Dear journal

It has been 2 days now and Kurt still won’t talk to me. I don't know what to do

he was not at school and he is ignoring my text maybe I should have just said yes to the dam song today is Friday and

 I hope I’ll see him but who knows... I

"Blaine honey if you don't leave your going to be late for school!"

my mom popped her head in my room and was trying to get me to leave I left my book on my desk and went up to her 

"mom do I have to go to day ?" she gave me the evil mom look and she spoke 

"BLAINE ANDERSON YOU WILL GET YOUR ASS OUT THAT DOOR IN YOUR DAM CAR AND GO TO SCHOOL BEFORE I DRAG YOU THERE BY YOUR EAR!!!!... ok honey I Love you have a good day"

My eyes got wide and I grabbed my bag and headed to the door  god my mom was scary when she needed to be ....

as I walked out to my car I saw how messy it was  I need a car wash it was a dark blue SUV and it had dirt you could see up to the middle of the car..

as I unlocked my car and  started to get in my mom  came out 

"oh yeah ...." she stopped and smiled at me 

"THAT FUCKING CAR BETTER BE CLEAN BEFORE YOU GOT HOME...love you"

I got in my car at this and sped off  she was in one of her moods as I stopped at the next stop light my phone rang 

"it's your mom texting"

what did she want now 

Mommy: Blaine honey your dad is mad don't come home to night

.....BOY YOU BETTER COME HOME OR YOUR GOING TO BE IN EVEN MORE TROUBLE.... oi honey I knocked your dad out I'll be at grandmas for a week you should stay at a friend’s how about that nice boy you write about  um hurt no no Kurt yeah him love you don't text back.

"WHAT THE FUCK !!!!"

I yelled at my phone and the car behind me honked at me  I was mad I rolled down my window and  gave them the middle finger as I pulled out and turned in to the schools parking lot I saw Kurt's car.

. I parked next to it  and walked in to the school  looking for the boy I have missed  

I turned the corner to find him  and was shocked at what I saw ... running up to him trying not to get mad 

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENS TO YOU?" Kurt looked at me and smiled 

"hello to you to Blaine" he said this and  turned away and started to walk  I grabbed him and turned him around 

"Kurt please tell me what happen" Kurt took in a deep breath and said  "Blaine Dave happen ok he hit me" 

Kurt looks as if he was going to cry I was mad I told him not to touch him  I told him

"so he gave you the black eye?"

I asked Kurt this  as he started to cry and  nodded to say yes 

I looked around and could not see him  

"Kurt ill kill him I will" 

"No Blaine don't stop it I'm not your boyfriend ok you don't need to help me I’ll be fine I’m not Bashton I'm stronger then that" she stopped and covered his mouth 

"he was strong Kurt he was just like you and I don't care if you’re my boyfriend  he needs to pay for what he has done to you" 

I turned and walked down the hall looking for Dave as I could hear Kurt 

"Blaine (cry) Please don't (cry) I... I ..(sobs)" 

I ignored Kurt at this point as I found Dave I ran up to him and pushed him down 

"I told you don't to touch him Karofsky did I not?" I was standing over him as he was laughing

"fairy fairy fairy you think you scare me your funny I will touch him all I want and ill do what I want when I want to him got it punk"

I kicked him 

"what ells did you do to him you ass"

he laughed looked around seeing no one  

"lets just say I see way you like asses so much there nice and tight" he got a evil grin and I could feel the pain feel my heart for Kurt 

"YOU MOTHER FUCKER ILL KILL YOU!!!!"

as he got up I punched him in the face he stepped back and looked down to see blood ..

"you’re going to pay for that"

he came at me and I moved out of the way  he then pulled a knife out of his pocket  

"you want to fuck with me  fine lets dance fairy" 

he came at me and nicked my arm I pulled out my brass knuckles and  swung at him and got him  on the side of the face he fell to his knee and I backed up  bouncing with the beat in my head  like I did in my boxing club ...

David got up and looked pissed as he spit out a tooth and blood a few people were around us now and  they were chanting 

"Fight, fight, fight!!"

David came at me again but this time he got the knife in my leg full on  it hurt bad but I  just swung and hit him in the face 3 times

he fell I knocked him out and then the pain in my leg hit me as Kurt ran out with the phone to his ear 

"yes mama William McKinley high um one boy is down the other has a knife in his leg .. yes  ok thanks" Kurt was crying as he talked on the phone then he looked at me

"how dare you Blaine Anderson I told you not to  I wish you would just respect what I ask" Kurt slapped me and then he hugged me 

"I'm just glad you’re not dead" 

"Kurt I’ll be fine but he hurt you in a bad why and you need to tell the copes or I could get in trouble for starting this fight"

Kurt stopped hugging me and looked at me  he looked terrified 

"Blaine I can’t he  he raped me Blaine he  hurt me I don't want to"

he cried in to my shoulder and I hugged him fighting the pain in my lag as the ambulance showed up

"there here Kurt come with me please my parents are out of town I need someone" Kurt smiled and  got in the ambulance with me and David 

when we got there they looked shocked  there was no blood but what was in my arm and they said they could not pull the knife out till they now how bad the cut was

Kurt was freaking out  and the doctors looked like it was bad 

" hey can’t you just pull it out I mean I think I’ll be fine" I asked them this and they looked at me  and said calmly 

"if the knife hit an artery you could bleed out in minuets and we don't want you to die... but there is a few copes here who would like to ask you about what happen" 

she moved letting a boy and girl cope in the door  

this was it this was either going to send me to jail or Kurt was going to speak up and save us both .....