Chapter 14.
Party Outfit.

I'd been standing there for 15 minutes. Just staring at my clothes, I had over 200 items, yet I had nothing suitable to wear. I pulled out a shirt and glanced down at it. I wanted to send a message with what I was wearing and no that wasn't just for Blaine.. really. I wanted it to say openly gay and seriously available. Okay, so maybe I was directing it at Blaine. I just wanted him to notice me a little, by judging by his talent I was getting the feeling that a lot of guys would be after him. That is a serious accusation for me but he was just perfect. 

I settled with a pair of denim jeans, long sleeved white shirt, complete with a grey waist coat. They were now all lying on my bed, "It's missing something.." I mumbled biting the edge of my finger. Bending down to find some shoes, "Perfect" I grabbed the pair of black boots, slight heel. I didn't want to tower over him.

"Kurt?" Dad's knock made me pause. 

"Go away." I carefully picked up my outfit, scanning it one last time. 

"Kurt, please. We need to talk about this at some point!"

"Not really." 

I changed into my shirt.

"Kurt I'm your farther. You can't ignore me forever."

"I can try."

I knew I had to talk to him sooner or later, but the later option seemed more fitted to me. 

"Are you going to be that ignorant, Kurt?" I could sense in his tone he was becoming slightly annoyed, but that barely affected me.

"I'm going to a party later, at Rachel's. You can run me down if you want."

"An awkward silence road trip?"

"You can listen to me sing."

"Oh, the joy."

I knew he was smiling. I continued to get dressed.

I did the best I could at being horrible at singing with my dad, I didn't think he bought it. No one could be that bad at singing. I just tried to diverse him in the other direction. I wanted him to be 5 steps behind my real identity. I just knew our relationship wouldn't be the same if he knew.

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Bowties; says: Hey Kurt :)) x

I heard the beep and jumped onto my bed, Bowties had come a daily thing now. He'd greet me with a hey and dismiss me with a bye, and it never faulted a kiss at the end.

Kurt says: Hey Bowties. You going to enlight me with your name any time soon?

Bowties;says: It's the mystery. 

Kurt says: I can't greet you properly if I don't know your name.

Bowties;says: How are you today?

He'd completely dodged my comment. Like he always did.

Kurt says: I'm okay, how are you?

Bowties; says: good thank you, glad its the weekend! :)

Kurt says: Yup, I've got a party ;D

Bowties; says: Aho, who's going?

Kurt says: Its a birthday party, Rachel's holding it.

Bowties; says: So Blaine's going to be there?

Kurt says: mhm..

Bowties; says: Cool, are you two okay?

Kurt says: Yes, why wouldn't we be?

Bowties; says: You said you tried to kiss him?

Kurt says: Yeah, I'll control myself. Unless he's willing of course ;D

Bowties; says: Haha oh yeah? I'm guessing you like him then?

I did. Admitting it was another problem. What if he didn't like me back?

Kurt says: I think so. I'm still intrigued with him.

Bowties; says: Maybe he's just as intrigued about you.

I hightly doubted that.

"Kurt come on, we need to go then." Dad shouted me down.

Kurt says: Got to go, wish me luck! x