June 18, 2012, 7:22 p.m.
Find Your Freedom In the Music: Chapter 18
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The party lasted until almost 2:00am. Everyone was happy to see the two boys. Neither boy wanted to make too many plans without consulting the other. They wanted to spend as much time together just the two of them in the short time they had in Lima. Everyone ended up crashing at the Hummel home - no one wanted the party to end.
Bodies were everywhere as Kurt dragged Blaine up to his room. They started out kissing each other softly until their hormones got the best of them. They couldn’t control their hands and before too long Blaine had Kurt in his mouth. Kurt was so far gone that as soon as Blaine’s warm mouth touched him he fell over the edge. He watched Blaine swallow every last drop before grabbing a hold of his chin and forcing him up for a hard kiss. Tasting himself on Blaine’s lips always managed to drive him crazy. He flipped Blaine over so that he could reciprocate the favor. Kurt had dreamed of this moment since they had gotten home from the airport. Afterwards they held each other as they fell asleep sated and happy.
Kurt woke up the next morning feeling the warm weight of Blaine cuddled up next to him. Blaine was a cuddle fiend and Kurt didn’t want to leave the bed but his bladder was not cooperating. He knew Blaine would never wake up so he just turned him over and got out of bed. He rushed to the restroom and hurried back to bed. He couldn’t go back to sleep so he just cuddled up to Blaine and watched him sleep. He gently ran his fingers all over Blaine and noticed that Blaine’s body unconsciously leaned into his hand.
Kurt really wanted this time he had with Blaine to be special. They had talked about taking their relationship to the next level but being apart had really put a damper on actually taking it to the next level. Kurt was more than ready to lose his virginity to Blaine. He had decided that he would be taking care of that little problem while they were here in Lima. He had of course not informed Blaine of his decision but he was about to remedy that little oversight.
Blaine chose that exact moment to open his eyes and focus on the fact that he was cuddled up against Kurt.
“I want to make love to you,” blurted out Kurt before his filter could kick in. He saw Blaine’s eyes widen and for a moment Kurt thought Blaine was going to run out of the room screaming before he said, “I would love that.”
They started giggling and before long they were laughing so hard tears were rolling down their faces. Finn happened to walk in without knocking and said, “Hey! What’s so funny?” They stopped laughing as they stared at Finn for a minute and then proceeded to laugh even harder. Finn shook his head in disgust and walked out.
After a while they laughter subsided and they just held each other. Neither one wanted to ruin the moment. “I think we should get up and get ready for breakfast before everyone starts coming up to check on us.” Kurt just nodded and got ready to jump in the shower. “I’ll shower first,” he said as he walked into the bathroom. Blaine laid there and couldn’t stop thinking about how he was going to make their first time perfect. He was nervous but determined to make it a memorable night for Kurt.
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“I can’t believe it’s been a year,” said Kurt as he placed the flowers on Mr. Schue’s grave. Blaine had decided to take Kurt to visit his mom and introduce himself. He knew how hard it had been for Kurt to not visit her whenever he needed to talk to her. After visiting her grave had stopped by to see Mr. Schue.
“So much has changed in our lives. We are no longer the same people we were last May,” he continued holding on to Blaine’s hand. Kurt thought back to everything that had happened since that fateful day and he refused to let the darkness overshadow his happiness. “Thank you for my life – I hope you can see that I am trying my best to make it count for the both of us,” he whispered into the air hoping Mr. Schue was able to hear him as they walked back to his car.
“Where are we headed?” he asked Blaine as they pulled out of the cemetery.
“It’s a surprise,” said Blaine hoping he was doing the right thing by not giving him any advance notice of his plans. He had booked a hotel room for them for the weekend in Columbus. He had made reservations at a fancy French restaurant and had bought tickets to a show. It wasn’t Wicked or any of Kurt’s favorites but he knew they would both enjoy just getting out and having a good time together. They had been kept busy with family and friends and while they had discussed taking their relationship further they had not been able to “do” anything about it with so many people demanding a piece of their time.
He had spoken to Burt about wanting to surprise Kurt with dinner and the show and while he was pretty sure Burt had his suspicions about why Blaine was stealing his son he didn’t make it awkward for Blaine. “You like my son don’t you?” he asked Blaine.
“I love your son,” answered Blaine without hesitation. “I would never do anything to hurt him or pressure him into anything he wasn’t ready for.”
“Kurt is his own man. He doesn’t need my permission to go anywhere,” he stated liking the fact that he had Blaine squirming like a worm on a hook.
“I’m not asking for permission –actually - I’m not sure what I’m asking for but I just want you to know that I love your son and only want to make him happy.”
“You have my approval Blaine – don’t ever doubt that for a minute. I can see that you make my son happy and I know that you are responsible for that smile on his face every day. I know you treat him with respect and that is enough to earn my respect and no matter what happens between you and Kurt you will always be a part of this family. Now go pack a bag for him while I keep him occupied in the kitchen.”
“Thanks – we will be back home Sunday night.”
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“Blaine?”
“Yes.”
“Why are we on the interstate headed towards Columbus?”
“I have reservations for dinner for two at Chez Louis for dinner this evening.”
“Chez Louis – the Chez Louis, where the salads start at $20?
“Ummm – not sure what their prices look like but if that is the fancy French restaurant downtown then yes that is the one.”
“When did you make these reservations?” asked Kurt.
“The same day I bought tickets to a show and made reservations at the Hilton for the weekend.” Blaine glanced at Kurt wanting to see his reaction.
“Oh….”
“Are you okay? Is this okay?” asked Blaine suddenly worried that he had gone too far by assuming Kurt would be okay not having any say in the matter.
“Define ‘this’” said Kurt. He had an idea but did not want to assume anything.
“I know we’ve talked about taking our relationship to the next level and I wanted to have you to myself for a few days. I spoke to your dad so don’t worry about that part…”
“You asked my dad for permission to have sex with me?" he asked incredulously.
“God no – Kurt! I didn’t say – Hey Burt, is it okay if I take your baby boy out and fuck his brains out mercilessly until he screams my name over and over or until he passes out from having me pound him into the headboard one too many times!”
Kurt looked at Blaine wide-eyed and suddenly started laughing! Blaine was mortified. He couldn’t believe he had spoken so crudely but before too long he was laughing as hard as Kurt was. He finally had to pull over at the next exit just to make sure he didn’t kill them both. He couldn’t seem to stop laughing.
“Oh my God Blaine! You should have seen your face when you realized what you had just said.”
Blaine just put his head on the steering wheel and moaned, “I’m sorry Kurt. I don’t know what got into me. I just wanted to surprise you and so I told your dad we were going to Columbus for the weekend. I’m pretty sure he knows we will be sharing a bed but he was okay with us being together. I didn’t want him to worry.”
Kurt leaned over the console and gently clasped Blaine’s face as he drew him nearer, “I love you and I can’t wait to finally be yours.” He kissed him gently and before too long they were breathing roughly. Just the thought of what Blaine had planned seemed to drive Kurt crazy.
Blaine reluctantly broke the kiss and started driving. They had to check into the hotel and get ready for dinner. He hoped he had packed everything they might need for the weekend.
They checked into the hotel and barely had enough time to change for their dinner reservation. They were too rushed to feel nervous which was probably a good thing, thought Blaine. He didn’t want Kurt to stress or overthink the situation. He wanted him to enjoy dinner and the show.
He noticed Kurt looking at the menu and the prices. He seemed to hesitate before ordering and Blaine finally said, “Kurt – order whatever you want. Don’t worry about the cost. Trust me.” Kurt nodded and finally ordered.
“I normally hate surprises but this one might make me change my mind,” he said as he finished his meal. Dinner had been delicious and they had shared a slice of cheesecake before heading over to the theater. “Thank you for tonight.”
Blaine cheekily replied, “Don’t thank me yet, the best is still to come.”
“Really Blaine – really? You are the cheesiest thing.” Kurt laughed and leaned in close for a quick peck on the lips as they found their seats. He held Blaine’s hand and sighed in contentment. He loved his life. He loved his job and he definitely loved this man sitting next to him. He couldn’t stop thinking about making love to Blaine and while he figured the show was good he honestly couldn’t remember a thing about it at the end.
They rushed to the hotel after the show. They were both nervous but at the same time they were positive that this was the right move for them which helped them focus on each other. They were comfortable being naked around each other. Blaine wasn’t conscious about his scars anymore and Kurt realized that Blaine loved him regardless of how skinny and pale he was compared to his own tanned body. While they had not had penetrative sex they had stroked each other to completion with their hands and mouths before and this was just an extension of their love.
Blaine had come prepared. He stopped kissing Kurt long enough to grab the small bottle of lube and condoms from his bag. He let Kurt set the pace and lost himself in the feel and taste of the man in his arms. There was pain, awkwardness and smiles but overall the prevailing emotion was love as they sank into each other.
Kurt winced as he tried to roll over the next morning. He felt the burn in his backside and he needed to use the bathroom but as usual Blaine had him pinned down. Sleeping with Blaine was like sleeping with a leech. Their arms and legs were tangled up and Blaine had fallen asleep on top of Kurt essentially making it almost impossible for him to get out of the bed. He knew Blaine was ticklish so he started to lightly run his fingers up along his ribcage tickling him until Blaine tried to wiggle away from his fingers. He managed to escape and crawled back in bed after using the restroom.
He saw that Blaine had woken up and was smiling at him, “Hi.”
“Hi there,” he answered feeling a bit shy.
“How are you feeling?”
“Sore.”
“I’m sorry,” whispered Blaine hating that he had hurt him. He had tried to be gentle with him but they had both lost their minds in the heat of the moment.
“I’m not,” said Kurt as he gathered Blaine into his arms kissing him lightly. “Everything about last night was perfect. I love you and I’m glad we finally made love to each other.”
Blaine laughed as Kurt rolled him over and proceeded to make his backside burn.