Jan. 29, 2013, 3:54 a.m.
The many sides of two boys: I'm the only one
T - Words: 554 - Last Updated: Jan 29, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 7/? - Created: Jan 22, 2013 - Updated: Jan 29, 2013 202 0 0 0 0
"Why exactly did Wes think that this would be a good song for the Warblers?" Blaine looked at him curiously.
"I mean besides me having not the slightest idea how to turn this into an a capella piece I just really do not like the lyrics."
Blaine leaned over the table to snatch the sheet music from Kurt.
"I'm the only one?" He questioned and Kurt nodded. "I always liked the song. What's your problem?"
Kurt sighed, not meeting Blaine's gaze. "I just really like the idea of loving this one special person and that this person is enough and that you are enough for this one person. Just..." He looked up at Blaine, blushing. "That two people are in love and that's everything they could ever need."
Kurt looked away again and that gave Blaine the opportunity to organize his thoughts.
"So you believe in this love-of-your-life-soulmates-till-eternity sort of thing?" Blaine questioned.
Kurt rolled his eyes but smiled.
"Yes Blaine. That sort of thing." He looked a little nervous again, as if he wasn't sure he wanted to hear the answer. "Don't you?"
Blaine leaned back, starring at his hands.
"I don't know." He said earnestly but looking back up to Kurt. "But I hope it does exist." Blaine grinned, his grin getting even bigger as Kurt smiled back.
For a moment they both resumed their work but now that they had started talking about it, Blaine's thoughts just kept going back to the lyrics.
"So you also don't think that this woman should stay with the other girl? Even though she's in love with her?"
Kurt blinked quickly before he said slowly. "I don't think so... I mean even though she's in love if the other girl wants to be with someone else as well, it's clear to me that she doesn't love her as much and that won't end well for the singer's heart."
Blaine nodded slowly. It was quite a sad song about the desperate hope of a hurting lover. Why had he never listened to the lyrics? That song was freaking depressing!
"So if someone ever cheated on you, you wouldn't stay with them even though you still loved him." Blaine concluded.
Kurt smiled sadly. "No I don't think I would. Cheating is betrayal. It's giving something to someone that should only be shared with the person you're together with. It always matters when you... when you do it even if you think it doesn't. I don't think I could stay with someone who would treat himself this thoughtlessly. It would hurt me. Even if I loved him, I couldn't bare even more pain in something that is supposed to make me happy."
Kurt looked so sad and defeated in this moment that Blaine felt his heart breaking with it. He wanted to comfort Kurt. Wanted to so bad so he took his friends hand and squeezed it lightly.
"It will happen Kurt. You will find someone who is worthy of loving you. That is something I don't just believe in. I know it."
Kurt gave him a faint smile before squeezing back. After a moment where the two friends just looked at each other, Kurt chuckled lightly and retreated his hand, looking back at his work.
Blaine was about to resume doing his homework as Kurt called his name once more.
"Blaine?" Blaine nodded to show he was listening. "Would you... would you ever cheat?"
Blaine looked up at that, giving Kurt a genuine smile.
"Never."