Kurt was antsy. He had been for weeks now ever since they had celebrated Blaine's 21st birthday. They had been out, just the two of them, getting thoroughly wasted.

They didn't do that often. Kurt shied away from too much alcohol ever since his inglorious incident sophomore year and Blaine's record of inappropriate behavior and bad ideas was too prominent to drink thoughtlessly.

Still, there they had been, Blaine shoved against the wall of their apartment building, Kurt sucking at his boyfriend's neck as Blaine had started his drunk babbling between broken moans and a growing bulge.

"Kurt... ahhh... I love you *gasp* so much. You... you are everything. Forever. Wanna... uhh...wanna..."

Kurt had leaned back and smirked. Blaine's pupils had been dilated, his eyes unfocused - a mixture of alcohol and lust.

"What do you want, honey?" Kurt had purred before leaning back in to nibble at Blaine's earlobe.

"I wanna... want to... I... keep you forever. Mine. *growl* Marry you!" Blaine's arms had tightened around him at his words but Kurt had frozen, taken aback. He had starred at his debauched boyfriend who had only closed the small gap between them with a dreamy sigh, crushing their mouths together.

The morning after, Blaine had been busy nursing his hangover, with only vague memories of the previous night.

Nevertheless, Kurt's thoughts had been running wild ever since but he hadn't dared to ask if Blaine had been serious. Blaine knew that Kurt wanted to be married, legally, by 30, which meant that Blaine had nine years left to get on one knee.

Then again.... Why wait?

They loved each other. Kurt knew that it would be impossible to him to ever love another or at least to stop loving Blaine. He hadn't even stopped loving Blaine, when Blaine had crushed his heart in a million pieces. The remains had ever only beaten for Blaine and he knew that Blaine had hurt just as much because he loved just as much.

Kurt had been on Blaine's side when others hadn't been. Already back in high school and in fact ever since. He had been there for Blaine when life and namely his family, had been bringing him down - had told him that he was loved and that he mattered. That he belonged.

They had both made mistakes but in his heart Kurt had always been true.

If he thought about it that way there was not a single reason to fucking wait!

They had been planning their future since the age of 17! All that had to happen now was Blaine to put a fucking ring on it!

These thoughts were on his mind, making him grumpy, as he unlocked the door and entered their apartment.

Blaine didn't look up as Kurt dropped his keys and bag, indulged in the papers he was studying, lying on the couch. His distractedly mumbled Hey baby did nothing to lighten up Kurt's mood.

He leaned against the wall, crossing his arms and legs and staring at his still preoccupied boyfriend. Kurt didn't know what he was doing, opening and closing his mouth time and time again undecidedly.

"Just spill it out." Blaine suddenly muttered from the couch, his voice enervated. And that was what made Kurt snap.

"Will you already marry me?" He blurted out, his voice more aggressive than probably appropriate for a proposal.

Blaine didn't move for a moment before he raised his head and stared at Kurt, jaw slack and eyes full of disbelieve. And then he jumped to his feet and spurted towards their bedroom.

Fuck. And finally you managed to make the man of your dreams make a run for it. Kurt thought before he ran after Blaine, who was rummaging through their drawers as he reached him.

"Blaine please. Don't freak out. Are you packing? Please don't be packing. Please don't leave me."

Kurt babbled desperatly. What the hell had he been thinking? His rambling was interrupted by a shriek from Blaine and then Blaine was on one knee, a small box in his hands and a sheepish smile on his face.

"I had it all planned out. Our anniversary, dinner, walk in Central Park, the moon, a kiss, the skyline, the lights and well just a boy pleading that the love of his life will be willing to spend eternity with him but you sort of destroyed it. So the boy has to hope that he and the love and worship he has to offer might be enough to bind the most amazing man to ever walk this earth to him."

Kurt stared at him and then surprise gave into bubbling joy as he threw himself at Blaine tackling him to the floor, before said man even had the opportunity to ask his question. Kurt knew what was coming and he couldn't wait for it to begin.