"Kurt are you sure you want to do this?" Rachel asked me this as I waited for Blaine to show his face at the restaurant

"yes don't get me wrong I love Blaine but I can't do this Rachel its a year I need to feel free and I want him but I want to date it hurt to say it but it is what it is...."

After I was done talking to Rachel Blaine walked in the door I gave him a kiss and asked him to sit as I walked up and took the mic.

"Hello I am Kurt(hi Kurt)I'm glad to be here and I would like to sing this for Blaine..."

I smiled at him and hoped this did not hurt him to bad. Blaine looked so happen and it hit me this song is going to kill me to sing. I pulled myself together and out came the song I needed to sing to tell Blaine what's up.I started with the choirs and then started sung it normal

"I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cry"

Blaine was crying as he stood up and walked to the door...

(From this point on bold letter is what Blaine and italics are Kurt )

"The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town"

Blaine was at the air port buying a plane ticket back to lama and crying as he walked to the plane

"I need some shelter of my own protection, baby

To be with myself and center Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big Boy's don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry"

Blaine sat down in his seat and pulled his knees up to his chest as he got a text

(Looks at cell text reads... Love bug: bff 4 life I'm sorry love Kurt)

Blaine throw his cell and broke down.

"The path that I'm walkin',

I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to with youIt's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big Boy now And big Boys don't cry"

I stepped off the stool I was sitting on as I song and remembered

"Like the little school mate in the school yardWe'll play jacks and Uno cardsI'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine"

Images of Blaine singing teenage dream and them playing together as kid's flows though my mind as I started to cry.
"Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers And share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go homeIt's getting late, dark out sideI need to be with myself, and center Clarity, peace, serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big Boy now....."

I stepped off stage and walked to Rachel.

"He left without a goodbye Rache, what did I just do!!!"

I cried into her chest and she held me

"You needed this Kurt you'll be fine come on let's go home."

(7 years latter)

"Rachel I can't come over (come on please!) ... no I have work (But I have that thing to night)... I understand that you have the opening tonight but I can (If you love me you'll come)... Rachel I'm sorry I cant go (you hate me you know)... yeah, yeah I love you to (no you don't) mmm ok yeah whatever you say (you better take me shopping next week) ok, ok bye"

I pressed end call as I walked in to the McQueen office.

"Any thing for me at all?" I asked my secretary upon reaching my office.

She looked down and her eyes got wide

"Um yes there is a new artist meeting with you next week for their new look something about needing to ditch some gelled hair"

My eyes got wide

"Oh my that person needs help thanks so much Danielle"

"You're welcome Kurt"

I walked in to my big office and sat down looking out my window... to think 4 years here and I am one of McQueen's top stylist and fashion designers and next mouth my first full collection comes out and this new singer wanted it ...