Sept. 1, 2013, 5:01 a.m.
Never Gonna Leave You: Chapter 7
E - Words: 1,996 - Last Updated: Sep 01, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 18/? - Created: Aug 20, 2013 - Updated: Sep 01, 2013 180 0 0 0 0
Sam left half an hour later because he had an appointment; but he promised he'd come back later to spend some time with Kurt and Blaine. The three of them got along well and it already seemed like they knew each other forever (even if Sam and Blaine really did).
"Blaine?" Kurt and the older man were sitting on the couch, watching TV as the younger one rested his head on Blaine's shoulder.
"Yes?" He asked, turning his head and looking down at him.
"Were you serious when you said you think it's amazing that we're having a baby?" He asked curiously as he bit his lip slightly nervously.
Blaine frowned lightly as he nodded, "Well, of course I was. I know that it's not going to be easy at all, especially when you have to tell your husband about it when he gets back from this business trip, but... we're going to manage, right?" He smiled hopefully, pulling Kurt's legs over his lap as he pressed a kiss to his head.
"Do you really think we're going to manage becoming parents? I mean... we- we aren't even together nor do we really know each other. It's been barely five months that we know each other." Kurt sighed, lowering his gaze. "I mean, I know Adam for what- three or four years and we never even talked about having a baby." Kurt whispered softly.
"Look, Kurt. I already know that you're handsome, amazing, gorgeous, talented and really lovely. And we still have time to get to know each other. And even if this baby was anything but planned... we can do this. Only if we stick together, though," he said with a small shrug.
"I considered abortion." Kurt blurted out. "I- I mean, I.. I did right after the doctor told me about it. I just... I..." he trailed off and shook his head. "Never mind."
Blaine rolled his eyes and turned the TV off. "No, tell me." Blaine insisted and tilted Kurt's head up to look into his eyes.
"I don't know the first thing about raising a baby or being a father. I'm twenty-two. I feel like- like I wouldn't be a good dad because I'm still so young." He admitted honestly.
"My dad was abusive and a homophobe. I think you have nothing to worry about. I mean, if I- the weirdo who needs Harry Potter and bow ties as much as he needs the air to breath- can manage to be half as good as a normal dad... then I think you're going to be worlds best father." Blaine said which made Kurt smile brightly.
"You really think so?" Kurt asked, his eyes welling up with tears as he brushed a curl from Blaine's forehead.
"Yes, I really think so." He nodded, leaning in to capture Kurt's lips with his in a lovely and yet passionate kiss. He loved kissing Kurt more than anything. Feeling those soft lips on his caused the butterflies in his stomach to make loopings.
Kurt hummed softly into the kiss as he pulled Blaine closer to him; his nails digging into Blaine's back as he heard the other man moan. When the 25-year-old managed to scoop Kurt up into his arms he carried him into the bedroom and gently laid him down before he crawled on top of him.
Kurt pulled away for a moment, both of them taking a deep breath before their lips were sealed together again, hands flying to unbutton each other's shirts. When Blaine's hands trailed down his body and were about to open Kurt's pants, the 22-year old pushed him back gently.
"B-Blaine," he whispered, looking into his eyes as his cheeks turned pink. "I- I can't," he breathed out and turned his head to the side as he closed his eyes and let out a small sigh. "I'm sorry."
Blaine raised his eyebrows as he understood what he meant and crawled off of him again, lying down next to him. "You're right. We shouldn't be... doing this," he agreed with a sharp nod as he sat up and rested his head on his hands.
Kurt bit his lip as he wrapped his arms around Blaine from behind and hooked his chin over his shoulder. "I already feel so terrible for being here and I-"
"Don't, I get it," Blaine shushed him and turned his head to look at him. "It's okay, really. I understand you and I- I won't push you if this is not what you want, alright?" Blaine placed a small kiss to his cheek as he stood up and grabbed their shirts from where they had tossed them onto the ground.
"Can we... uh, will you just lay here with me for a moment?" Kurt asked quietly as he looked up from where he was sitting cross-legged on the bed. "Please?"
Blaine smiled and nodded his head as he hopped onto the sheets and Kurt snuggled close to him; his back against Blaine's chest. The older one wrapped his arms around the other male's middle, resting his hands on his naked stomach. "There's a baby in here," he whispered into Kurt's ear which caused the pale man's cheeks to turn pink.
"Our baby... can you believe it?" Kurt asked softly.
"No, it's just so... unbelievable. It's a miracle, like I said earlier. But I still think it's amazing." Blaine said with a smile as he attached small kisses to Kurt's neck.
"It really is a miracle. And thank you for... for letting me stay here. You have no idea how much this means to me, Blaine." Kurt said quietly as he let his eyes fall closed.
"I think I do know," the older one chuckled.
"How about we-" Kurt yawned softly. "Take a small nap? I'm a little tired and... we still have time to..." he trailed off with a small sigh, "-talk later," he mumbled as he slowly started drifting off to sleep in Blaine's arms.
Blaine chuckled, shaking his head as he watched Kurt falling asleep. He carefully tugged the covers over them, keeping the other man as close to him as possible. Blaine couldn't describe how amazing it felt to hold the man he loved in his arms. The man he'd been falling for the moment he first laid eyes on him. And not much longer and he'd be his and only his – forever.
*
"Blaine... Blaine, wake up," Kurt whispered, biting his lip as he reached out to shake his shoulder gently as he continued snoring lightly. "Blaaaaine," he whined a little more forcefully, leaning down to press a kiss to his lips.
"Mhmm," Blaine hummed with a grin as he blinked his eyes open and looked up at Kurt.
"Are you only going to wake up when I kiss you from now on?" Kurt pouted and sat up on the bed.
"Totally," Blaine grinned lazily as he let out another small yawn. "What's wrong, though?" He asked, "Why did you wake me up? Did I snore badly?"
Kurt chuckled, smacking Blaine's shoulder lightly. "You better not," he said and nodded his head. "Yes, you did but that's not the point." The 22-year-old smiled. "I'm hungry."
Blaine raised his eyebrows. "So you woke me up, because you couldn't go to the fridge yourself and take out whatever you want?" The older one laughed and shook his head as he lifted Kurt up and over his shoulder, carrying him into the kitchen.
"Blaine! No, please, let me down," Kurt started hitting Blaine's back lightly and clutched his shirt with his hands as he hoped Blaine wouldn't let him drop. "I dare you, if I fall you're going to get hurt," he growled.
"I'd never let my gorgeous prince fall down," The curly-haired one smiled as he playfully patted Kurt's ass and set him down onto the counter.
"Ooh, you didn't do that did you?" Kurt placed his hands on his hips and chuckled.
"Did what?" Blaine asked and opened the fridge, bending down to look for something to eat.
Before Kurt could say anything he noticed how Blaine's butt was in his perfect view. It was so round and perfect that it was impossible to not notice it.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked as he wiggled his butt playfully and looked back up at Kurt. "Mhmm, I see you like the view, don't you?"
Kurt snapped back to reality and blushed dark red. "What? No! Shut up," he whispered and looked down at his lap before he crossed his legs, feeling his pants getting a little too tight.
"So, what did I do?" He asked again, raising his eyebrows as he closed the fridge again and looked up at Kurt.
"Touched my ass. You can't just do that," he pouted and shook his head.
"Aw, I'm sorry. I won't ever do that again." Blaine teased and shrugged as he nudged Kurt's legs open to stand in between them. "But you stared at mine," he smirked.
"I never said that I didn't like it. But you should've asked for my permission," Kurt giggled softly, wrapping his arms around Blaine's neck. "And how was it possible for me not to?"
"Oh, so now I have to ask for permission to touch your ass, but you can stare at mine the much you want?" The older one raised his eyebrows and placed his hands on Kurt's hips. "I find that incredibly unfair," he said.
"Oh? Why's it unfair?"
"Because your ass is perfect and it looks amazing and my hands are going to explode if I have to ask you before I can actually touch it," Blaine pouted playfully and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Aw, too bad." Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes fondly.
"Yeah," he sighed and leaned in, pointing at his lips. "And now you have to kiss me to make me happy again," he said.
Kurt raised his eyebrows but didn't complain about that as he leaned in slowly and kissed him quickly, "Better?" He asked.
"Much," Blaine nodded and hugged Kurt. "Y'know... I care an awful lot about you, Kurt," he whispered near his ear and gazed through the window in front of him. "Even if it's been barely five months... I feel like... like I already know you for years..." he sighed softly, "Is that weird?"
"It's not weird at all," Kurt said and shook his head a little. "Because I feel like that too, Blaine." The 22-year-old bit his lip, gently tugging on Blaine's curls.
"Thank you again," Blaine smiled into the crook of the other male's neck as he inhaled his scent. "I can't tell you how much you being here with me means to me. Especially because of what... well, what Sam told me today."
Kurt pulled away a little, looking straight into Blaine's eyes. "Because of your dad?" He asked softly, stroking his cheek gently with his thumb.
"Yeah," he sighed. "You could've just... left or whatever, but you stayed here and you've been here for me." He smiled softly, shrugging. "It felt good to know that you wouldn't leave at the first opportunity you had."
"I'd never leave because of something like that. And I'm not going to leave you." Kurt whispered softly as he took both of Blaine's hand and squeezed them tightly.
"Thank you." Blaine smiled brightly as he pecked Kurt's lips again.