Past:

February 5th, this was the day that Kurt met Blaine. This also happened to be the day that Blaine was born. Kurt met Blaine the day he was born and that was the moment they became best friends. They didn’t really realize this until they were about age 5. Kurt meant the world to Blaine and Blaine meant the world to Kurt.

“Kurt I want you to promise me something.”

“Anything,” Kurt chuckled

“Do you promise to always be my best friend no matter what?”

“I promise silly, you and me together forever”

But as the past grows further away things get forgotten and promises get broken…

Now:

Blaine and Kurt had been best friends there entire life, they had known each other for as far back as they could remember but as they grew older, having a best friend like that didn't seem...right. None of the other boys had best friends that they do everything with, but Kurt and Blaine didn't care, they had each other and that was all that was important to them. But elementary school went flying by and so did middle school and the future was coming up fast and didn't have any thought on giving a helping hand. Kurt and Blaine got called 'Fags' and 'Gay' and other rude names but Kurt didn't understand, Blaine and him had known each other for ages so why can't they walk down the hallways together and go to the movies? Kurt didn't think he was gay, I mean he had never had any interest in girls. He had no friends, only Blaine so he was Kurt's only interest....

Blaine and Kurt had both decided to go to McKinley High, which is the local high school in Ohio. Kurt had thought on the topic of him being gay. He realized that he was in high school, that’s the time when you are supposed to find out who you are.

“Blaine I think I’m gay.”

“Really? Good for you!”

“You..You still wanna be your best friend?”

“Hell yes! Why wouldn’t I?? Your still Kurt! Nothing has changed.”

“Well…except the fact I like boys.”

“But you are still you.”

“Thanks Blaine, it means the world to me that you are ok with me being,

you know..gay.”

“Yup, anyways I got to go to class, I will talk to you later ok?”

“Ok!”

It felt great for Kurt to get that off of his shoulders but there was a problem. He had told Blaine he thinks he is gay but he didn’t tell Blaine that he is head over heels in love with Blaine. I mean he was perfect. From his kind personality to his amazingly charming looks. But how could he tell Blaine? As far as Kurt new, Blaine was straight. And Kurt was pretty sure Blaine had a crush on Rachel ever since that party where they drunk-kissed. Kurt didn’t get it!? Why was life so freaking hard!?

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Things were going great but little did Kurt and Blaine know that things were going to change and there friend ship was gonna get put to the test.

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“Blaine…I’m moving.” Kurt cried

“What? Where to?”

“Im going to Florida. Dad got a really good job.”

“But your gonna come back right?”

“No. Blaine I’m moving and im not coming back. I might never see you

ever again.” Kurt yelled in frustration.

“No! This cant be happening. When are you leaving?”

“At the end of this year, I have 3 months with you and then I will be gone”

Kurt and Blaine say crying in each others arms for what seemed like eterninty.

Sure enough the last couple of treasured months they had together went by like the speed of light and before they new it they were saying goodbye.

“I don’t ever wanna say good bye to you Kurt.”

“I will call you everyday! I promise-“

But Kurt didn’t get to finish his sentence before Blaine’s lips were attached to Kurts. It was a sweet dry kiss. Right there and then all things were right. Kurt felt right in Blaine’s arms. It was like all was right in this go damn world.

“Woah! That was real nice” Kurt said blushing.

“Yeah it was”

“So…so your gay?”

“Maybe bi, I dunno”

But all good things must come to and end…

Kurt tried to call Blaine everyday but with school and homework, it became hard to call everyday. Distance started to take its toll and daily calls went to weekly calls. Then monthly then barley ever.

Kurt cried himself to sleep every night. Thinking on the promises Blaine had made. The promise to be best friends forever.

It had been a year and a half since they had parted. Kurt had settled into his new school pretty well. He was attending the Dalton Academy which has a zero tollerence for bullying which was good seeing as Kurt was gay and in any ordinary school he would have been tossed in dumpserters and slushied every other day. But Kurts life wasn’t complete. He was lonely, he had no boyfriend because his heart belonged to someone else. But Kurt had become a speck at the back of Blaine’s mind.

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But just as Kurt recovers from leaving Blaine and getting over him disaster strikes and fate was/is about to blow Kurt a fatal blow…

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“Dad can you please pass me the salt?” Kurt asked politely.

“Sure thing.”

But when Burt handed it to Kurt, Kurt couldn’t grab it, his hand wouldn’t close around it.

“Take it!” Burt said impatiently

…

And this was the first sign Kurt had. But this wasn’t the only one there were more following this. Like randomly twitching in class… Kurt thought is was nothing and ignored it. But he shouldn’t have, he should have told somebody because that might have increased his chances.

Things got worse though. He lost control and didn’t know what to do. Soon enough Burt realized what was going on and had Kurt taken to the doctor’s first chance he got.

“Well I can’t say for sure because there are many diseases-“ Doctor Snow got cut off…

“I’m diseased?” Kurt said shocked.

“Like I said, I cant say for sure because like I was saying there are many diseases that cause these kind of symptoms but it looks like it could be Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis”

“W-What’s that?”

“It’s a disease that causes spasms – like what you have been having. It's a neurological disease, which basically destroys the nerves that transmit messages from your brain to your body. In time.. your body begins to deteriorate until you become too weak to perform basic functions (even something as simple as breathing and eating). All the while, your mind is still cognitively intact and sharp. But we will need blood tests and you urine and scans so don’t be to scared.”

“I – I CANT die, imp only freaking 17!”

“I cant say for sure. We must take tests.”

Kurt was scared. He couldn’t die not yet. He had his entire future a head of him.

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The only thing that could make things better was Blaine. But he was nowhere near Kurt. But just as he was settling into school and getting used to his new life, Burt got fired from his job and what was left in Florida? The only place with anything left that they owned was good old Lime Heights Ohio.

“Kurt we’re moving back.” Burt said firmly.

“Back where?” Kurt replied in a confused manner.

“Back to the homeland. We are going back to Ohio!”

“Oh.” Kurt said sounding a little upset.

“Why are you upset? You should be happy! As far as I know Blaine lives there still you-“

“Exactly. Blaine is there. The guy who PROMISED to be my best friend then before leaving me telling me he was gay so I was living here knowing some guy was out there who ACTUALLY loved me! He probably wont even REMEMBER me, we left that hell hole like 3 YEARS ago!” Kurt yelled in frustration!

…

Bad news struck and it was confirmed. The blood tests showed that Kurt had Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.

2 months later:

Before he new it he was packing up again and shipping out – back to the homeland and Kurt was NOT happy. It was like dajavous. Kurt was transferring (AGAIN, but this time BACK) to McKinley. The only memory Kurt had of Blaine was a mopped haired guy with beautiful eyes and that was enough for Kurt. As much as he hated to admit it he was still head over heels for Blaine. And how could Kurt face telling Blaine about his disease.

Kurts condition was ditereating and his words weren’t coming out as gibberish. He moved back to Ohio but didn’t start school for another week. Kurt unpacked his stuff. No one knew about his disease and no one would until the time was right. What did Kurt have to live for? Blaine probs didn’t care for Kurt and he was dying. But he knew that you only live once. What did Kurt do? What did he do to deserve this! Kurt had another doctor appoint miss this week and it didn’t go to well…

“Kurt…I don’t really know how to say this.” Doctor James (his new doctor)

“Just say it!” Kurt pushed

“I’ll be surprised if you live longer than 2 years”

“2 years! 2 YEARS!!!!!! I’m 17 I can’t die that soon! I have to go to NY and live.”

“I’m so sorry. But I will prescribe you some medication and we can only hope.”

That’s it. Kurt was basically dead.

…

Going back to McKinley was good in a way, seeing all his old friends.

Glee Practice:

H heart jumped when he saw those eyes. The same eyes that had looked at him everyday…but it couldn’t be….his hair was short and gelled down and he was wearing a bright orange bowtie with a blue button up shirt.

But the minute there eyes met Kurt knew there was a spark.

“Kurt…is that you?” Blaine asked still staring at him

Everyone turned and looked then they all screamed ‘Kurt’ and made a group hug….Blaine closest to him.

At the end of Glee practice, Blaine waited for Kurt.

“Your back.” Blaine mumbled

“Yeah, Dad lost his job and there was nothing left in Florida so we came back.”

“I would have been prepared…if you hadn’t stop calling me.”

“I know and im real sorry. I should have kept in touch but with school and homework I had no time.” Kurt appoligized

“So you have no time for me.”

“Blaine stop being so hard. Its not like that at all and you know it” Kurt snapped

“I know nothing, you blocked me out.”

“You look great by the way.” Kurt said quickly changing the subject.

“Your lucky I have any hair at all, with out you I had depression issues, I shaved my head and cut my self. I even thought about suicide.”

“I’m so sorry. Im a terrible friend. Blaine, you only live once so live life to its fullest. Im back now and im never gonna leave..never gonna leave you.

“I’m taken Kurt.”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m dating Rachel.”

“Oh, how long?” Kurts hopes getting shot down.

“A year next week. There could have been a ‘we’ and an ‘us’ but u left, you blocked me out of your life and Rachel was so supportive.”

“Your gay Blaine. And stop going on, my life is is hardehh enouhuigr alhrfiurs.”

“What?”

“I saidied that my life is hard enough already.”

“That’s not what it sounded like…you were like speaking gibberish or something. Anyway how is YOUR life hard?”

“Blaine, Im dying.”

“Quit playing.”

“Im serious. I got diagnosed with Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis about a year ago. Sometimes my words don’t come out right, or I twitch and cant control myself.”

“But…that cant be possible.”

“The doctors said that he would be surprised if I live for another 2 years.”

“Oh my god. Kurt this cant be happening.”

“Well it is ok. And you know what I’m still in love with you. Your gorgeous but of course a good looking guy like you would have a girlfriend. And I thought you were bi.”

“I did too, but Kurt I didn’t know you felt that way, I-“

“Yea, but forget it because your with Rachel.”

Kurt ran off, into the bathroom and started breaking down. Why would he even think that him and Blaine was even possible. He is gorgeous, of course he was taken. Blaine ran after him.

“Look Kurt, I’m sorry but you were gone. I was all alone and she was there. Kurt your still my best friend. You always will, nothing can stop that. I have known you all my life and you still mean the world to me. I never forgot you.”

“Forget it, your with Rachel, look don’t let me get in the way. I’m dying so I guess im going to be unhappy for the rest of these last 2 years.”

“You don’t know how long you have Kurt. And I will always be here, friends come first. How can I be happy if your not.”

“Blaine im fucking in love with you! Have you ever been in love with some one and there taken or not interested, because it fucking hurts!”

“I do actually!”

“Like when huh?” Kurt snapped

“When you were here, since I was 12. I was in love with you but I was afraid to tell you because I thought it would ruin our friend ship. And then you told me you were gay and I was working up the nerve to ask you out. Then you told me you were leaving and so I didn’t and I fucking regret that. And I know how it hurts but I cant break up with Rachel because I love her.”

“Her happiness is more important, I understand. Look I will talk to you later Blaine im alresera a mesaer.”

“Already a what?”

“Ae mesfefseg.”

“A mess?”

Kurt nodded and Blaine understood. When Kurt got home he went straight up to his room before answering his dads question about how school was.

…

The next day of school wasn’t any better but weeks went by and so did months and it was like Kurt never left. Then it happened. Kurt had an unfriendly reunion with that neanderthal Dave Karofsky.

“Oh look the fags back with his unicorn powers!”

“Fuck off Dave.”

“Oh I have missed you.” Dave said in a weird way

“What?” –

But Kurt was cut off by an unfriendly kiss from him.

“Get off of me Karofsky.”

“But I want you.”

“And I don’t want you, I want someone else.” Kurt screamed

Dave attempted to kiss Kurt again but Blaine arrived in the knick of time, pushing Karofsky away

“ARGHHH” Karofsky yelled.

Kurt fell to his knees. He had spit all around his mouth and in his mouth. But Karofsky? The one who had always bullied him.

“What was that?” Blaine asked.

“He…he kissed me.”

Kurt broke down crying in Blaine’s arms. And Kurt got that feeling again, the feeling of feeling right. He tried pushing it away, Blaine was taken but he couldn’t help it. He felt right and he deserved that.

….

Blaine took Kurt over to his house that day.

“Where are your parents?”

“Oh they were till 9 so they are gone for ages.” Blaine said with a sneaky smile.

“Blaine, why are you smiling at me like that?” Kurt asked suspiciously

“We are home alone, and the bedrooms up stares.” Blaine said with a glare in his eye.

“Blaine we cant do anything, you’re with Rachel!”

“But I need to find out if I’m gay. And she will never know.”

“Blaine I cant do that to her, it-“

Blaine lunged forwards and swept Kurt off of his feet. Blaine may have been shorter but man was he strong. Kurt knew that what they were going to do and he would have stopped but Kurt was dying… he couldn’t wait! He wanted to live life before he died so he let nature do its thing.

Blaine pushed Kurt onto the bed and then threw himself on top. They shared a sweet, wet kiss.

Kurt ripped off his top and then Blaine’s pants and got to the main prize. Blaine’s dick was a lot bigger than Kurt imagined…not that he had imaged Blaine naked or anything… Kurt placed a gentle wet kiss on Blaine’s now hard cock. It felt good being with a man…it felt right for both of them. Kurt striped and Blaine instantly started sucking his cock.

“God” Kurt groaned

“Your so hot baby.” Blaine replied

“Im gonna cum…”

But saying this just made Blaine suck harder.

“You want me to cum don’t you?” Kurt moaned

Then it happened and Blaine swallowed every last drop. Kurt was sweating but was relaxed now.

“Oh imma do you know” Blaine mumbled.

“Are you sure?”

“Yup!”

Blaine sat up and slipped something over his dick which Kurt instantly new was a condom. Then he grabbed the lube and put it in his hands then dribbled some over Kurt’s ass.

Blaine slowly inserted his cock into Kurt’s ass. It felt so good having Blaine inside him. Blaine went faster and faster, hitting against his prostate every time.

“Fuck baby” Kurt groaned

“Feels fucking great.”

Blaine slid out of Kurt but instantly Kurt wanted him back in. There was a empty feeling inside of him now.

“Blaine…are you gay”

“Yea…god doing a guy feels so much better than a girl.”

Kurt smiled to himself. He knew that what he was doing wasn’t right but being with Blaine was right and it felt god damn good!!!!

Kurt stayed in Blaine’s arms for quite a while, there body warmth joining as one.

“Thanks Blaine, tonight was fun but you are with Rachel, I cant do this again if your still with Rachel.”

“But I want you.”

“Then break up with her.”

…

Blaine broke up with Rachel and then that same day came straight to Kurt.

“Will you go out with me?” Blaine asked hopefully.

“Blaine I want to so bad. But you just broke up with Rachel and you were with her for 1 year and a bit. She must still be part of your heart.

“But I love you and only you.” Blaine bursted.

“I love you too and I always will. And we will date but you need sometime to clear your head. You need to really think about Rachel and me because I want to be with you. But when the time comes I want all of you, I want all of your heart not just part.”

“I understand…”

Glee Practice:

“Uh Blaine, you wanted have an announcement to make?” Mr. Sheu asked.

“Yes, I do.”

The music started and Kurt couldn’t keep his eyes off of Blaine. And when he started to sing it was fucking intrancing…

Don't know why I'm surviving

 every lonely day

When there's got to be

 no chance for me

My life would end

 and it doesn't matter how I cry

My tears of love

 are a waste of time

If I turn away

am I strong enough to see it through

Go crazy is what I will do

If I can't have you,

I don't want nobody baby

If I can't have you ah ah,

I can't have you

I don't want nobody baby,

if I can't have you ah ah

Can't let go

and it doesn't matter how I try

I gave it all

so easily to you my love

To dreams

 that never will come true

Am I strong enough

 to see it through

Go crazy is what I will do

If I can't have you,

I don't want nobody baby

If I can't have you ah ah,

I can't have you

I don't want nobody baby,

if I can't have you ah ah

Kurt knew that song was meant for him. Kurt wanted Blaine so bad and always had but now that Blaine wanted him why was Kurt pushing him away?

Kurt and Blaine didn’t talk for the rest of the week then on Saturday morning he got a text…the text.

Meet me in the school parking lot 7:30 tonight –Blaine

To that he replied:

Ok see you then – Kurt <3

…

Kurt arrived in the parking lot at 7:30 on the dot and Blaine was waiting there.

“Hi” Blaine said with a shy smile

“Hey, so why are we in a parking lot?”

“I dunno, its an easy place to meet. Look I have been thinking and you are right. Part of me is still with Rachel but your dying Kurt and I want to be with you before you leave this god damn world. I mean why you, why did you have to get this stupid fucking disease?” Blaine asked in frustration.

“Blaine life is hard and some of us don’t get so lucky but at least we have here and now. Because I love you Blaine and I have for a long time but I never told you because I was afraid you wouldn’t think of me the same… That song in Glee practice today…did you really mean it?”

“Yes, and I meant it all for you. Because I only want you. Uh Kurt, why are you twitching?”

“What do youohfor meandunf??”

“Kurt your twitching and your speaking gibberish… are you ok.”

Kurt fell to the ground and Blaine rushed to his side.

“Kurt…Kurt wake up, are you ok?”

“Iay amay yingday.” Kurt said softly.

“Your what? Your dying? No this cant be happening, not now!”

Blaine called 911 and the ambulance arrived within minutes. Blaine watched in horror as they lifted him into the truck and took him away.”

“Is…is he going to be ok?” Blaine asked dreading the answer.

“I cant say but things aren’t looking to good.”

Blaine waited for hours just standing there in that Mckinley parking lot in the middle of Ohio.

…

“Hello?” The person on the other line said.

“Kurt? No Burt?” Blaine replied

“I cant speak long, Kurt’s gone Blaine, he had a spasm attack and the doctors couldn’t do anything.” Burt said, his voice cracking.

“That cant be true we- but- we had so much to do.”

“Blaine, you aint the only one to miss him, I loved and still do love him too.”

The call ended and Blaine sat there mouth open and tears streaming down his face. The only guy who loved him was gone, what did Blaine have left?

“Burt, can…can I come over?” Blaine asked willingly

“I have a funeral to plan...”

“Burt…I have nothing to do and no where to go and quite frankly I feel like killing my self. Please, can I come over?”

“Ok I guess.”

…

News spread like nutella on bread and the entire school new Kurt was dead. They had a memorial service for him at school and Blaine couldn’t help breaking down.

Blaine couldn’t take it. He had nothing to live for, Kurt was dead and he wasn’t coming back. He was gone and he wasn’t coming back.