Chapter 12

It's been almost three days since Blaine and his friends spoke to Jeff and Kurt, they were all hurting but they couldn't do anything about it. Blaine and Nick just watched how Jeff and Kurt interacted with each other from a far, they looked like brothers playing and talking but there was still some jealousy in Blaine and Nick's hearts at the sight of those two.

Nick just sighed and looked away, "You two really are slightly stupid." Nick looked up to find Finn, Blaine looked up.

"Listen, Blaine, we know that you like Kurt but-"

"I don't-"

"Then why the hell did you freak out?"

"Because he's like my little brother, just protecting him from Jeff who is much older-"

"Then why aren't you stopping them at the moment?" Finn asked, when Blaine didn't answer the taller man sighed and sat down with the two. "Listen, this is wrong for you to like my brother that way but I can't do anything about these feelings of yours...Kurt likes you, he has since he was nine! He would never have touched Jeff at all, do they look like they are fuck buddies?" 

The two other men looked over to find Kurt laughing with Jeff as they tried to climb a tree- well, Kurt was teaching Jeff to climb a tree. Blaine's heart felt really heavy, he sighed and looked away again.

"We're going back home tomorrow, you all will be seated together and don't you both room in together? Talk to him,"

"But-"

"No, listen." Finn interupted. "I won't tell Dad but you all better do, he won't like not knowing after what happened with Kurt's ex."

Blaine closed his eyes and sighed, "I... it hurts."

"I know it does, but don't you think he's hurting too?"

"I guess..."

"And Nick, did Jeff ever cheat on you before? You guys are high school sweethearts, come on."

"I guess..."

"I feel stupid." Blaine mumbled, Nick chuckled and shook his head.

"I feel like a dick."

"Finally..." Finn stood up and walked over to Puck, leaving Blaine and Nick alone.

At night, in Kurt's tent: Jeff was cuddled up with Kurt, who was now sobbing into his chest.

"I like him ... he h-hates m-me.." 

"He doesn't hate you," Jeff whispered.

"Y-yes h-e do-does..." 

"Come on, Kurt, you don't really believe that, do you?"

"He h-ates m-m-e!"

"Let's get you to bed..."

With that they both fell asleep, dreaming away into dreams of love and passion with the men they loved. Kurt's dream turned into a nightmare:

"Who would want you?" someone snapped. "You are pale, ugly and a fag."

"Stop it, get away from me!" Kurt screamed in his dream, the voices just kept on coming, louder and louder. "Leave me alone!

"No one loves you, Kurtie."

"Stop!"

"Blaine hates you! He will kill you and your heart! He will leave you! You're just a child! He wants a man!"

"Stop, please...!" Kurt was begging, he did not want the voice to continue, he wanted to wake up with Blaine beside him.

"Kurt!"

"Kurt! Wake up!"

"Kurt!"

Kurt continued to sleep into his nightmare, Jeff was getting worried, he got up and ran out the tent towards the group who were now loading the van with their things.

"Please! Someone, help!"

Blaine quickly looked at him, knowing that Kurt was somehow in trouble. "Jeff, what's wrong?"

"It's Kurt... he-"

Blaine did not wait, he just ran and ran, he dashed in the tent to find Kurt sleeping yet he knew that the poor boy is in a nightmare; Blaine was fighting to not let his tears fall. He layed down beside Kurt and the sweet scent of the boy filled his nose and he sighed happily, pulling the porcelain boy closer to him.

Kurt was then captivated by the smell of the man beside him, leading him into a better and peaceful sleep; he sighed and cuddled closer to the curly man beside him. "Blaine..." he mumbled, Blaine's eyes watching the beautiful boy with a smile on his face. 

"I really like you, Kurt..." Blaine leaned down, placing a soft and meaningful kiss onto the lips of the porcelain boy. 

There was a still motion in the air, the touch and the taste of Kurt's lips were forcing the world to come to a stop against Blaine's, the touch being so sweet and lovely but then again dangerous and innocent. Blaine had never felt this power in any of the other kisses he had with other men but with Kurt, it felt insane; it felt like they were meant to be, their lips were a perfect fit against one another and Blaine loved it.

It felt like hours, it felt like years when he finally felt a respond from the other partner which made the kiss even more magical, he felt like Harry Potter! Blaine groaned and pushed harder against the younger boy's lips, that was until he felt something wet and hot against his lips; Kurt wanted in.

Blaine opened his mouth and let the hot tongue of the porcelain boy in, they were hot, they were going crazy, Blaine didn't even bother to hide the hard on he had in his trousers; all that mattered was Kurt. His hands started to roam freely around the other man's body, the other partner not really caring at the moment as they were both practically eating each other's faces.

Blaine started making his way down the boy's neck, allowing himself to moan while marking love bites all over the pale neck, the noises Kurt was making was out of this world; Kurt was probably not even human if he could make noises like that which can turn on Blaine in the matter of seconds!

"B..Blaine...uh..." Kurt moaned out loud, not really caring if the others outside could hear them, his mind was going crazy with thoughts of how this is going to end and then, all of a sudden, he started crying. 

That noise stopped Blaine, he was scared because maybe he did this to Kurt, maybe he was the reason why Kurt was crying, maybe he was doing this without Kurt wanting it... why was the beautiful pale boy crying?

"K..Kurt? Wh-what's wrong?"

"This is... t-this.. i-s n-not.. r-real..."

"What are you talking about?"

"You don't like me... I'm worthless... I'm ugly... I will be alone in the future... no one will like me..."

"What are you talking about?"

"I.. Nightmare... people hate..." Kurt started crying harder, Blaine scooped him up and hugged him tight.

"I don't hate you, you are not worthless.. You are not ugly, you are beautiful and handsome.... you will have someone in the future, someone who will love you very much.... and no one hates you...I don't hare you, at all." Kurt burried himself into Blaine's chest, Blaine places a kiss on top of Kurt's head thinking: 'I wish I'm the one you will want to spend a future with...my beautiful angel."

"Do you promise that?"

"I do."

"I like you Blaine..."

"I Like you too..."

"It hurt when we stopped speaking, I...I cried everynight with Jefff..."

Blaine's heart broke. "I'm sorry, sweetie."

"I'm not."

"Why is that?"

"I deserved it."

"What?"

"I'm such a shitty person..."

"No you are not."

"I feel like one."

"Well you're not."

"That won't change how I feel."

"Well then, I'll show you..."

"How?"

"Go on a date with me."

"How will that change me opinion?"

"You come with me, I'll show you how amazing you are."

"Impossible."

"Never say that when I'm around."

Kurt's eyes met Blaine's, he smiled up at him causing the older man to smile back down. "You are seriously an amazing guy,"

"Well you are as well..."

"I'm lucky,"

"So am I."

"This is illegal."

"And?"

"Fuck the law." Kurt yelled, Blaine grinned and captured Kurt's lips.