A/N Id like to thank my betas sapsu123 and ronnyangel88 for their love and support to me. I also like to thank the people who favorited and followed this story. Please review cause it means a lot to me. Kurt,Nick and Jeffs experience are true by the way. Kurts experience is my life story,Nicks is my cousins story and Jeffs is my bestfriends story. That is what inspired me to write this fic. Please read :)

After a few minutes,class ended and it was time for them to retire to their dorms.

Kurt was putting his books on his bag when suddenly Blaine wrapped his arms on Kurts waist.

" You smell nice,sweetcheeks. Mmm..." Blaine says,nuzzling into Kurts neck and biting his earlobes.

"Anderson,get the hell away from me." Kurt says. Blaine stopped biting.

" Or what? Dont worry babe,I locked the door." Blaine says,resuming his biting on Kurts earlobes.

Kurt wanted to reply back but Blaine spun him around and they crashed their lips together.

Kurt moaned around the kiss and Blaine had pinned him over the blackboard.

Kurt was tugging over Blaines hair and continued moaning at the sensation he was feeling.

Blaine parted from the kiss just to say "God,youre so hot." And they kissed again.

They were both busy smooching that they didnt see the door being opened.

"Um..." Kurt parted away from the kiss blushing deep red. Blaine however was breathing heavily,

"I forgot my notebook." Nick says,grabbing the notebook on the desk.

Kurt then ran towards the door leaving Blaine alone.

"Nice timing,Duvall. Im really thankful that me and gorgeous ended our makeout thanks to you." Blaine says sarcastically.

Nick rolls his eyes. "Whatever Anderson." Nick says before leaving. Blaine leaves as well.

Kurt went to his dorm and into the bathroom. He sat on the floor.

He grabbed his notebook and pen.

He wrote something.

**First time at Dalton and Im already dealing with crap. I didnt leave McKinley just for this Maybe if I cut my wrist again then the pain will be gone**

Kurt grabbed the razor blade on his bag and slid it over his wrist while crying.

The door suddenly bursted open.

"Hey Kurt,are you in-" Jeffs words were cut as soon as he saw the scene in front of him.

Notebook and pen on the floor,Kurt sitting on the floor crying with his eyes closed and mostly,the razor blade piercing his skin.

"Kurt...STOP!" Jeff shouts.

Kurt stopped crying and looked at Jeff.

"Go ahead. Bully me. Judge me. I DONT CARE." Kurt shouts.

"Kurt calm down. I wont hurt you. Were bestfriends remember? Ill be here for you." Jeff says,moving towards Kurt. "Stop lying to me! All you people do is tell me that youre here for me when in reality youre not! Its all just words. Im so tired of being depressed. Being hated. I was never like this. I was happy and had everything until my life went crumbling since I was 12! Im so sick of being alone. So sick of being treated like im nothing. So sick of feeling worthless..." Kurt says with tears in his eyes,calming down.

" Kurt...Im so sorry. I know you may think that ill judge you but Im not like the others. I have scars too. Scars that only a few people know. I can tell you mine but only if you tell me yours so I can help you too." Jeff says. Kurt nods. Jeff grabbed a towel and wiped Kurts wrist. Kurt gave him his razor blade. Jeff helped him get up and they sat on the couch. "So...will you tell me please how it all started?" Jeff says.

"I remember the day when I realized I was different from everyone else.. When I was still young,I enjoy reading and writing stories and songs until now. I always sat on the swings and the stairs.I already knew I was gay when I was 7. I had a crush on a guy when i was in Kindergarten but i got over him cause he likes someone else. I graduated with an honor and then i transferred schools then. I was the spelling bee champion since 1st grade until 6th grade. I didnt have any rank in 1st grade but I was ranked 8th in 2nd grade,ranked 4th in 3rd grade and ranked 2nd in 7th grade. I was bullied constantly since 5th grade until 7th grade. My classmates bully me a lot. They push me and my things around. Then one of the bullies,kissed me. Thats when i started selfharming. I had some friends but they all just backstabbed there are group activities,nobody wanted to take me in. I always sit alone at lunch as well. Im silent at school. I had a crush on my bestfriend on 4th grade too. He even wrote me a song and we constantly laugh a lot. I told him my feelings and he was fine with it. But then 5th grade came and he changed so much. He became the campus crush,playboy and an arrogant jerk so I confronted him and he got mad at me and we never talked again. After that,I found out he also had a crush on me but it was too late cause he already had a boyfriend. At home,my father had an affair with someone. I was told to keep it a secret and so I did, My mother was in another country and she was with us when i was just 12 and after that,she went back. Then we got a call from my moms roommate saying she had a heart attack. We panicked. They said she lost pulse on the way to the hospital but was revived. Then the hospital called us saying she has intracerebral hemorrhage and surgery isnt an option anymore and they were just waiting for her heart to give up. After 3 days she was declared dead. We had to attend the funeral and the cremation too. I still havent accepted that hes gone but ill try to. My dad found out what Ive been dealing with and he got mad that he pointed a knife at my head and throat and said "youre depressed?you wanna kill yourself? Then die and stop the drama." Then I went through surgery after that for Appendectomy. Afterwards,my dad became much nicer. He says hes sorry. He married another. My stepmom,Carole who I love. I also have a stepbrother named Finn. Online,iget a lot of kill yourself posts a lot and people sending me nude pics. I blocked them. Then theres Blaine. I have a little crush on him though despite his arrogance. The only thing that makes me smile is fanboying,writing and ..thats it." Kurt says.

"God. Im so sorry. When I was young,I never knew my father. So I have a stepdad who hates me. I was really alone like you too then I found Nick who has scars too. He was raped by his uncle." Jeff says.

"Thats awful." Kurt says.

"Yes. But despite all that,were together and loving each other. You see Kurt,no matter what you are,what youve been through..Theres someone who will love you. We will be here for you Kurt. We promise. Lets go rest now kay?" Jeff says.

Kurt nods and went to his bed,falling asleep afterwards.