March 15, 2015, 7 p.m.
Say Something: A New Beginning
E - Words: 3,523 - Last Updated: Mar 15, 2015 Story: Complete - Chapters: 22/? - Created: Oct 19, 2014 - Updated: Oct 19, 2014 137 0 0 1 0
Ok, so Im really excited and a little sad to say this is the end. This has been the longest fic Ive ever written and Im pretty proud of how it turned out. It has been a very emotional journey for me, as well as the characters, and I hope I was able to convey the feelings and the love of their relationship. I know at times it might have seemed like things werent moving too fast, but I wanted it to seem real and after all their ups and downs, I didnt want to rush things. Thank you all for sticking with me and I hope it was an enjoyable ride.
The party was fun, consisting mostly of Rachels friends and a few acquaintances of Kurts from his internship and classes. Luckily no one from Blaines circle was a part of the crowd, allowing the boys to breath easier and enjoy themselves without having to defend their relationship.
Kurt and Blaine had a couple drinks, but switched to cokes by eleven, neither wanting to be influenced by alcohol. Although they had already worked through their problems and declared their love for each other, tonight was going to be a new beginning for both of them. Its where their relationship changed the previous year, and they both wanted this year to start fresh with each other.
Blaine didnt leave Kurts side for very long the entire night, standing close and always touching, whether it was a light hand on the small of his back or his arm draped around Kurts neck. Kurt noticed this and was touched. It showed him that Blaine understood how much last year had affected him and was making sure to let him know that this year was different, he was different.
When the music had been turned down and the tv tuned into Dick Clarks New Years Rockin Eve, the two found a spot away from the crowd, but close enough to watch the ball drop. As they counted down the seconds to the New Year, Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt and whispered into his ear. "Thank you for giving me another chance. I love you so much and I promise I wont ever let you down again."
Kurt pulled Blaine back so they were face to face and whispered back, "I love you too." The countdown hit zero and they leaned in at the same time, bringing their lips together in a passionate kiss.
They continued to kiss, oblivious to everyone around them until someone bumped into Kurt on the way to the restroom. They pulled back at the same time and laughed.
The two boys spent the next hour socializing and dancing but never leaving each others side. At one point Rachel came over and tried to cut in to dance with Kurt, but before Blaine could step back like the gentleman he was, Kurt hooked his fingers in Blaines belt loops, refusing to let go.
"Sorry Rach, no can do. Im all his tonight." He said, his eyes not straying from Blaines face.
"You guys are sickening." She said, but Kurt could hear the affection in her tone. "Why dont you two just moving your little private celebration into the bedroom? The party is winding down now and Im sure I can get someone to help me put the rest of the food away."
"Thats not necessary Rachel. Well be happy to..." Blaine started but Kurt interrupted.
"Thanks Rachel. I owe you one." He said, already pulling Blaine toward the bedroom.
Blaine looked back at her and shrugged, and she smirked and yelled a cheeky, "Have fun boys," to their retreating backs.
Once inside the safety of Kurts bedroom, Kurt pushed Blaine up against the wall and attacked his mouth like a starving man. He wound his fingers in Blaines hair, pulling the strands as he tilted his head up to give Kurt better access. Blaine moaned causing Kurt to pull harder.
Their hips moved together in sync and the kisses became dirty quickly. Kurt hadnt meant to practically molest his boyfriend up again the wall, but he had not control over himself. Theyd spent all night touching, kissing, dancing, teasing, and all Kurt could think about was how much he needed to come, to make Blaine come.
Kurt took one hand out of Blaines hair and moved it down to Blaines ass, lifting his thigh in the process which brought their erections together. Blaine let out a feral moan as their movements became quicker and sloppier.
"Kurt, oh Kurt, yes, God." Blaine was reduced to single words, not able to think, his body on fire with need.
"Blaine, I need..." Kurts words were cut off when Blaine used both of his hands to cup Kurts ass, causing him to gasp at the contact, and allowing Blaine to push their groins together that much harder, which was all they needed to let go.
They moaned each others name simultaneously when they came. Blaine nuzzled his nose into Kurts neck, breathing deeply.
"Oh God, are you smelling me again?" Kurt groaned but Blaine felt Kurts face lift up in a smile.
"I cant help it. You just smell soooooo good." Blaine mumbled into Kurts neck, his tongue darting out to taste as well.
Kurt hummed, amazed that his body could still react to Blaines actions after such an incredible orgasm moments before. Blaine was right, their bodies were definitely making up for lost time. God, he could think of nothing else all night but touching and tasting Blaine. Hell, it took all he had in him not to drag him off within minutes of the party starting.
He knew Blaine had been worried about tonight and it warmed his heart to see all his and Rachels friends put him at ease right away. Seeing Blaine smile and interact with people that didnt have an agenda was heartwarming. Some people remembered him from the previous New Years party and others had seen him around school.
There had been one tense moment when a guy asked about Blaines band, but Blaine just smiled and said hed quit because it was taking too much of his time and he wanted to focus on school and his boyfriend. The guys nodded his head in understanding while Kurt melted into a pile of goo.
Blaine could have bad mouthed his former bandmates but took the high road once again, proving to Kurt that Blaine really was the person he had always known he was. And yes, he knew there would be backlash when Blaine saw his friends again, but Kurt was no longer worried. He knew Blaine loved him and chose him and that made him happier than he could have ever imagined.
Kurt reluctantly pulled back, regrettably detaching Blaines mouth from neck, but needing to get out of his sticky pants. He moved toward his bedside table while Blaine whined behind him.
"Where are you going? Come back." He turned around the sight nearly stopped him cold. There was Blaine, his gorgeous debauched boyfriend, leaning up against his bedroom door, hair messy from Kurts fingers, lips red and swollen from Kurts kiss, and sporting a wet spot compliments of Kurts dick, and hed never looked more amazing. Edible even. Kurt was sure hed stopped breathing for a moment, but the cold, drying mess in his pants reminded him of his mission.
He reached behind him without turning around, because come on, how could he take his eyes off the beautiful sight in front of him. He kept moisturizing wipes in his bedside drawer incase he was out late and too tired to go through his regular routine.
He hated to go to bed without at least moisturizing first and now he was grateful for his anal tendencies. He was not about to chance going into the bathroom with the amount of people still partying, but he and Blaine needed to clean up, so wipes it was.
After grabbing the wipes, he walked back toward Blaine who hadnt moved, nor taken his eyes off Kurt. He just tracked him with hungry eyes causing a heat to flood through Kurts body. Seriously, how could he be ready again so soon? Its not like he was a teenager anymore, but Blaine just did something to him. Kurt wanted him all the time now. He had free reign to touch him and kiss him whenever he wanted and the two had explored each other every free moment they had together, which unfortunately was not much.
He knew he should be bothered about the fact that he abandoned his party and was locked in his room not ten feet away, but one look at Blaine, eyes dark with lust, and all logic went out the window.
Once he was close enough, Blaine reached his arm out and grabbed Kurts wrist, pulling him flush again his body, craving his touch even after a couple of minutes. Kurt sucked in a breath in surprise before capturing Blaines lips once again. Blaines mouth was already open, waiting as Kurts tongue slid out, tasting.
The kiss was primal, messy and fucking amazing. Both boys moaned and Kurt felt a twinge of pain as he hardened again in his still sticky pants but ignored it in favor of licking and sucking his way down Blaines gorgeous neck.
Blaine leaned his head back against the door allowing Kurt full access his neck while slipping his hands up the back of Kurts shirt and pulling it up, trying to touch every stretch of skin he could. Kurt felt this, unlatched his lips from Blaines collarbone and took a step back. Blaines whine was halted when he realized why Kurt retreated, pulling off his shirt and tossing it over his head before reaching forward and divesting Blaine of his own a second later.
His lips were back, starting at the dark red mark Kurt had left just above Blaines collarbone, then slowing heading south. Theyd had time to kiss and touch before, but had yet to explore with their mouths, with the exception of Blaines impromptu blowjob in the bathroom. Now it was Kurts turn, and he was a man on a mission. Leave no spot unexplored.
When he reached Blaines nipple he poked his tongue out and gave it a flick, causing Blaine to jerk and suck in a sharp breath. Kurt circled the tiny bud with his tongue until he felt Blaines legs quiver, then he took it in his mouth and sucked hard. Blaine shouted and his hips moved forward looking for some sort of friction.
Kurt chuckled, leaving one side and moving slowly to the other, and Blaine felt like he was dying. Like the blood in his body was suddenly on fire and it was coursing through his veins looking for a way out. It was wonderful torture as Kurt followed the same treatment on the other nipple, causing Blaines knees to almost give out.
"Bed." Blaine said, voice shaky.
Kurt looked up at Blaine with a sexy stare and smiled before pulling back slightly, giving himself just enough room to undo Blaines pants and push them to the floor along with his soiled underwear.
"Kurt..." Blaine moaned a warning, but Kurt was too focused to care. Picking up the wipes hed dropped a few minutes ago, because come on, he was a little preoccupied. Kurt took a wipe and began gently running it over Blaines stomach, sliding his hand just under where Blaines erection was hovering, trailing the wipe around and around Blaines cock, but never touching.
Blaine was literally vibrating with need when Kurt finally, finally ran the wipe up and over his hard on, causing Blaines knees to finally give out and he slid to the floor moaning.
He was panting and sweating and fuck, if Kurt touched him again, he was sure hed come right then and there, so he just stared at Kurt, letting his body calm down again. Kurt had other ideas, it seemed, and he dropped to his knees beside Blaine and slid his hands slowly up Blaines thigh, his eyes focused on the hard, leaking cock in front of him.
Kurt barely got as far as to place a small kiss to the head of Blaines cock before Blaine was fisting Kurts hair and pulling him away from his dick (what the hell was he thinking) and smashed their mouths together. Kurt whined a little at being taken away from his yet to be explored treasure but gave into Blaines kisses, thrusting his tongue into Blaines mouth to taste him in some way.
Blaine detached their lips and began to suck and bite along Kurts jaw and neck, causing the other boy to moan in pleasure. He loved reducing Kurt to this, putty in his hands.
"Kurt?" his voice was husky and Kurt hummed a response. "I know you promised me to return the favor," he continued kissing up and down Kurts neck, while his hands drifted down his back and slid under his boxers to cup his bare ass. "And Im not opposed to that, but..." he paused his assault on Kurts neck and leaned back to look Kurt in the eyes. "I really want to be inside you first." As he said that, his fingers slid down and ghosted over Kurts hole.
Kurt gasped at not only Blaines words, but also his sudden touch. His eyes widened and he attached his lips to Blaines, before pulling back and breathing, "Yes, yes, God Blaine, yes." And he was back kissing Blaine with a vengeance.
When they finally pulled back to breathe, the boys untangled themselves and moved to the bed, but not before Blaine divested Kurt of his underwear, needing him naked like yesterday. He guided Kurt to the bed backward and gently pushed him back, then watched in awe as Kurt slithered back toward the headboard, his eyes never leaving Blaines.
Blaine watched hungrily as Kurt reached over, still not breaking eye contact, and retrieved lube and a condom from the drawer beside his bed. Kurt had used the lube before, just on himself, but had never needed condoms. He only had a couple because Puck stuck a few in his bag before he left home, saying looks like you two might need these soon, and grinned. Thank God Puck had never changed.
By the time he laid the items on the bed beside him, Blaine was crawling up the bed, a sight to behold, eyes black and wide with arousal and cock standing tall, waiting. Blaine stopped, holding himself above Kurt, who had propped himself up with pillows, before leaning down to place a soft kiss on Kurts lips.
"You sure?" He asked gently when he pulled back, looking Kurt straight in the eye, waiting for confirmation.
"Im sure. I love you." Was Kurts reply, causing a wide grin to spread across Blaines face.
"I love you too."
Blaine spent what felt like an eternity prepping Kurt, not wanting to hurt him. By the time he had three fingers in, Kurt was a moaning, withering mess, begging Blaine with whimpering words of "please, now, Im ready."
The condom was applied with shaky hands and when Kurt noticed this, he pulled Blaine down into a passionate kiss. When Blaine pulled back, he was calmer and he smiled as he looked down at his beautiful boyfriend.
"You are so incredibly beautiful and I am the luckiest person in the world that you are mine." Blaine said breathlessly.
"Im not yours yet," Kurt replied cheekily, grinning up at him. Blaine took this as an invitation and slowly slid into Kurt, inching so as not to cause too much pain. Hed read that no matter how much you prep, it was still going to burn, so he wanted to be extra careful. God, he couldnt wait until they did it the other way and he got to feel Kurt inside him. But right now, he had to focus on not thrusting, which is the only thing he could think about right now.
Oh, it was so tight and warm and, "Oh God, Kurt!" Blaine moaned, still moving slowly and keeping an eye on Kurts scrunched up face. Once he bottomed out, he stilled and waited for the go ahead from Kurt. "You ok baby?" Blaine asked gently. "Do you want me to pull out?"
"No! God, no. Just...just give me a minute. Its, well, I feel really full, but good." Kurt said, his voice shaking a little. Blaine shifted slightly and Kurt gasped. "Oh!"
"Sorry, sorry, I..." Blaine tried to apologize and started to pull back, but Kurt wasnt having any of it, wrapping his legs around Blaine and locking his heels together to keep him from going anywhere.
"T-that was a good oh, I promise." Kurt said. "And now Im ready for you to move." He said, lifting his hips up slightly, encouraging Blaine in the process. He unlocked his heels from behind Blaines back and lifted his legs to hook them over Blaines shoulders, opening himself up even more and changing the angle, so that when Blaine slid out and pushed back in, he came in direct contact with Kurts prostate and he yelped and moaned at the wonderful sensation flooding his body. "Right there, oh God, yes, right there. Faster baby, faster. Im not going to last."
Kurt was babbling as Blaine continued his assault on Kurts prostate as he picked up the pace.
Sweat was dripping down Blaines neck and if Kurt could have moved, he would have licked it off, but as it turned out, he was otherwise engaged in a more interesting activity and just couldnt take the chance on moving and Blaines angle changing.
Blaine was in heaven. Hed dreamt of this for years, and regardless of what people thought of him, hed always wanted to wait to have sex with someone important to him. Someone who meant something. And Kurt, well, Kurt meant everything.
He bent down and placed a loving kiss on Kurts full lips without stopping his movements, and at the same time, his free hand reached under him to take Kurt in his hand, sliding up and down his cock once, twice. He pulled back then, looking Kurt in the eye and whispered, "Let go." And they both did.
After taking care of some clean up essentials, the two boys lay tangled in the sheets, still breathing heavily, hands gently sliding up and down each others bodies, Blaine with his head resting on Kurts chest.
"Kurt?" Blaine said quietly, not wanting to disturb the basking.
"Hmm?"
"You know when I gave you the key to my apartment last week?" Blaine asked, and he felt Kurt stiffen underneath him. He continued quickly, not wanting Kurt to get the wrong idea. "And I said I wasnt asking you to move in just yet?"
"Yeah." Kurt said, a hint of caution in his voice.
"I know it seems like its too soon, and it probably is, but the thing is, is that weve gotten so close these last two weeks and now that Ive been staying with you and sleeping with you, I dont think I want to give that up, so..." Blaine rambled, feeling like he wasnt making much sense.
"So what are you saying, Blaine?" Kurt asked hesitantly.
"Im saying that I want to live with you." Blaine said quickly.
"Um..."
"Look, I know its too soon, and we cant do it right now. You live here with Rachel and I have a roommate, but he will be moving out at the end of the school year, and I know you arent sure what Rachel is doing, so I was thinking that you could move in with me when summer starts. Of course even though we wont be living together until then, that is if you want to move in with me, I was still hoping wed have sleepovers at each others places almost every night." Blaine paused when he felt Kurts chest begin to shake, indicate that he was being laughed at. "Oh God, Im rambling again, arent I?"
"Yes," Kurt chuckled. "But its adorable."
"Its just, well, I dont think I can sleep without you. God, that sounds so pathetic." He groaned, burying his face in Kurts neck and breathing him in. Smelling Kurt always calmed him down.
Kurt felt his chest tighten. He was so glad that he had given this beautiful boy another chance. Sure, hed been stupid and had hurt Kurt over and over, but underneath all that, he knew Blaine was a good person. He had never been more glad that he waited and was patient enough to open himself up again to Blaine. He loved Blaine more than he ever thought possible, and knowing that Blaine needed him and loved him as much as Kurt made him warm all over.
"Y-you really see us still together in 6 months?" Kurt said, awe in his voice.
Blaine lifted up to prop himself on one arm and looked straight at Kurt, cupping his face with his other hand. "Oh Kurt, I see us together in 6 years." Blaine breathed. "I love you so much and now that I have you, I swear I cant imagine my life without you."
"Oh Blaine, I love you too, and since the first day I met you, I couldnt imagine my life without you either." He lifted up to capture Blaines lips in a soft kiss. Blaine leaned down, and licked into Kurts mouth, turning the kiss more passionate before pulling back and gazing down at Kurt again.
"So, about our sleeping arrangements..." Blaine began, and Kurt laughed, pulling Blaine back down against his chest.
"If you think Im giving up my cuddle pillow now, you dont know me at all." Kurt said jokingly. "But seriously, we can definitely work something out for now, and yes, I do want to move in with you when the school year is over."
With that confirmation, Kurt felt Blaine melt into his embrace and tighten his arms around him.
"Im so glad you didnt give up on me." Blaine mumbled, his body giving into the exhaustion of the day. "Happy New Year, Kurt."
"Happy New Year, Blaine."