stoking Kurt's stomach gently when Kurt nodded he poured some more lube into his palm before covering his length and lined it up with Kurt's entrance and started to push in gently.
When Blaine was all the way in he kept completely still, allowing Kurt to get used to the intrusion.
"Y-you can move now Blaine." Kurt said opening his eyes to look at Blaine.
Blaine began to move out and thrush back into Kurt gently at first picking up speed until both himself and Kurt were happy with the speed and force that Blaine was thrusting at.
Kurt had always been told he was worthless and was in pain when Karofsky was taking advantage of him and to have someone tell you how special and beautiful you are and to be in love with this person made everything that much more special.
Blaine couldn't help but admire the way that Kurt's cheeks were flushed, his eyes closed and his mouth open slightly.
"I'm not going to last much longer, Kurt." Blaine said as he continued to thrust into Kurt.
"M-me neither." Kurt breathed out between moans.
As Kurt said that Blaine brushed over Kurt's prostate dragging him over the edge Blaine grabbed a hold of Kurt's length and two stokes and Kurt's muscles tightened as he released all over his stomach and Blaine's hand, Kurt's post orgasmic face was enough to throw Blaine over the edge shooting warm strands of his seed into Kurt's ass.
Blaine remembered to keep his head clear so he recovered from his orgasm soon after, pulling out of Kurt, walking to the bathroom and getting a damp wash cloth to wipe himself and Kurt off.
Blaine climbed onto the bed, pulling Kurt into his lap "I love you so much. You were so good." Blaine whispered into Kurt's ear holding him close.
"R-really?" Kurt snuggled into Blaine's chest, never being close to someone after intercourse before.
"Really. I love you so much." Blaine ran a hand through Kurt's hair as Kurt began to fall asleep.
"I love you too." Kurt said as Blaine tucked Kurt into his bed, Blaine spooning him from behind.
And then Kurt realised how lucky he was, Blaine was never angry at him when he told Blaine about Karofsky, Blaine risked his life to protect Kurt and Blaine had wanted to do nothing but make Kurt feel special since they first met.
And then Blaine realised how lucky he was, Kurt was never mad at him for fighting with Karofsky, Kurt found the courage to tell Blaine about what Karofsky was doing to him and Kurt still gave himself to Blaine.
And each in their own way they had taken a step forward and they both knew without speaking, they would be together for a long time yet.
Comments
I LIKED IT BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO KAROFSKY? DID HE GO TO JAIL FOR STABBING BLAINE?