Kurt Hummel was in love.

Or he was sure he was at least. He was in love with Blaine Anderson.

When Blaine pulled Kurt down the hallway of Dalton Acadamy Private School, he knew he was in love with this boy. A few days after their meet, Blaine had invited Kurt to get some coffee at Dalton with two members of The Warblers, Dalton's Glee Club, and had found out Blaine was gay. He had never been so happy for someone to be gay. Blaine and Kurt had become friends VERY fast. And they had been out to the local coffee shop, Lima Bean, and had talked there.

So when Kurt came to the Lima Bean looking glum, Blaine was concerned for his best friend.

Kurt sighed as he plopped himself on the seat across from Blaine, putting down his messenger bag.

Blaine frowned, "Are you okay?" Blaine asked his voice filled with worry.

Kurt again sighed and grabbed the coffee from their table and replied with a soft ,"No."

Blaine's worry took over, "What happened? Are you hurt? Are you gonna be okay? Shit," Blaine panicked as he examined Kurt.

Kurt smiled sadly at Blaine and whispered "We need to talk in private." Blaine nodded, as they grabbed their coffees and left to Blaine's car.

Once they were in Kurt broke down.

He sobbed and sobbed.

Blaine grabbed Kurt quickly holding him tightly to his chest and whispered soothing noises to him, softly.

As soon as Kurt calmed down he sat up in the passenger seat, and whispered a "Sorry," to Blaine.

Blaine nodded, "Kurt, tell me what happended. Please?" Blaine pleaded looking at Kurt, nothing but worry in his eyes.

Kurt took a slow, deep breath and said in a rush, "Karofsky kissed me when I confronted him. He stole my lip virginity when my first kiss was supposed to be special! Special, Blaine! And now it's ruined! And I don't know what to do about Karofsky! And I just hate this!" A single tear rolled down his cheek.

Blaine took Kurt in his arms again, "I'm sorry you're lip virginity is gone. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry, Kurt. I'm sorry it wasn't special. But don't you think we should help him? I mean, we once were both in the closet." Blaine stated.

Kurt froze for a second before he nodded, slightly. Kurt pulled away looking embarresed and gave Blaine a sheepish smile, "Sorry. You're the best Blaine."

Blaine grinned and said "What are friends for?"

Kurt hated that all he would always be in the 'friend zone' with Blaine.

He knew Blaine didn't like him that way.

So why did it sting everytime he was reminded of that?

He didn't know. He just didn't know why.

Kurt just faked a smile and nodded.

Kurt sighed as he hugged a pillow to his chest, lying in his bed. He was again upset. But not because of Karofsky this time. Because of Blaine. He hated having feelings for someone who didn't feel the same. He knew it would stay the same. He knew this would end in heart break. He had his own experience because he had a crush on, Finn, who ended up being his step-brother, last year. He laughed at himself. How could he be so stupid?

And tommorrow would be hell.

He would see Karofsky, he wasn't sure what would happen but he hoped it didn't hurt Blaine.

Kurt didn't care if he got hit, he just hoped Blaine wouldn't.

He closed his eyes and sighed.

He heared his phone buzz from his nightstand.

He rolled over and picked it up.

So, tommorrow at 11:00? Are we still going for coffee tommorrow? C: --- Blaine X

Kurt smiled at the text; he replied,

Yeah..... Blaine? ---Kurt X

Yes..?---Blaine X

I am insanly in love with you. I want you to kiss me. I want you to hold me. I want you to tell me you only want me. I want you to sayit back. I wish you would date me. I wish you would sing to me. I wish you would be romantic to me. I wish you would give me a rose and say 'I was going to get you as many roses for how much I love you but there is not enough.' I wish you would glare at someone who flirted with me. I wish you and me could have little arguments on who loves each other more. I wish you would say I'm yours....

Kurt sighed as he erase the text and lamely wrote,

I'm just curious but... have you ever kissed someone.... that counted?--- Kurt X

No. o////////o--- Blaine X

Oh. --- Kurt X

That ended the conversaion. And Kurt dozed off to sleep.

"Thank you so much for coming here." Kurt whispered.

Blaine just smiled, "Don't worry. Just let me do all the talking."

Kurt smiled back at Blaine but soon frowned as he saw Karofsky.

"There he is." Kurt said as he pointed him out to Blaine.

Kurt followed Blaine as he walked up to Karofsky, "Exuse Me."

Karofsky just said "Hey lady boys.... Is this your boyfriend, Kurt?" Karofsky grinned.

Kurt blushed a light pink and said nothing. "Kurt told me what you did." Blaine said flatly.

Karofsky grin widened, "Oh yeah? What's that?" Blaine was about to answer when Kurt growled "You kissed me." Karofsky shot him a glare and he winced.

Karofsky quickly looked to see if anyone heard. "I don't know what you're talking about."

"It seems to me that you might be a bit confused."

"I got to go to class."

"I know this is a very hard thing to come to turns with and you should just know that you're not alone."

That sent Karofsky over the edge. Karofsky let a a angy huff, ran up to Blaine and pinnded him against the gate, Blaine putting his hands up in surrender.

Kurt gasped in horror and run up to them, pushing him away from Blaine.

"You have to stop this!"

Karofsky looked between the two boys. And looked away, and walked away.

There was a long silence.

"Well he's not coming out soon." Blaine said trying to lighten up the mood, and brushed himself off.

Kurt said nothing and just sat on the stairs.

Blaine went to him and sat next to him, "Why you so upset?"

Kurt let out a shaky breath "As I said he stole my lip virinity. I just wanted it to be special and with someone I love. Not with the guy who made my life a living hell." he whispered.

Blaine didn't know what to do. He never even kissed a guy. Let alone get it be stolen. Blaine just grabbed his hand. "Come on. I'll buy you s coffee."

When Kurt got home he took a shower and turned on his iPod when he got out. He sang along.

Like all the boys before
Like all the boys boys boys boys
Like all the boys before
Like all the boys boys boys boys

You left a blood stain on the floor
You set your sights on him
You left a hand print on the door
Like all the boys before, like all the boys before

This is our luck baby, running out
Our clothes were never off
We still have our roads to run about
To scale the map, scale the map, to get us back on track
I've seen you in a fight you lost,
I've seen you in a fight

We're under the sheets and you're killing me
In our house made of paper, your words all over me
We're under the sheets and you're killing me

Like all the boys before
Like all the boys boys boys boys
Like all the boys before
Like all the boys boys boys boys

This song explained how Kurt was currently feeling. Karofsky was killing Kurt, inside and maybe, soon, out. What the hell was Karofsky's problem?

In here the world won't bring us down
Our plan is gold dust
Out there a lonely girl could drown
In here we're frozen

Where did the people go?
My hands are empty
You're not the answer I should know
Like all the boys before, like all the boys before

We're under the sheets and you're killing me
In our house made of paper, your words all over me
We're under the sheets and you're killing me

We're in a mess baby, we're in a mess babe
Your more is less babe, oh
We're in a mess baby, we're in a mess babe
Your more is less babe, oh oh

We're under the sheets and you're killing me
In our house made of paper and your words all over me
We're under the sheets and you're killing me
(I've seen you in a fight you lost)
Like all the boys before, like all the boys before

We're under the sheets and you're killing me
In our house made of paper, your words all over me
We're under the sheets and you're killing me

We're under the sheets and you're killing me
In our house made of paper, your words all over me
We're under the sheets and you're killing me
Killing, killing, killing me
Killing, killing, killing me

After Kurt finished he cried. He wish his first kiss was with Blaine. If only Blaine knew how he felt.

Kurt smiled as he glued the last letter on his locker, the word 'COURGE' was glued on the door of his locker and on top of it was a picture of Blaine.

Bang.

Kurt's smile was now gone as Karofsky just slammed him into the locker.

Again.

Karofsky just grinned at him and walked away.

No, this would ot be easy but could do it.

He would be strong no matter what.

He will do it for Blaine

Because this is what he does for love.