Kurt tapped his fingers on the wheel of his car the entire way home. Blaine sat awkwardly in the passenger seat, not saying much. Every so often, he would sneak a glance over to Kurt, who would pretend not to notice, but then look back when Blaine had turned his head forward again. Kurt was fairly positive it was the most uncomfortable car ride he’d ever experienced, and his nerves were off the wall. He wanted to kiss Blaine again, that much he was sure of, but he wasn’t so sure about anything else. Even though he was really, really cute. But he couldn’t help but think what if? There was the really depressing matter of the illegality of everything they’d been doing, from the first kiss to the date they just had, but apparently Blaine was risking it all for him. The only question was whether he was willing to risk it all for Blaine.

Kurt rolled the car to a stop in front of his house, and the engine turned off, and the silence between them remained. Blaine unbuckled his seat belt and turned his head to face Kurt, prompting Kurt to do the same.

“I had fun,” Blaine smiled. He reached forward, a bit nervously, to take Kurt’s hand, and intertwined it with his. Kurt’s cheeks turned a faint red from the contact, and he grinned to himself.

“Me too,” Kurt replied, squeezing Blaine’s hand in his. For a moment he contemplated what he wanted to do, what he was willing to risk, and in the end he just couldn’t handle it anymore. He felt himself reach forward and place one hand on Blaine’s shoulder, steadying himself as he leaned in closer. Silence and sexual tension filled the air; their lips not even an inch away from each other.
Blaine took the opportunity and kissed him with a sense of urgency and passion he’d never kissed anyone with before. The two boys' lips crashed against each other, and for that moment, everything was perfect. Kurt leaned his body into Blaine’s more, until their hips were almost pressed against each other.

They continued to kiss, until Blaine opened his mouth wider, trying to use his tongue in the kiss, to start exploring. Kurt immediately recoiled, his breath panicked and fast as he broke away.

“Please, Kurt. I promise not to do anything you don’t want to, but just let me kiss you,” Blaine whispered, running his hand up Kurt’s arm, trying to persuade him. Finally, after thinking about it, and deciding there really wasn’t much harm to it, Kurt nodded, giving Blaine a weak smile.

This time, Kurt was the one to start the kiss, leaning in swiftly. He let Blaine move further, little by little. After a minute or so, their tongues were eagerly exploring each other’s mouths, neither one of them really protesting.

Suddenly, Blaine felt Kurt’s small cold hand on his stomach, and he broke away, startled.

“Sorry, was I-? “Kurt asked quickly, removing his hand from under Blaine’s shirt.

“No, it felt nice, I just didn’t expect it. It’s okay,” Blaine mumbled, taking Kurt’s hand and moving it back to where it was, on the side of his midriff. He realized how awkward of a position they were in, and he looked at Kurt, thinking maybe he might want to move a bit forward.

“Hey... Kurt. Do you think maybe the backseat might be better?”

Kurt swallowed. Sure, the backseat was probably more comfortable, but he’d heard tons of stories involving dates and backseats. But he remembered what Blaine said before, and he trusted him.

“Okay.” They quickly got out and slid into the back. A smile spread across Blaine's face, and he did not hesitate this time before placing a hand on Kurt’s face and leaning in for another kiss. Blindly, he searched for Kurt’s hand and brought it back up under his shirt.

Kurt started to trace patterns into Blaine’s side, using his nails to create shapes and other figures onto his soft skin. Blaine let his hand fall from Kurt’s face to his thigh, squeezing gently as they continued to kiss.

Blaine broke away, smiling to himself. “Kurt, you’re so beautiful...” He scooted his hips closer to Kurt’s. Kurt just winked in response, letting him know he wanted to do more. Blaine lowered himself down, causing Kurt to do the same, until they were pretty much on top of each other, the only sound in the car the pounding of their heartbeats and their breathing. Kurt laughed a bit and switched them around so that he was on top. Blaine chuckled with him, loving how connected they were right now. After a second or two, Kurt was atop the shorter boy, resting on him, their bodies molded together perfectly. Kurt felt Blaine’s lips on his again and he melted into the kiss, his heart warming with love. He’d never felt like this before. Blaine’s hands were at his sides now, moving further up every moment, pushing his shirt higher, until Blaine’s palms were almost fully up Kurt’s chest. His spread out hands grazed Kurt’s nipples, and Kurt let out a soft moan into their kiss, shivering.

“Blaine,” Kurt whispered. Blaine immediately took back his hands, a glimmer of worry in his eyes. Was I going too far? “No, it’s okay. Really. Can we just maybe wait until the next time?”

“Of course we can,” Blaine said, maybe a little too quickly. Kurt reached forward for a kiss on Blaine’s cheek, smiling brightly as he did.