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Kurts eyes widened as they walked into Blaines parents house. It was massive. Expensive wood flooring, and high ceilings, it was beautifully decorated and spotlessly clean. 

Blaine was locking the door behind them and saying something about his parents trip, but Kurt was to busy looking around at the house to notice. 

"Oh my gosh." Kurt said and turned to Blaine. "This is were you grew up? Its huge and beautiful and so clean!"

Blaine smiled and shook his head, "It was empty and decorated by a designer and kept clean by a maid and I spent most of my time with a nanny."  

"Oh." Kurt said. 

Blaine laughed, "Sorry, that was dramatic of me. My life was good, is good. My parents have always loved me and I have Cooper. I guess I just dont get that homey feeling you were talking about having in Lima with Burt and Carole. I love my family, but this house hasnt ever felt like home." 

Kurt stepped closer to Blaine and looked him in the eyes, "Thats sad Blaine. Havent you ever felt at home somewhere?"

Blaine moved in closer as well, "Yes." he answered. "As soon as I walked in the the house in San Francisco I felt at home, Id never felt that way about a place before."

Kurt bit his lip, "You miss it." He said. It was a statement not a question. "Blaine I dont think... I mean I loved being there with you, but I dont think I could ever go back there, to that house. I mean if you really wanted to live in San Francisco then I could do that but not that house..."  

Blaine raised an eyebrow and smirked. "Um... did you just talk as though we would be living and moving together? Like if I lived in San Francisco then you do too?" 

Kurts eye grew round and he covered his mouth with a hand. "Oh my god! Thats not... I mean... I didnt mean to say that..."

"Kurt, Kurt." Blaine said and placed his hands on Kurts shoulders. "I love that you picture us together. I do too. I just dont want... we arent going to end up anywhere because I want to. You did that once before with... him." Blaine had a hard time even saying Sebastians name. 

"No matter where we go or what we do it will be because we both want too. Because it is good for both of us." Blaine said earnestly.

Kurt smiled and leaned down to press a kiss against Blaines mouth. "You wont miss that house too much then?" Kurt said. 

Blaine shook his head, arms winding around Kurt to keep him close. "It was never the house." Blaine said. "As soon as you left it stopped feeling like home. It was always you. You are my home Kurt."

Kurt scrunched his eyes up and laughed and then leaned his forehead against Blaines. 

 "Too cheesy?" Blaine asked.

"Just cheesy enough." Kurt said and kissed him again. 

Blaine tightened his hold as Kurt wrapped his arms around the back of Blaines neck, pulling him in for a deeper kiss. Kurt parted his lips and sucked on Blaines pressing his tongue softly against Blaines lips until they parted and Blaine slid his tongue against Kurts. They finally broke apart and stared at each other, breath coming fast, eyes dark and wide. 

"What to show me your room?" Kurt whispered against Blaines lips. 

"Okay." Blaine answered back, voice airy and soft. 

Blaine lead Kurt to his room, but Kurt wasnt really interested in it. As soon as the door closed Kurt walked Blaine backwards until he hit the door and started kissing him again. Hot lips moving over his mouth and chin and down to his neck. Blaine tiled his head and moaned. It felt so good to have Kurt real, and alive and warm and here under his fingertips. 

 Kurt kissed down his neck, sucking on his pulse point in a way that would leave a mark in the morning. Blaine grinned and gently cupped the back of Kurts head to encourage him to continue. Kurt worked his way down to Blaine shoulder before he stopped. 

"Mmmm?" Blaine looked at Kurt, his eyes blown wide and unable to form real words. 

Kurt didnt answer but instead kept his eyes locked on Blaines, as his hands traveled down Blaines chest to the hem of his sweater. He slowly started lifting it up. Keeping his eyes on Blaines in a question. Blaine answered by lifting his hands above his head, Kurt slipped the sweater off and then smiled as his started undoing Blaines bowtie. 

"So many layers." Kurt said and Blaine just shrugged. Kurt tossed the bowtie to the side and then started unbuttoning Blaines shirt before easing Blaines arms out and finally skimming his fingertips over the smooth warm skin of Blaines bare chest. 

"You are so..." Kurt pause and looked up. "Beautiful." Kurt said. 

Blaine cupped Kurts cheek with his hand and leaned forward and kissed him. "You are the most beautiful person Ive even know Kurt Hummel." He said. He glanced down to Kurts shirt and started playing with its hem. "May I?"

"Please." Kurt answered and soon Blaine had removed Kurts top and they were clinging to each other chest to chest lips moving as one. They backed up to the bed and stumbled down onto it. Kurt slid up to the headboard and Blaine hovered over him trailing kisses down his neck and chest following the very fine tail of hair to the top of his pants. 

He looked up and Kurt only to see him resting on his elbows head tiled back and eyes closed, before he started undoing Kurts pants. Kurt didnt say anything, he just lifted his hips and let Blaine slide them down and off of him.

"I told you this sounded perfect." Blaine said placing a kiss to Kurts taunt stomach.

"What?" Kurt said in a breathy voice. 

"You in nothing but your boxers." Blaine answered. 

Kurt smiled down at him for a moment until his sat up and lead Blaine back up to him. 

"Mmmhmm. Youre turn." He said and quickly removed Blaines own pants. Blaine moved up to straddle Kurts lap and started kissing him again, hands moving through his thick hair and Kurts own hands traveled down Blaines back. 

They were hot and panting now, and as Blaine moved forward his erection brushed against Kurt, telling him that Kurt was in a similar state. They stayed that way, kissing and exploring each others skin, Blaine hovering over Kurt until he couldnt take it anymore and he started grinding down rubbing their still clothed cocks against each other. 

Kurt moaned and Blaine felt the hot breath on his skin. Blaine leaned down until he was kissing Kurts chest and whispered between kisses. "I can... feel... your heart... your heartbeat... and youre.. so warm."

"So are you." Kurt panted. 

Blaine straightened back up, firmly pressing his erection against Kurts and eliciting another breathy moan from him. Blaine leaned in, his lips whispering over Kurts. "Yeah but... I wasnt like this... you werent warm... last time." Blaine said. 

Kurts eyes opened and he took a moment to really look at Blaine. His face was flushed and his eyes were dark, his lips red and plump. but his brow was a little furrowed and he looked worried. 

"Whats wrong?" Kurt asked. 

"I just need..." Blaine closed his eyes and leaned against Kurt. Kurt moved a hand up to Blaines hair holding him close. "I need you to still be here when I wake up." Blaine said quickly not looking at Kurt.

Kurt took in a deep breath and bit his lip not to cry, it must have been so hard for Blaine... Kurt just disappeared and as far as Blaine knew he... Kurt couldnt imagine it the other way around, if he had thought hed lost Blaine... No, he couldnt even think it.  

"Ill be here." Kurt promised. "Ill wake up next to you. Im never saying goodbye to you. Remember?" 

Blaine finally looked back up and his lips tipped into a soft smile. "I cant lose you." 

"You wont." 

Blaine responded by kissing him again.

They were both stretched out on the bed, underwear long tossed aside. Blaine was still over Kurt who had one leg bent up and looped over Blaines. They panted and breathed the same air as Blaine rolled his hips and Kurt groaned moving inside of him. Blaines tight heat squeezing Kurts hard cock as they moved together, hands griping each other and lips messily moving across warm skin. 

Kurt arched up, burying himself deeper into Blaine as Blaine closed his eyes tight and moaned. Kurt covered Blaines mouth with his own swallowing the sound as his held onto Blaines hips. Blaine bobbed up and down on Kurt until their movements became choppy and their sweat sleek bodies slide against each other.

Kurt reached one hand between them and grasped Blaine leaking cock gently stroking it and twisting his hand. With one more deep thrust into Blaine, Blaine was coming. He shouted as his cum spilled out over Kurts fist and the sound was enough to send Kurt over the edge. Coming deep and hard with Blaines name on his lips.

As their tensed bodies came down they slumped against each other, just holding on to one another like they might never let go. After a long moment Blaine slide off of Kurt, Kurt moving out of Blaine. Blaine laid next to Kurt cheeks rosy and a smile etched on his lips. Kurt stared back at him, foreheads close. 

"That was perfect." Kurt said quietly. "You are perfect."

Blaine, who was yet to find words again, just kissed Kurt sweetly and snuggled in closer. 

Kurt hummed against Blaines skin. "Just a minute baby." He said. "Dont move." 

Kurt got up and slipped of the condom quickly discarding it and grabbing a box of tissues, he cleaned himself and Blaine off the best he could, Blaines watching his every move, until he nestled back down next to Blaine, pulling the covers over them.

"We really should shower, but that will have to do." Kurt said.

"In the morning." Blaine answered his voice soft and easy. "Together."

Kurt smiled and laughed quietly, "Already thinking of round two?" He asked. 

"And round three and four and five and all of them for the rest of our lives." 

Kurt was quiet for a moment before speaking. "You want us to spend the rest of our lives together?" 

"Of course." Blaine sighed sleepily.

"Are you... Blaine are you asking..."

Blaine nudged Kurts cheek with his forehead. "No... Youll know when Im asking. I mean it is just our first date!" He said in mock surprise and then softer again, "But yeah... thats going to happen. Just you wait and see."  

Kurt squeezed his eyes tight keeping back his happy tears as he wrapped his whole body around Blaine. He kissed his lips and sighed into him. "See you in the morning." He said. 

"Mmmhmm," Blaine responded already almost asleep.