A/N Here it is! Sorry that i havent updated for so long! The next update will be much more earlier. And can we please talk about Kurt in 5x15?! Oh my gosh. Please ignore my fangirling until you read the chapter! :D Reviews please :P

"KURT WAKE UP! WAKE UP!" Jeff says,tickling Kurts waist to wake him up.

"Oh my god! Stop please- Im up just- UH WHAT THE HELL!" Kurt says with Jeff still tickling him. Jeff finally stopped.

"Yay! Youre awake!" Jeff says,grinning widely

"You ruined my sleep! And I was even dreaming...ugh!" Kurt says.

"Oh thats sweet. Kurt is dreaming about Blaine again!" Jeff says.

"Whaa..how do you know?" Kurt asks.

"Your sleep talk is really amusing ya know." Jeff says,giggling.

"Oh god. I talk in my sleep?" Kurt says.

"Yes you do. And as much as I love talking about your insanely sleeptalkin,we better get ready if we dont want to be late for class." Jeff says.

"Okay. You go ahead,Jeff." Kurt says.

"Sure thing! Bye Kurt!" Jeff says before leaving.

Kurt got up and went ready

As soon as he was done,he walked out of the dorm.

He went towards French Class.

"Sorry Im late,Mademoiselle Swan." Kurt says.

"Its okay,Monsieur Hummel. Please take a seat now." Miss Swan says.

Kurt smiles and he walked towards his seat.

Just then,Blaine entered the classroom.

"Monsieur Anderson,arent you gonna say something?"

Blaine looks at the teacher and smiles.
"Oh yeah. Hey." Blaine says. The teacher took one last look before writing again at the blackboard.

Kurt rolls his eyes. Blaine sat behind him. Class started quietly.

After a few minutes, Class ended once again. Leaving both Kurt and Blaine alone again.

"Hey gorgeous." Blaine says,wrapping an arm on Kurts waist.

"Please leave me alone." Kurt says,trying to remove the arms circling him.

"I dont want to do that. I really think youre hot and besides,we still gotta continue our makeout session yesterday." Blaine licks his lips.

Kurt couldnt take it anymore. He released his body from Blaines grip and he ran.

Kurt didnt even see that he had dropped one of his notebook on the floor.

Blaine was shocked on what happened.

He walked towards Kurts notebook.

"Im sure gorgeous wont mind if I take a look at this" Blaine says before opening the notebook.

On the front page was written:
Kurt Hummels notebook. The only thing that helps me right now.

Blaine flipped the page and he read what was next.

January 16th
Today was another uneventful day. I received another slushie facial from one of the neanderthals, I wish that my pain would end.

Blaine frowned. He flipped the page again.

February 18th
Its been five years since mom died.I stiill feel depressed. My therapist here is just stressing me some more.I really dont want to stress my dad considering he had a heart attack. I dont want to lose him. Luckily,I still have my glee club friends. They are my second family.

May 27th
Its my birthday and my day is going well so far.

Blaine skipped a few pages. He saw the posts which were written a few days ago.

Here I am now at Dalton. Im really glad that my friends and family are helping me recover. The teachers here are quite nice. Nick and Jeff are my only friends right now who know my secret. I also met Blaine here...

He flipped the page only to see a blank paper. He closed the notebook and ran outside searching for Kurt.

He searched all over Dalton and when he finally reached the music room,he stopped running.

There was Kurt singing.

Hes singing BlackBird by the Beatles...Oh god what have i done? Blaine thought

He listened until the song came to an end.

He opens the door and sees Kurt with red and swollen eyes from crying.

"Kurt..." Blaine says.

Kurt looks up and sees Blaine with wide eyes

"Oh god please...Leave me alone.." Kurt says.

Blaine walks towards Kurt and stopped in front of him.

"I um..came to give you back your notebook. It fell on the ground when you suddenly ran.." Blaine says.

Kurt frowned.

"How much have you read?" Kurt asks

"Only a few um..pages." Blaine says.

Kurt takes the notebook swiftly and plans to run out the music room when suddenly Blaine grabs him from behind and pulls him back.

"I know that i have no right to ask you this but..can we please sit down and talk? Please." Blaine says.

Kurt sighs and nods. They sat over the chairs near the piano.

"God,Kurt...How long has this been going on?" Blaine asks.

"6 years now. Ive recovered a few months ago but Karofsky came and i got so depressed again." Kurt says.

"Whos Karofsky?" Blaine asks with darkness in his eyes.

"Hes the neanderthal who makes my life a living hell." Kurt says with tears streamming from his eyes.

"Im so so sorry. If i have known this earlier i wouldnt act like such an ass to you." Blaine says.

Kurt stands up and shouts.

"If you have known this,would you stop torturing me? Would you stop bugging me? Would you frickin stop stressing me out?!"

"Of course i would! God,Kurt. I may be an asshole on the outside but its all just a frickin act! Im just like you okay? Ive experienced this as well! Ive been hated a lot and my family cared for only my brother! They ignore me a lot! My friends Wes and David are the only people that i have right now. And..you." Blaine says softly.

Kurts face softened and he sat down beside Blaine agan.

"Wha..what? Youve been through this as well?" Kurt asks

"Yes,i have. i wasnt like this before. I didnt wore all black and badass shit before. I wore bowties and gelled hair but because of what ive been through they changed me. Ive known that i was gay ever since i was young. My parents know that im gay of course. But they never told me if they accept me as their son or not. My brother,Cooper is what theyve been talking about now. They keep talking about Cooper and his big LA dream and his frickin good looks. I hate my parents cause not one time they showed that they cared about me. All they ever cared about is Cooper and ive been depressed over it but they didnt know that. Years later,They transferred me to Dalton. Im the leader of Daltons fight club. I beat A LOT people here ya know. So thats why they know that im such a badass here. I even fell in love once. Eli was my first boyfriend. We met here at Dalton and after that things developed and we became the schools couple. But after that,hes been avoiding me ever since. He doesnt go to my dorm to cuddle and watch movies anymore. Thats when i found out that hes been screwing another guy. I punched them both. I told Eli that we were over and he moved on. Thank fuck. After that i never fell in love again. " Blaine says.

"What an asshole." Kurt says.

"Yeah. Im really sorry though. For everything." Blaine says.

"Apology accepted." Kurt smiles. Blaine smiles back.

"I frickin promise to never act like a jerk towards you again. Well only you. The other guys can kiss my sorry ass." Blaine says

Kurt laughs.

"Gosh,i love your laugh." Blaine says and Kurt blushes.

"Now that were friends... Can you stay with me in my dorm and watch Disney movies with me?" Kurt says.

"Heck yeah! How do you know i love Disney movies?!" Blaine asks.

"Its a gift. Now come on!" Kurt says.

Blaine grabs Kurts hand and they made a ran towards Kurts dorm.

As soon as they were inside,Blaine ran towards Kurts bed.

He lay down his head on Kurts pillow.

"Mmm... You smell like vanilla and coffee." Blaine blushes. Again.

Oh god Kurt stop blushing you look like a fool. god. stop ...fuck. Kurt thought

"What do you wanna watch Blaine?" Kurt asks

"Oh! Do you have Little Mermaid?" Blaine asks.

"Yep! Lemme go put it on the dvd player now."

He puts the disk on the player and ran towards the kitchen to get some popcorn.

He immediately ran towards Blaine and sat on the couch.

"Gosh,Eric looks so handsome" Kurt sighs dreamily.

"Pfft. Im much more handsome and much more cuter than him." Blaine says.

Kurt giggles. Kurt looks back on the screen.

Blaine looks at Kurts face before making a move to get a popcorn.

Kurt also makes a move to get a popcorn without removing his face from the screen.

They both touch each others hands and they both blushed.

"Sorry" They said at the same time.

A few minutes later,Kurt falls asleep with drools coming out of his mouth.

Blaine looks at Kurt and smiles a little. He moved Kurts head so it was resting on his shoulder.

Blaine had put his head on top of Kurts and together they both fell asleep forgetting the movie and holding each other close.