TheBabyPenguin
Aug. 5, 2013, 12:16 p.m.
Lets not think of it as goodbye: Chapter 3
E - Words: 898 - Last Updated: Aug 05, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 10/? - Created: Aug 04, 2013 - Updated: Aug 05, 2013 131 0 0 0 0
Blaine broke the kiss first and looked at Kurt.
"God, I've missed you." He sighed holding Kurt close to his chest.
"I've missed you too." Kurt whispered inhaling the scent of Blaine just letting Blaine hold him close.
"I wish I never left, I wish I tried to find you again, I'm so sorry I didn't." Blaine mumbled into Kurt's hair running his fingers through it occasionally.
Kurt fell out of his day dreams at that point, he realised he was no longer Blaine's and Blaine was no longer his, Kurt pulled away from Blaine a little ignoring his protests.
"We kissed." Kurt stated searching Blaine's eyes to find some sort of answer as to why they had just kissed.
"Yes?" Blaine was slightly confused as to why Kurt was so worried.
"We kissed Blaine and we're not an 'item' anymore. That's classed as cheating." Kurt saw as realisation dawned on Blaine; Kurt got out of Blaine's lap and stood by the door.
"Calm down, Kurt. We can sort this out. It'll be fine." Blaine saw Kurt starting to panic again.
"How can everything be fine, we kissed How can we be friends if that happens? I'm with Dave, you're with Sebastian. I can't, we can't just pack up and run off into the sunset together, it doesn't work like that. They'll be heartbroken and-." Kurt was cut off when Blaine tried to stop his rambling.
"Trust me. We'll work it out, and we won't just run away, we still need to sort out ourselves, we've seen each other again after years of being apart but we need to know what we both want," Blaine saw Kurt start to calm down as the situation became clear.
"We both need to think about it and then we'll talk, without panicing, Ok?" Kurt nodded before realising the time and knowing he had to leave if he and Dave wanted to get to Dave's work party."
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The drive from Blaine's to the venue was relatively quiet, just the soothing sound of the radio giving Kurt plenty of time to think of all the time he has spent with Dave and with Blaine, But Kurt couldn't think of anything that Dave had done that Blaine hadn't topped.
Dave took me to that really nice restaurant
Blaine planned a flash mob to all of my favourite songs
Dave brought me that CD I wanted
Blaine sung to me when I left to McKinley
Kurt couldn't help but feel like crying when he thought about how Sebastian got to cuddle up to Blaine at night and how he could run his hand through his hair whenever he felt like it. How Sebastian could wear Blaine's tops around the house and cook for him. Sebastian could do everything Kurt wished he could do for Blaine.
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For Blaine it was obvious, he still deeply loved Kurt, he always had no matter how oblivious and stupid he had been at Dalton. Nothing compared to Kurt, the way he dressed, the way he sang, the way he spoke even the way he walks. Everything reminds Blaine of Kurt.
The only thing that was not clear for Blaine was the reason why he was with Sebastian, he knew it wasn't love because he only feels his heart skip and beat and butterflies when Kurt is around, but not with Sebastian. Maybe it was the fear of dying alone after moving away from Kurt? maybe he found Sebastian intriguing after moving away? But he knew that he only ever wanted to be with Kurt, to be there for Kurt, to be loved by Kurt.
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All Kurt could think about is the way Blaine laughs, the way Blaine looked at dinner, The way Blaine walks and talks, he felt like a teenager again, noticing every little thing about Blaine like the way his face scrunches up in the most adorable way when he laughs or the way he bites his nails when he's nervous.
Kurt felt his heart beat a little faster whenever he thought about Blaine, even his flaws didn't bother him, and they just made Blaine, Blaine.
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Kurt was lying in bed waiting for Dave to finish in the bathroom before he could turn out the light, he had already finished his skin care routine and had his phone by his bed on his bed-side table, Kurt didn't know whether to text Blaine or not.
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Blaine felt his phone vibrate and picked it up smiling when he saw the text alert, Sebastian was down stairs watching one of his soaps that Blaine found completely uninteresting and a waste of time so he was upstairs listening to music, Blaine didn't think his heart was still beating when he read what Kurt had sent.
From Kurt 10:00pm
I love you, Goodnight – K
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Kurt finally exhaled after he sent the text about to turn off his phone, it buzzed with a text, Kurt felt nervous all over again when he realised the text was from Blaine, and he smiled when he read the text.
From Blaine 10:01pm
I love you too, sleep well – B
That's when the decision was clear for Kurt, he loved Blaine with every fibre of his being, he loved the way he smiled and the way he talked, and he missed the years they had been apart and he wished that he could just pick up their relationship from where they left off, but it would be more difficult than that. But he was willing to try, For Blaine and for the sake of them.
"God, I've missed you." He sighed holding Kurt close to his chest.
"I've missed you too." Kurt whispered inhaling the scent of Blaine just letting Blaine hold him close.
"I wish I never left, I wish I tried to find you again, I'm so sorry I didn't." Blaine mumbled into Kurt's hair running his fingers through it occasionally.
Kurt fell out of his day dreams at that point, he realised he was no longer Blaine's and Blaine was no longer his, Kurt pulled away from Blaine a little ignoring his protests.
"We kissed." Kurt stated searching Blaine's eyes to find some sort of answer as to why they had just kissed.
"Yes?" Blaine was slightly confused as to why Kurt was so worried.
"We kissed Blaine and we're not an 'item' anymore. That's classed as cheating." Kurt saw as realisation dawned on Blaine; Kurt got out of Blaine's lap and stood by the door.
"Calm down, Kurt. We can sort this out. It'll be fine." Blaine saw Kurt starting to panic again.
"How can everything be fine, we kissed How can we be friends if that happens? I'm with Dave, you're with Sebastian. I can't, we can't just pack up and run off into the sunset together, it doesn't work like that. They'll be heartbroken and-." Kurt was cut off when Blaine tried to stop his rambling.
"Trust me. We'll work it out, and we won't just run away, we still need to sort out ourselves, we've seen each other again after years of being apart but we need to know what we both want," Blaine saw Kurt start to calm down as the situation became clear.
"We both need to think about it and then we'll talk, without panicing, Ok?" Kurt nodded before realising the time and knowing he had to leave if he and Dave wanted to get to Dave's work party."
________________________________________
The drive from Blaine's to the venue was relatively quiet, just the soothing sound of the radio giving Kurt plenty of time to think of all the time he has spent with Dave and with Blaine, But Kurt couldn't think of anything that Dave had done that Blaine hadn't topped.
Dave took me to that really nice restaurant
Blaine planned a flash mob to all of my favourite songs
Dave brought me that CD I wanted
Blaine sung to me when I left to McKinley
Kurt couldn't help but feel like crying when he thought about how Sebastian got to cuddle up to Blaine at night and how he could run his hand through his hair whenever he felt like it. How Sebastian could wear Blaine's tops around the house and cook for him. Sebastian could do everything Kurt wished he could do for Blaine.
________________________________________
For Blaine it was obvious, he still deeply loved Kurt, he always had no matter how oblivious and stupid he had been at Dalton. Nothing compared to Kurt, the way he dressed, the way he sang, the way he spoke even the way he walks. Everything reminds Blaine of Kurt.
The only thing that was not clear for Blaine was the reason why he was with Sebastian, he knew it wasn't love because he only feels his heart skip and beat and butterflies when Kurt is around, but not with Sebastian. Maybe it was the fear of dying alone after moving away from Kurt? maybe he found Sebastian intriguing after moving away? But he knew that he only ever wanted to be with Kurt, to be there for Kurt, to be loved by Kurt.
________________________________________
All Kurt could think about is the way Blaine laughs, the way Blaine looked at dinner, The way Blaine walks and talks, he felt like a teenager again, noticing every little thing about Blaine like the way his face scrunches up in the most adorable way when he laughs or the way he bites his nails when he's nervous.
Kurt felt his heart beat a little faster whenever he thought about Blaine, even his flaws didn't bother him, and they just made Blaine, Blaine.
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Kurt was lying in bed waiting for Dave to finish in the bathroom before he could turn out the light, he had already finished his skin care routine and had his phone by his bed on his bed-side table, Kurt didn't know whether to text Blaine or not.
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Blaine felt his phone vibrate and picked it up smiling when he saw the text alert, Sebastian was down stairs watching one of his soaps that Blaine found completely uninteresting and a waste of time so he was upstairs listening to music, Blaine didn't think his heart was still beating when he read what Kurt had sent.
From Kurt 10:00pm
I love you, Goodnight – K
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Kurt finally exhaled after he sent the text about to turn off his phone, it buzzed with a text, Kurt felt nervous all over again when he realised the text was from Blaine, and he smiled when he read the text.
From Blaine 10:01pm
I love you too, sleep well – B
That's when the decision was clear for Kurt, he loved Blaine with every fibre of his being, he loved the way he smiled and the way he talked, and he missed the years they had been apart and he wished that he could just pick up their relationship from where they left off, but it would be more difficult than that. But he was willing to try, For Blaine and for the sake of them.