In order to help Blaine keep his mind off of Jessica they decided to spend the rest of the night watching their favorite movies.  That was the benefit of the first week of the semester, no homework and no projects meant nothing to distract them from each other.  This was their first chance to be a real couple.  Kurt tried his best to focus on the movie, but he was distracted by the man lying next to him.  He couldn’t keep his hands or his eyes off of him.  

Blaine finally noticed that he was being watched.  “What?”

Kurt responded shyly, “Nothing...”  Trailing off before continuing.  “Well actually, I don’t think I want to watch movies anymore”

“Yea?  And what would you like to do instead?”

Kurt climbed on top of Blaine, pinning him to the bed.  “You.”

“Me?”  Blaine pretended to be confused, but his coy smile gave it away.

“I thought we could switch it up this time.  You know..”   Kurt flashed a charming smile and raised an eyebrow, hoping that Blaine would get the hint.  

Blaine grinned.  “Kurt, I don’t bottom.”

Kurt sat up immediately, the playful smile disappearing from his face, but Blaine quickly grabbed his hands and pulled him back down.  “I’m just kidding.”  Blaine laughed and Kurt playfully struggled to pull away before giving in to Blaine’s kiss.  As soon as their lips met, Kurt was consumed by all of the emotions he was feeling for Blaine.  Did he love him?  So soon?  He was still unsure, but he did know that, in this moment, he wanted Blaine in every way possible.  He pushed his hips down to meet Blaine’s and kissed him deeper than before.  When Blaine’s hands moved underneath his shirt, making contact with his bare skin, he felt his stomach do flips.  How could he do this with just one touch?

Kurt pulled away just long enough for him to pull his shirt over his head and remove Blaine’s shirt as well.  When Blaine reached up to run his hands along Kurt’s chest he quickly grabbed Blaine’s hands and pinned them back down.  He could tell that Blaine loved being dominated in this way, but Kurt soon realized he desperately needed to feel Blaine’s touch.

Once Kurt let go, Blaine’s hands instantly moved to the buckle of Kurt’s jeans.  Kurt could feel himself getting harder at the very thought of what Blaine’s hands would do to him.  When Blaine slid his hand underneath the fabric Kurt arched his back and moaned into his kiss.  Blaine wrapped his hand around Kurt’s cock and slowly began to work it up and down.  Kurt knew that he wouldn’t last much longer this way so he reached down to stop Blaine’s hand.  Blaine looked concerned when he met Kurt’s eyes.  “What’s wrong?”

“We need to get your pants off.”  Blaine laughed as Kurt climbed off of him to search Blaine’s side table for condoms and lube.  When Kurt returned Blaine was laying in just his boxer briefs.  Kurt could see the outline of Blaine’s erection pressing at the fabric around his waist.  Kurt couldn’t help, but be in awe of the incredibly sexy man waiting for him.  This was not part of the future he envisioned for himself, but he liked the sudden change.  Kurt went to push his jeans to the floor when Blaine sat up.  “Let me help you with that.”

Blaine moved to the edge of the bed and Kurt walked forward to stand in front of him.  Blaine pushed Kurt’s pants to the floor slowly, taking in every inch of skin that was revealed.  He placed his hands on Kurt’s hips and moved in closer, moving his mouth along the outline of Kurt’s cock.  Kurt thought he was going to come the instant Blaine’s mouth made contact  with the tip of his cock.  Blaine kept his eyes on Kurt’s the entire time, enjoying the reactions that showed on Kurt’s face.  He pulled back with a mischievous smile and pushed Kurt’s underwear down to the floor, leaving Kurt naked in front of him.  Kurt still felt vulnerable when he was completely naked in front of Blaine, but he was beginning to get used to it.  It helped that Blaine looked at him like he was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.

Blaine reached for the condom in Kurt’s hands, tore the package open, and rolled it over Kurt’s erection.  In what seemed to be one quick motion, Blaine pulled off his underwear and laid back on the bed, waiting for Kurt to join him.  Kurt climbed onto the bed and positioned himself between Blaine’s legs.  Blaine grabbed the bottle of lube, adding some more to the condom before putting some on himself.  Kurt leaned down, placed a kiss on Blaine’s lips, and whispered, “I’m sorry if I don’t last too long.”

“Don’t worry about that.  It’s my fault for teasing you like I did.”  Blaine pressed his head against Kurt’s and stared into his eyes.  “I love you.”

Those words again.  This time they weren’t wrapped in a run-on sentence.  They stood alone, waiting for a response.  If Kurt said it back he didn’t want to do it during the heat of the moment like this.  He wanted to be rational about these things.  Maybe that’s part of the reason he refused to have sex with Blaine when they were drunk.  Kurt felt a pang in his chest when he didn’t respond to Blaine’s “I love you” and he hoped that Blaine wasn’t hurt by the silence.

Kurt pressed one last kiss against his lips before slowly guiding his cock inside Blaine.  As Kurt pushed  deeper, Blaine held onto Kurt’s back, unintentionally digging his nails as the pressure increased.  “Fuck.  Kurt.”

Once Kurt was completely inside Blaine he began to thrust slowly, getting used to this new incredible sensation.  Once Kurt established a rhythm Blaine grabbed his own cock and tried to match his motions with the thrust of Kurt’s hips.  Kurt was right when he warned Blaine that he wouldn’t last very long.  The feeling of being inside Blaine was the greatest feeling he had ever experienced.  He tried to hold on as long as possible, but he finally couldn’t contain himself anymore.  “I’m-  I’m-  I’m going to come.”  As Kurt’s body writhed in pleasure, he could feel Blaine coming at the same time.

Kurt collapsed next to Blaine, pulling the condom off so he could tie the end and attempt to throw it at the trash can.  They were still breathing heavy and Kurt could feel the exhaustion hitting him.  “Please don’t let me fall asleep.”

Blaine moved and Kurt cuddled up next to him, so he could place his head on Blaine’s chest.  “Ok, I’ll try.  Talk to me.”

“Talk to you?  About what?”

“I don’t know.  Anything...something I don’t already know about you.”

Kurt was silent for a while, trying to think of something.  Didn’t Blaine know that the “tell me about yourself” question was the hardest to answer?  Does anyone really have a good response?

“Umm.. well, my name is Kurt Hummel--”

“Nice to meet you, Kurt.  Blaine.”  Blaine stuck out his hand and Kurt played along.

“Aren’t you clever?”

“I try.  Sorry, continue.”

“I’m 18.  I’m from Ohio.  My mom died when I was little.  It was just my dad and me for a while until he got married and now I have a stepmom and stepbrother.  I’m not sure what I want to do with my life, but what 18 year old does?  I love Italian food.  I want to go to Italy one day.  I thought I was straight until I met you...”

Blaine was playing with Kurt’s hair, but stopped once he heard Kurt’s last sentence.  “I’m sorry.”

Kurt propped himself up so he could look at Blaine.  “For what?”

“For bringing you into this mess.  For hurting you.  For making you feel like I didn’t care when I did...”

“Oh, Blaine.  There is nothing to be sorry for.  I would have probably figured it out sometime.  Better now than when I’m married with four children.”  They both laughed and Kurt continued.  “I wouldn’t change anything.  I love you.”

The words came out of Kurt’s mouth so naturally, as though they were meant for Blaine.  Like he had been saying them his entire life.  All of Kurt’s doubts were only a result of his fear of what loving Blaine meant, opening himself up to another person and risking heartache.  Dating girls never meant feelings like this and now he understood why.  Blaine smiled and leaned forward to press a sweet kiss on Kurt’s lips.