The light came in the window and landed on Kurt face as he woke up cold from the lack of body heat next to him. Kurt looked around the room and smiled as he stood up and walked over to the door that led to the bath room he could hear Blaine singing in the shower.

Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go!
Crazy little woman in a one man show
Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love
Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up

You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little
Tease a little more
Easy operator come a knockin' on my door
Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet
Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah, yeah
Give a little more

Take a bottle, shake it up
Break the bubble, break it up

Pour some sugar on me
Ooh, in the name of love
Pour some sugar on me
C'mon fire me up
Pour your sugar on me
Oh, I can't get enough

I'm hot, sticky sweet
From my head to my feet yeah

Blaine was making guitar nosed before singing again.

You got the peaches, I got the cream
Sweet to taste, saccharine
'cause I'm hot, say what, sticky sweet
From my head, my head, to my feet

"Really Blaine Really?"

Kurt laughed as Blaine moved and hit his head.

"God Kurt you scared me you up ... I'll be done then you can take a shower... wait did my singing wake you up I'm..."

"No Blaine I just woke up but I got to pee do you mind if I came use the potty."

Blaine rolled his eyes.

"Kurt did you really just call the toilet a potty like a little kid?"

Kurt laughed ones more and walked in.

"Yes I did in the mornings I am a little kid and I don't care what you say I'm using it."

Blaine was the one to laugh this time and then spoke.

"I'm getting out so hurry."

Blaine stepped out and smiled at Kurt standing there trying to pee and Blaine laughed as he walked to the sink and started to shave.

"Really Blaine you going to shave why I'm trying to pee?"

Blaine nodded and smiled looking Kurt right in the eyes and said.

"Don't worry I won't look don't you trust me?"

Kurt looked at Blaine and smiled a small smile before looking away and doing what he came in here to do. When Kurt was done he looked over to see Blaine but naked putting his boxers on bent over right in plain sight. Kurt turned around and was blushing bad as he spoke.

"Um Blaine.... can you maybe hurry I really don't need to see your dairy air just saying."

Blaine laughed and left the room fallowed by Kurt as they both got ready they headed in to the living room.

"Hey nick, Jeff oh and Wes."

Blaine smiled as he talked to his roomies Kurt make his way to the kitchen. When Kurt got in to the so called kitchen had shouted out to them.

"Who wants what I'm cooking ... and really decaf god!"

All for boys looked at each other and laughed.

"Sorry Blaine can't have caffeine its dose things to him."

"Does not you guys stop!"

Kurt was hungry as he pulled out the bag of pancake mix and started to mix up most the bag to feed the 5 of them. Song Softly to himself not knowing Blaine was behind him.

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my Father
he'll know I'm safe with you when he stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but he buries his baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

Kurt changed some of the words but it was amazing and Blaine could not help himself.

"Kurt that was... well is beautiful."

Kurt jumped and dropped the bowl he was fixing pancakes in and it broke in to peace's making a mess every were...

"Fuck Blaine! You scared the shit out of me don't do that."

Blaine laughed and helped Kurt clean up when his phone rang.

"Hello? Yeah ... ok... thanks boss I'll tell him ... when ... when I get off the phone he is right here ... ok ... ok ... by..."

Blaine looked stressed and he ran a hand over his face before looking back up at Kurt... Kurt looked worried and upset.

"Kurt can you sit down please."

Kurt nodded as he sat down on the kitchen char.

"What's wrong Blaine you scaring me?"

"It's about your friend Rachel..."

Kurt's eyes stared to water.

"I.Is she o...o...okay..."

And then the dames broke and Kurt was sobbing.

"I'm so sorry Kurt they tried everything they could to save her and ... I'm so sorry Kurt."

Kurt ran out of the room to Blaine's room and in to Blaine's bath room grabbing the first thing that was sharp.

"KURT COME BACK WHERE ARE YO.... Kurt..."

Blaine walked over to Kurt slowly as Kurt hand a razor to his arm.

"Kurt she would not want this please put it down Kurt."

Kurt cried as he yelled at Blaine.

"IT'S MY FALT SHE IS DEAD IF I JUST PUT MY FOOT DOWN AND SAID NO TO THE FUCKING PARTY .... OH GOD SHE GOT FREE AND PULLED ONE OF THE AWAY FROM ME BEFORE... before I passed out what if that's what killed her saving me..."

Blaine took the blade and through it putting his hands on Kurt's shoulders holding him from running after it.

"BLAINE NO GIVE IT BACK I DON'T WANT TO LIVE I HAVE NOTHING NO ONE HERE NO ONE...not one person."

Kurt fell in to Blaine's arms crying Blaine rubbed up and down Kurt's back holding him close.

"You have me..."

Blaine said this in a whispered and Kurt looked up at him and blinked.

"What?"

Blaine took a deep breath.

"I said you have me... I'm not going anywhere Kurt ... sorry your stuck with me I'm like aids you can treat me but I'm always there till the day you die."

Kurt looked at him and giggled.

"Really bad analogy Blaine..."

Blaine chuckled and smiled at Kurt as he picked him up and put him in the bed giving his a hug before he pulled away to walked away but Kurt stopped him. Blaine Turned and saw Kurt holding on to his Shirt...

"Yes Kurt what?"

"Please .... Please stay with me."

Blaine nodded and sat down on the bed pulling Kurt into his lap as Kurt drifted off to sleep.

"Sweet dreams sweet heart."

Blaine ran a hand through Kurt's hair as he slept What Blaine did not know is all his roomies saw it all and had a plane up their sleeves.