PoV Kurt:

The time passed too fast for my liking. Its been four months since I first slept in Blaines bed with him and we decided that waking up to each other was so nice that from then on, Id been sleeping there every single night with Elijah by our side. Everything went good so far for us, Blaine went to work again and I was staying home with our baby. Sometimes I was freaking out because Elijah wouldnt stop crying and in the next moment it was all good again and he was smiling up at me. But today was the first time Rachel and Finn were watching Elijah for the day so Blaine and I finally had a little time for ourselves.

"Im home!" Blaine called out from where he stepped into the apartment, hanging up his coat before he kicked off his shoes.

"Hey," I smiled brightly as I walked up to him and pecked his lips quickly. "Hows work been?"

Blaine smiled and took my hand, leading me into the living room where we sat down on the couch. "Works been fine but do you really spend our baby-free time talking about my work?" He chuckled softly and wrapped his arms around me.

"Youre right sorry. What do you want to do in our baby-free time?" I asked, looking up at him before snuggling closer to him and resting my head on his shoulder.

"I want to take you out. We havent been out on a date, and I feel bad for not taking you on any dates." He shrugged lightly, kissing my forehead. "Does that sound good to you?"

"Um...Yeah, well...I havent been out at all really, but...just to make sure, last time you said that it was possible for paparazzi to appear out of no where..." I trailed off, biting my lip.

"Maybe were lucky and they wont bother us." Blaine chuckled softly. "But dont worry we can just stay in here and spend time together, as long as I have you Im fine."

I sighed, nodding my head. "You dont need to take me out, really, lets just...stay here. Its comfortable. And I just feel like cuddling." Leaning in closer to Blaine I pressed a small kiss to his neck, relaxing more into him.

"Sounds even more perfect, actually." Blaine smiled and leaned in to peck my lips again, reaching a hand up to cup my cheek as I deepened it a little.

His hand trailed down to rest on my hip, almost pulling me into his lap as I wrapped my arms around his neck, smiling against his lips. But when I felt something pressing against my thigh after a few more moments of too passionate kissing, I pulled away, blushing lightly.

"Um, we should cool down." Saying that somehow made me feel stupid. I mean, we were dating, we were alone and it didnt even feel wrong but maybe it was just still a little too soon. Its just five months after giving birth to a baby and... well, I wasnt sure if we should already get intimate again. Although Id love to, Id lost a little more weight then it was probably healthy and I didnt quite feel comfortable if hed see me naked like this.

"Yeah, youre probably right..." Blaine nodded, shifting a little. But right as he said it I crashed our lips together again, kissing him heatedly. God, what was I doing? I was rushing things a little, hell not a little - rushing a hell of a lot. But I couldnt care less when I felt him pressing me back into the couch, crawling on top of me. Well, we both havent had sex for over a year now, but wait...

"Blaine?" I breathed out, pulling back from the amazing kiss.

"Yes, babe?" He whispered, stroking a stray of hair from my forehead as he looked down at me, his huge hazel eyes staring lovingly into mine.

"Have you been with anyone those nine months when we werent...well yknow?" I asked, feeling stupid for asking him something like that since like I said, we werent together back then.

"No...Have you?" He shook his head and I felt instantly relieved, smiling up at him.

"Does kissing count?" I asked shyly, raising my eyebrows lightly.

Blaine bit his lip, "Was it just a kiss or more like making out?"

I hit his shoulder playfully, rolling my eyes. "Something between that." I chuckled, shrugging lightly. "But I mean, I havent had feelings for him, so..."

"Who was it? Do I know him?"

"You do, and I dont think youd like to know," I chuckled awkwardly, shaking my head. Wow, now this single question totally ruined everything.

Blaine frowned. "Tell me." He said and sat up, still straddling my lap.

"Um...okay, fine?" I sighed, sitting up as well and crossing my legs. "Your photographer, James." I blurted out, biting my bottom lip gently.

"James?" Blaine breathed out, turning his head to gaze out of the glass wall. "Why him? And...how? I mean, oh my god...now it makes sense. Hes been asking about you all the time after I told you I didnt want-" Blaine trailed off, looking back at me. 

"Look, I dont understand why we have to talk about this now..." I groaned softly, wrapping my arms around my legs as I pulled them up to my chest.

Blaine shook his head quickly, looking down at his hands. "Im just curious why him..."

"Okay, hold up. Are you- youre not jealous or something, right? Because it was just kissing and it wasnt even me kissing him it was rather he doing it to me since he felt like cheering me up and he actually thought he could have his way with me." I shrugged, reaching out for Blaines hand.

"Jealous? No way. Never." Blaine said, sighing as he glanced back up at me. "He pushed himself onto you? Im gonna have to kill him for that, you know that right?"

"Blaine," I laughed and pecked his cheek. "Its in the past and Im with you now, remember? And actually...I dont think we should deepen this conversation." I said as he got back on top of me, smiling brightly.

"Hmm, youre right. So no more talking about other guys now, alright?" He smiled and leaned in to kiss me again, scooping me up into his arms and carrying me to the bedroom, earning a yelp from me as he picked me up.

"Blaine! What are you doing?" I chuckled, smiling softly as he laid me down and got onto the bed next to me.

"I thought this would be a little more...comfortable." He shrugged lightly, placing a hand on my hip again, having me shiver lightly as it trailed up further.

"Um...yeah," I blushed lightly as I pushed his hand back from where it was about to slip under my cardigan. "Yknow...um..." I cleared my throat and sat up, Blaine frowning at me.

"Whats wrong now?" He asked, rubbing my back gently, but I backed away from his touch.

"I- Ill be right back." I mumbled and got up, walking, no rather running into the bathroom. God, this was weird. Its not like I didnt want to have sex with him because it was obvious that he wanted it. But I also didnt want him to see me naked. I felt ugly and even though hed probably tell me how beautiful I am, I wouldnt believe him either way. Maybe hed even find me disgusting because Id lost so much weight.

I had been skinny before, but not the kind of skinny I was now. I just felt so ugly. And that was mostly the reason I kept wearing baggy clothes to make me look less like a model that kept throwing up to lose as much weight as possible.

"Kurt? Whats going on?" Blaine knocked onto my door, and I hadnt really realized that tears were already running down my face. I quickly wiped them off before I unlocked the door and let him in.

"Im sorry..." I mumbled, glancing up at him through my lashes, before ducking my head again.

"Hey..." He cooed, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close. "Have you been crying in here?"

I buried my face in his chest, my arms around his middle, afraid hed let go too soon.

"We dont have to do this, you know that right? If you dont want to have sex then-"

"Its not about the sex, okay? I just..." I trailed off, swallowing thickly. "Being here on my own with Elijah got me freaked out more than once and when he wouldnt stop crying because of his tummy ache...It all stressed me out so I completely well...it sounds stupid but I forgot to eat and...I dont want you to see me like this, okay?" I sighed, wiping the tears off of my face.

"Baby...youll always be beautiful to me, alright? And I told you I wanted to stay home with you because at some point it just gets too much for one person to handle. I dont like seeing you sad, really. And not eating at all is no where near good for your health, you hear me? I dont want to find you here unconscious someday because you keep forgetting to eat." Blaine said, kissing my forehead.

"Thank you." I whispered and smiled, hugging him tightly. "I love you..."

Blaine gasped lightly before his expression softened, whispering, "I love you, too, Kurt..."

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A/N: Hey guys! So this wasnt so much jealousy in here, but I didnt feel like making him sound like such a douche, so I hope its alright. Also, I imagine Blaines a little taller than Kurt, since I think thats really adorable since Blaines older. Also, no Elijah in this chapter, awww :(

Also, I'm so sorry for not mentioning Kurt's parents more, but just pretend they already visited Kurt and Blaine and little Elijah :D