December 15

7:19pm

' People Like Us' by Kelly Clarkson

I just realized that I haven't written in here for a few days.

Things are a little better since my last entry. Kurt came home that day. We didn't talk. I think he wanted to... hell... I wanted to... But neither of us could make the words come out.

We ended up awkwardly sitting on the couch and watching Lion King. Again.

Mr. Hummel wasn't even mad that Kurt came home from school. He kind of just... gets it.

Things have been kind of weird over the last couple days.

It's like... a stalemate. Nothing really... good has happened, but nothing really horrible either.

Kurt's still having nightmares but he still won't talk about it. Finn is still ignoring me like usual.

Oh! I'm starting physio tomorrow!

I'm... actually really nervous about it.

The therapist's name is Marie. Carole had her come over yesterday to meet me before our sessions start. She actually seems pretty nice. It was very strange to meet someone new. It's been a long time... She's going to come here for our sessions instead of me having to leave the house to meet with her. Carole set that up. I'm so grateful.

I couldn't talk to Marie while she was here. I feel kind of bad about that. I had a hard time even looking at her. I wonder how much Carole told her...