Blaine wants nothing more than to just crawl in a hole. Everything he’s ever thought about himself is true. He’s useless and so bad at reading guys and he should just join a monastery. There’s no point in trying to woo guys. He really thought Jeremiah was cool and interested and it seemed like maybe something could happen between them.

Now Blaine just feels like a total ass. He’s not sure how can come back from that kind of humiliation in front of the Warblers. And Kurt! He’d been trying to be so freaking cool in front of Kurt, as if he were some kind of gay love guru. He doesn’t know shit about gay love. He barely knows anything about love period.

Later on at the coffee shop, Blaine was shocked by what Kurt was saying to him. He was flabbergasted by his own oblivion. When Blaine really thinks about it, he knows he liked Kurt from the start, but he couldn’t believe that anything would happen and hadn’t even allowed himself to dream of it.

Blaine buries his blush in the cool of his pillow case and decides not to cry.