Feb. 21, 2013, 2:54 a.m.
Seasons May Change: I Won't Let You Minimize This
E - Words: 1,134 - Last Updated: Feb 21, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 2/? - Created: Feb 20, 2013 - Updated: Feb 21, 2013 251 0 0 0 0
"With cheesecake involved there was no way I could possibly turn down the offer." The boy with the flawless, pale, complexion had joked - sort of. "Besides; I go back to New York, tomorrow. Shouldn't the two of us - as friends - be able to spend as much time together, as possible?" He had inquired with an arched brow.
"Exactly! I couldn't agree with you more, which is why...," he pulled out Kurt's seat for him. Once the taller boy had taken a seat, he had pushed him in, and then shifted around the table. Taking a seat across from his high school sweetheart, he rested his hands on the table, "...I decided to make this an afternoon all about us." He grinned from ear to ear. "I know you're still pretending like none of this means anything, but you and I both know the truth. We were MADE to be together and I..." a dapper grin filled his feature and those love struck heart shaped eyes had moved up and down, examining the other, "...am going to prove it to you."
To be honest, Kurt would have been lying if he said he wasn't taken back by Blaine's actions and words. He shook his head. He couldn't do this. He couldn't agree with him on the truth of the matter was that he was afraid. He was afraid to trust him. They were still best friends and Kurt had forgiven him for cheating, but he couldn't accept it and forgive him enough to the point where he was ready to give his heart, completely, to him. They still had a long way to go to fix what had been damaged. "We're just friends, Blaine. Besides, didn't you even say that all of this was just bros helping bros?"
Giving a 'duh, of course' kind of face, towards the older boy, Blaine reached his hand across the table to rest his hand on his former lovers. "Did you really believe that? Do you really think that heated moment we had not only in the back on my Prius, but over in the hotel, too, was just some random act to help each other out with our needs? Kurt! This is more than that. We're like two lost souls drifting around. We're like an unfinished puzzle. Apart we're okay, but we need each other to be complete. Only we have that with each other and I know I'm sounding crazy... because I know there's another guy waiting for you back in New York and I have to prove myself and earn back that trust and I'm going to." He had given his hand a light squeeze. "I told you that it was bro's helping bro's because I didn't want you to stop. I didn't want you to leave. I wanted to be with you, in your arms. I want to kiss you until your lips are swollen."
"B-Blaine, I... I don't know what to say..." He was silenced, feeling the Senior's index finger press up against his lips.
"Don't say anything, okay? Just relax, sit back, and order whatever your heart desires. I'm tired of not having you by my side and it's my fault, I know." He picked up his menu. "But, I'm going to make up for it, everything, because I love you. Now, shush... and order something, okay?"
And it was back. The spark. Everything with Blaine just flared up in Kurt's heart and it was pounding against his chest. "Okay...," was all he managed to get out of his system. The way that the Anderson boy had taken full control was just super hot. What was he doing!? He needed to remain focused. He needed to keep those walls.
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It had been a little over an hour since the two had placed in their orders, ate, and they were joking and laughing around together, as they departed. "It was fun." Kurt had stated, while he moved over towards his car. "Thank you. Getting out was something I needed, so I appreciate it."
"You don't need to thank me, Kurt." Blaine took his ex-boyfriend's hand into his own and laced their fingers together. "I know that this is only the beginning. Our story never ended. There was a crack, which can be patched right up. We're not broken, Kurt. We are just bent and we can learn to love, again." He pressed his forehead against his, his voice spoke in a hushed whispering tone, "Although, truth be told, I never stopped."
Dear Gaga, help him! He felt a surge of electricity shoot up his spine. Swallowing thickly the porcelain doll had chewed on his bottom lip. He need to be quick and gain control. If he let his walls down he'd be tugging at bed sheets, soon enough. "I'm going back to New York, tomorrow. Even if we did manage to get back together there's still the issue of the distance."
"One step at a time. I'm not letting go of you." A look of determination had been painted upon his features. Blaine let go of Kurt's hand and lightly cupped his cheek, rubbing his thumb across that smooth baby soft skin. "We'll make it work. Half the school year is already over and then I'll be in New York, too. I'm not going to lose you." With a large smile, he showed off his pearly whites. "Now, how about you and I get going?"
"Going? Going where?" Suddenly the college student had grown curious. He thought they did everything that Blaine wanted to do and that was have lunch. "Blaine Warbler, what are you up to?"
"You'll see. Let me drive, though? It's a surprise. I had Sam drop me off, here, so I don't have my car."
"....I'm wondering if I should be worried." Kurt handed over his car keys, though. He might of not trusted him in regards of holding a relationship, but he did trust him and whatever he had planned. Aside from his father no one else knew him like Blaine did.
"You won't be. Promise." With that he took the keys and opened the door to the front passengers seat. "After you~"