Dear DJ - or the piece of shit who is reading this!

Yes thats right I know everything - Stephen!!!! Ha! Bet youre pissed at your boss now arent you!!!!!  His face was a picture when I threw drink at him then slapped him right in the middle of the poshest restaurant in town!! Apparently youre fired too but Ill let Blaine tell you that!!

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Im kidding! Im not mad, well I kinda am but not really if you know what I mean! 

Maybe I should explain myself! 

OK, so Blaine & I went out to dinner last night and he looked so shifty & nervous it was really starting to piss me off! It took until dessert but I managed to convince him to talk! Holy shit did I regret that! The guy didnt shut up for 2 hours!!!! 2 freaking hours!!!!! Anyway, he told me that he hadnt been completely honest with me and how he actually owned an online journaling company.  As soon as he said that I kinda knew what was coming next.  He told me all about how he had sent everyone else out to party for New Years and had stayed behind himself to process any new subscriptions or journal entries. I actually believe him when he says he had no idea that I was getting a subscription for Xmas as my name had never been entered as a gift recipient.  Im assuming youre now checking your records to make sure Blaines not bullshitting!! Hahahaha! Blaine said you would!!

Anyhoo, he said that he saw my name come up in his screen when I submitted my first entry and only read & okayed because no-one else was there and company policy on timeframes etc. I do believe him and Im not mad at him for that as theres no way he could have known Id be logging in that night! I am a bit mad at him for the second one tho! By that time he knew I was a customer and aside from being a breach in privacy its kind of a conflict on interests or something isnt it? I guess thats why he had you take over when my next post came through. In all honesty Im glad he did that (especially given the content of my most recent posts! Talk about embarrassing!!!). 

So, no I never slapped him and I never wasted my drink by pouring it on his head - although now that I think about it that would be so much fun to do!!  Blaine took me back to his apartment and showed me some of the emails between you & him so I know you know that I know whats been going on.  I also now understand a bit more why all the entries are manually checked.  Blaine talked vaguely about a couple of teenagers when the company first started the market research who talked about how they had been getting bullied in online chat rooms and how they felt they had nowhere to go where they could vent but be protected. I really do admire what youre trying to do and after reading more into the company history (who knew the FAQs section could be so helpful!) I understand why Elliot picked this company for me.  

No Ive never thought about harming myself or taking my own life but I do isolate myself when Im feeling low.  Its only been a couple of weeks but this has been incredibly cathartic and I actually want to keep writing.  DJ & I are very close now Stephen so dont think you can be coming between us now!!!! 

Ive told Blaine that I dont want him to know what Ive written unless I show him and I also know that your employment contract has a confidentiality clause in it!!!!! Im not a bitch but I will know if Blaine finds out what I write before Im ready to tell him myself so Im asking you to please respect that trust.  On the flip side I will try not to get to graphic with my descriptions again!!! Blaines dick may be delicious but I guess knowing that about your boss could be awkward!!!!! Lol! ;p

So to review: 

*I know the truth behind Blaines company

*I know hes no longer able to see anything I write

*I will try not to be too descriptive with regards to any "good times"

*I will not censor myself as this is a way for me to help myself

*I expect company privacy guidelines to remain adhered to

So glad we agree! So thanks for that Stephen!

PS: Blaine says get your damn feet off the desk and stop shoving donuts in your pie-hole! (Dear god hes such a gentleman!!! *rolls eyes*)

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Stephen dropped the donut and nearly choked on the piece he had in his mouth! He knew Blaine had been thinking of telling Kurt the truth but he didnt think Blaine would actually ever have the balls to do it!!  As he read through the entry he smirked as he saw Kurts sassy side appearing.  Blaines got his work cut out for him, he thought.  As he reached the final two lines of text, Stephen laughed loudly! His boss knew him better than he knew himself!  

Taking his feet off the desk, Stephen authorised the post and sent Blaine a text. Blaine had called him earlier to say hed be working from home today. Stephen sent him a message stating that all currently pending entries had been authorised, shift changes updated & the new IT service contracts were awaiting Blaines signature in his desk. Within seconds, Blaine replied asking what he was still doing at the office and to take his newly floor bound feet home! Stephen smiled at this and shut down his computer.  Saying goodnight to the new shift, Stephen made his way out of the building, pleased that his friend now had something other than work to focus on.  

He just hoped Blaine didnt get hurt this time.