Rachel had invited people over again for New Years Eve, so when the three returned to New York it was a flurry of activity, cleaning the apartment, buying and making food, and decorating (at Kurts insistence), and Blaine was there every step of the way. He returned to his apartment for a total of an hour to do a load of laundry and pack to spend the next two days with his boyfriend.

Just saying that word made him smile. God, he was such an idiot. Hed wasted so much time worrying about what everybody else thought to think about his own happiness. And man, was he happy now.

Every minute he spent with Kurt was heaven. It didnt matter if they were having coffee or watching a movie (they both loved to cuddle) or if they were lost in each others kisses and touches, he loved every second of it. Hell, he just loved Kurt. And he couldnt wait to spend the rest of his life with him.

Ok, so it had only been a couple of days since they became official and not too long since Kurt almost walked out of his life for good, but Blaine knew Kurt was it. Most of the reason hed been hesitant about his and Kurts relationship was his family and friends and the pressure he got from them, but a small part of it was fear. Kurt made him feel things that hed never felt before. Made him want things. And that scared him.

But the moment he realized Kurt was walking away was the moment he felt real fear and it almost destroyed him. And everyday since then, hes been thankful that he followed Kurt into that alley and broke down in front of him. Not one of his better moments, for sure, but definitely a turning point for him and for Kurt.

And hes so grateful that Kurt gave him another chance, and hes still thinking of new ways to make it up to Kurt, even though Kurts told him its not necessary anymore.

When he gave Kurt the key to his apartment after Christmas, hed told Kurt that he wasnt asking him to move in with him yet, but in actuality, he did want Kurt to move in with him. He wanted Kurt to be with him always, but he was just too afraid to tell him. Theyd just worked everything out, he didnt want to scare Kurt away, but he wasnt sure if hed be able to sleep now that hed held Kurt every night for the last few days.

He grabbed his favorite jeans out of the dryer and folded them, putting them in his overnight bag before zipping it up and heading back to Kurts.

Kurt had been so distracted helping Rachel get things ready for their guests that he didnt have time to worry about Blaine, but when Rachel left to quickly run to the store for ice and he had a moment to breathe, he had a tiny freak out.

Hes not proud of it, but in those few minutes he was taken back to the previous New Years Eve. It had been one of the best nights of his life, but the next morning had been hell.

He started his mini breakdown in the living room where he was remembering how he and Blaine had laid on the couch spooning and brought in New Years over and over again. Blaine had been so sweet and loving and Kurt really thought they had turned a corner, but when he awoke in the morning, the harsh reality caught up with him.

Kurt walked out of the living room and into the bathroom splashing water on his face to try and calm himself down. Blaine hadnt been gone that long and Kurt trusted him now...right?

Yes, yes, of course he did. But what if...no. Kurt looked up at himself in the mirror and glared at his reflection. After everything they had gone through the past few days he had no reason to doubt Blaine. They loved each other and had talked in detail about everything. Blaine would come back this time, and if he didnt, Kurt had a key to his apartment and would go kick his ass if he didnt.

Kurt laughed then and shook his head. He was being silly. Blaine had just gone home to pack a bag so he could stay here until classes started again. What was he worrying about? While Kurt was mentally arguing with himself, he failed to notice the door open and didnt hear the footsteps come down the hall.

"Kurt?" The moment he heard that beautiful voice his entire body relaxed and he instinctively turned toward the door, seeking out the man behind the voice.

When Blaine returned, he called out for Kurt but didnt get a reply, so he headed down the hallway toward Kurts room to leave his bag. He didnt hear anything so he tried calling out again, and it was then that he glanced into the bathroom smiling and saw the object of his desire.

His smile faltered for a moment, seeing the look on Kurts face. He had been worried. Fuck. Blaines heart dropped to the floor when he realized what Kurt had been thinking. Wow, and he thought theyd gotten past all that.

"Blaine." Kurt said a little too enthusiastically when he saw the shorter boy.

Blaine frowned as he walked forward toward Kurt, holding out a dozen roses that hed picked up at the street vendor on the corner.

"Sorry I took so long, but I had to do a quick load of laundry and wanted to get these for you." He said sadly, handing the flowers to Kurt. "You thought..." His voice cracked.

"No, I..." He started to deny it, but the look on Blaines face stopped him. "Ok maybe, but just for a second, I swear." He placed the flowers on the counter and took a tentative step toward Blaine, bringing his hand up to caress his cheek. He took a deep breath and explained. "I was just thinking back to last year and how it was such an amazing night, then I remembered the next day and I..." He paused, making Blaines gaze meet his. "It was a painful time, but we are different now and I know that. I love you and trust you, I promise. And tonight is about putting this last year behind us and making a new start."

He leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on Blaines trembling lips, causing his breath to catch. "Im sorry." He whispered into Kurts lips.

Kurt pulled back and looked into his boyfriends eyes. "I know and Im sorry too."

"For what?"

"For worrying. I know how you feel about me and I know that you are not the same person you were last year."

"God Kurt, I love you so much and I promise that Ill never leave you again." Blaine said with obvious conviction.

Kurt smiled and smashed their lips together in a passionate kiss, sliding his hands around Blaines neck, not allowing him to pull back. Blaine took the hint and gripped Kurts hips, pulling them forward and bringing their bodies together.

"Wheres Rachel?" Blaine asked breathlessly when he pulled back from their kiss.

"Out. Why are we talking about Rachel?" Kurt asked while kissing up and down Blaines neck.

"Just wanted to know how much time I have." Blaine answered, pulling Kurts shirt up and over his head.

"For what?"

"To make you come." Blaine growled, dropping to his knees, hands working on opening Kurts jeans.

"Oh God." Came out as a deep moan and Kurt threw his head back. Blaine made quick work of divesting Kurt of his jeans and sat back on his heels to admire the view for a moment before leaning forward and tentatively touching his tongue to Kurts dick. The sudden intake of breath from above him told him that Kurt was not opposed to what was happening, which spurred Blaine glanced up at Kurt before lowering his mouth and taking Kurts entire length in.

"Fuck." Kurt growled as he grabbed at the back of Blaines head, which thankfully was gel free. When Blaine sucked harder, Kurt knew hed found a weakness and pulled once again, causing Blaine to moan around his cock, sending wonderful vibrations up through him and his entire body.

All thought ceased at that moment and all Kurt could do was feel. Hed read about blowjobs and of course had heard the guys in school say how great it was, especially Puck, who probably received one a day back then. And the girls had complained about how gross and disgusting it was, but all Kurt could do was watch Blaine and realize they were wrong.

Blaine was sucking him like it was his job, and if the moaning was any indication, he was loving it almost as much as Kurt. And after Kurt got over the fact that Blaine was actually on his knees giving him the best blowjob ever, all he could think about was how much he wanted to taste Blaine.

That thought, combined with Blaines tongue running up along the bottom of his shaft and him moaning once again, brought Kurt to the breaking point. Grabbing Blaines hair, he tried to pull him back, muttering "I-Im close, Im..." But Blaine didnt budge, just continued his minstrations. Kurts orgasm shot threw his body and he cried out as his body jerked over and over, filling Blaines mouth, which seemed to suit Blaine just fine.

After this body finished spasming and his cock because almost too sensitive, Blaine pulled back, sitting back on his heels once again. In a move that almost had Kurt hard again, Blaine wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and grinned, licking his lips like hed just consumed the worlds best ice cream.

Blaine opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by the front door opening and Rachels voice announcing that she was back floated down the hall. It was then the two boys realized they were in the bathroom with the door wide open, with Blaine on his knees in front of a naked Kurt.

Kurts eyes widened and darted toward the door, knowing he couldnt make it over there on his still wobbly legs. Blaine shuffled over on his knees and closed the door, clicking the lock in place while plucking Kurts shirt off the floor before handing it to him.

"Ill let you clean up in here and Ill take the bedroom." Blaine said to a still stunned Kurt, as he headed toward the door.

Kurt nodded, then called to Blaine, "Wait, why do you need to clean up?"

Blaine blushed and looked down. "I couldnt help myself. You taste so good, and the sounds you make..."

Kurt looked down at the wet spot in Blaines pants and his heart sped up. He did that. Hed made Blaine come in his pants with no stimulation, just by being on the giving end of the worlds best blowjob. How did he get so lucky? He looked at Blaine and smiled a shy smile.

"I owe you one later." He said seductively causing Blaine to blush again.

"If you dont stop talking like that, Im going to take you right here, right now." Blaine growled, his cock starting to show interest again.

"Im not opposed to that." Kurt said in a voice lower than his natural range. Blaine let go of the door handle he had been holding and took two large steps toward Kurt, crashing their lips together once again. Kurts hands moved up and began unbuttoning Blaines shirt when there was a loud bang on the door.

"Oh my God, can you two keep your hands off each other for more than five minutes. I dont care what you are doing in there, but you need to stop and get your asses out here. We are hosting a party and when everyone gets here, they are going to want to eat the food we spent all afternoon working on, so I need help setting everything up." The two boys looked at each other with wide eyes and stayed silent, hoping she would go away. No such luck. "Got it?" She yelled.

"Yeah." Was Kurts quiet reply, while Blaine simultaneously replied with a "Well be right out Rachel." With the mood obviously killed, they stepped back and smiled at each other sheepishly.

"Ill just..." Blaine motioned toward the door and turned around to leave, tingles running though his body when he heard Kurts parting words.

"Ill pay you back after the party."