quinnqueen
Feb. 23, 2012, 6:36 a.m.
Love's Runway: 7 years
E - Words: 615 - Last Updated: Feb 23, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 3/? - Created: Feb 17, 2012 - Updated: Feb 23, 2012 233 0 2 0 0
Author's Notes: My apologizes for the short chapter, but without this one the next one wouldn't make any sense.
There he was. Just a few meters away from Kurt, his first crush. His first boyfriend. His first and only love.
It was Kurt's dressing-room. His name was written on that door. Blaine was breathless. He couldn't do it. He just couldn't. All his past was behind that door, and he felt like a coward because he couldn't open it.
Quinn would never forgive me, he thought as he took a step back, he had never felt more confused and torn in his entire life. He had two options: He could be the coward who would never face Kurt again, or he could be... Himself, and be brave enough to talk to Kurt like a decent human being.
He opened the door.
Their eyes met. Blaine opened his mouth to say something but Kurt was already running in his direction and hugging him and he hasn't even seen he moving towards him.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Blaine. Please, forgive me. I love you so much and miss you so much... Please" Kurt said as he ran his fingers through Blaine's hair. "7 years and you're still the most beautiful boy, oops, man on earth." Kurt whispered on his ear as he tried to grab Blaine's ass. "7 years and you're still the most pervert guy on earth." He answered, pulling Kurt away from him. They looked at each other’s eyes and smiled. Kurt was so, so happy that he got to see Blaine again, it's been a long time. And Blaine looks so gorgeous.
Blaine analyzed Kurt's hands, he really was wearing the bracelet, Blaine noticed. But he was also wearing a ring. A ring. A commitment ring. Blaine stared at the ring and Kurt realized why Blaine looked so furious.
"Forget about it, you're still the same asshole who left me." Blaine said as he left the room. Kurt stood there paralyzed, without knowing what to do or say. "BLAINE! COME BACK! I CAN EXPLAIN EVERYTHING! PLEASE, COME BACK" Kurt screamed desperately, but it didn't change Blaine's mind. He was extremely furious, because he had hope. And it all went away. Again.
"What the fuck? You two are so confusing, dear God." Quinn said.
"I... I have a boyfriend." He replied, raising his hand and showing Quinn his ring.
"And you just tell me this NOW, you idiot?" Quinn gave him a slap. He deserved that, c'mon.
"If I told you before, he wouldn't come. And I missed his hug... I missed him. He completes me, believe me or not. He makes me feel good."
"You know what's your problem, Hummel? You're selfish. You and Miss Berry are practically the same person. You only care about you and your stupid little world. Do you know how many nights I spent up just to take care of Blaine? Because of you? And now this is going to happen again, because you're a fucking piece of shit that can't make anyone happy or satisfied. Fuck you. Fuck you, Hummel. If you really loved him, you'd had never left him and if you break his heart again, I'll make sure to break all your bones."
Quinn was right, he really is selfish. But now he felt guiltier than before because he really loves Blaine. All he's done was wrong, completely wrong. He just wanted another chance. But he had a boyfriend. A boyfriend who gave him everything he has. Without him, he would lose everything. His money, his fame, his dreams. His boyfriend is his SA. That was why he left everything. Including Blaine.
"Blaine never really explained me why you disappeared, or most important, why you left him. You two were perfect together and you simply... Abandoned him. Why, Kurt? Why?"
Kurt wanted to know why, too.
It was Kurt's dressing-room. His name was written on that door. Blaine was breathless. He couldn't do it. He just couldn't. All his past was behind that door, and he felt like a coward because he couldn't open it.
Quinn would never forgive me, he thought as he took a step back, he had never felt more confused and torn in his entire life. He had two options: He could be the coward who would never face Kurt again, or he could be... Himself, and be brave enough to talk to Kurt like a decent human being.
He opened the door.
Their eyes met. Blaine opened his mouth to say something but Kurt was already running in his direction and hugging him and he hasn't even seen he moving towards him.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Blaine. Please, forgive me. I love you so much and miss you so much... Please" Kurt said as he ran his fingers through Blaine's hair. "7 years and you're still the most beautiful boy, oops, man on earth." Kurt whispered on his ear as he tried to grab Blaine's ass. "7 years and you're still the most pervert guy on earth." He answered, pulling Kurt away from him. They looked at each other’s eyes and smiled. Kurt was so, so happy that he got to see Blaine again, it's been a long time. And Blaine looks so gorgeous.
Blaine analyzed Kurt's hands, he really was wearing the bracelet, Blaine noticed. But he was also wearing a ring. A ring. A commitment ring. Blaine stared at the ring and Kurt realized why Blaine looked so furious.
"Forget about it, you're still the same asshole who left me." Blaine said as he left the room. Kurt stood there paralyzed, without knowing what to do or say. "BLAINE! COME BACK! I CAN EXPLAIN EVERYTHING! PLEASE, COME BACK" Kurt screamed desperately, but it didn't change Blaine's mind. He was extremely furious, because he had hope. And it all went away. Again.
"What the fuck? You two are so confusing, dear God." Quinn said.
"I... I have a boyfriend." He replied, raising his hand and showing Quinn his ring.
"And you just tell me this NOW, you idiot?" Quinn gave him a slap. He deserved that, c'mon.
"If I told you before, he wouldn't come. And I missed his hug... I missed him. He completes me, believe me or not. He makes me feel good."
"You know what's your problem, Hummel? You're selfish. You and Miss Berry are practically the same person. You only care about you and your stupid little world. Do you know how many nights I spent up just to take care of Blaine? Because of you? And now this is going to happen again, because you're a fucking piece of shit that can't make anyone happy or satisfied. Fuck you. Fuck you, Hummel. If you really loved him, you'd had never left him and if you break his heart again, I'll make sure to break all your bones."
Quinn was right, he really is selfish. But now he felt guiltier than before because he really loves Blaine. All he's done was wrong, completely wrong. He just wanted another chance. But he had a boyfriend. A boyfriend who gave him everything he has. Without him, he would lose everything. His money, his fame, his dreams. His boyfriend is his SA. That was why he left everything. Including Blaine.
"Blaine never really explained me why you disappeared, or most important, why you left him. You two were perfect together and you simply... Abandoned him. Why, Kurt? Why?"
Kurt wanted to know why, too.
End Notes: Everything is going to make sense soon, I promise! We're going to see the whole story of their past by Kurt's perspective plus by Blaine's diary. This was just a short chapter because I couldn't pull Kurt's thoughts out of nowhere, but it gets better and there's a little bit more of action on the next chapter. I'm new at writing fanfic (especially in english) so forgive me for any mistakes. :3
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At first I thought it was just a dream Blaine was having, and it turned into a nightmare. But wow that really happened. I feel so much for Blaine, because in just a few seconds his world was whole and the next shattered once again. I'm anxious to hear Kurt's side of things. :)
This is so good! Can't wait for the next part!