I'm Sorry I Wasn't There
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I'm Sorry I Wasn't There: Chapter 8


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 11/? - Created: Nov 08, 2013 - Updated: Nov 08, 2013
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A/N: NEW CHAPTER! YAY! I decided to skip a little, because many of you, also my friends whore reading this, requested jealous!Blaine - so soon, (maybe in the next 2-3 Chapters) youre going to get your jealousy ;)

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Christmas had been amazing for both, Kurt and Blaine.  They exchanged presents, celebrating with Finn and Rachel later on. Everything had perfect and Kurt couldnt help but smile the entire time, knowing that Blaine and him were really doing this. They were dating and a little happy family.

A month later...

"Kuuuuurt."

I heard Blaines long whine from where I was sitting on the couch, turning my head towards the bathroom.

"Yes?" I called out while standing up, walking over to the bathroom, laughing at the sight of Blaine pouting like a four-year-old. "Blaine..." I sighed, rolling my eyes at him.

"He did it again!" He argued, pointing at his shirt. "He peed on me!" Blaine glared at Elijah who started grinning up at his daddy, stretching his small legs out.

"That can happen," I said and shrugged lightly, taking a fresh diaper from the drawer underneath the changing table, putting it on Elijah before picking him up and kissing his forehead.

"But he never does it with you! This is the fourth time this month and Im starting to believe that you two have a plot or something going on against me!" He crossed his arms over his chest before he scrunched up his nose. "I should change..." He chuckled and pecked my cheek before he took his shirt off on his way to the bedroom.

"Youre not trying to tease me, are you?" I called after him, staring at the muscles flexing in his back, trying to hold back from moaning at the sight.

"Why?" Blaine asked innocently, stopping in his tracks and turning to look at me.

"Never mind." I shrugged it off quickly and got to my room, putting Elijah down on my bed before getting clothes for him. "How about that onsie auntie Rachel and uncle Finn got for you last week, hm?" I asked him, reaching for the blue onsie with the sign cutie on it. "Yeah, you love that one dont you?" I smiled, sitting down next to him and placing him in my lap to get it on easier.

"Kurt? Your phones ringing!" Blaine called from the living room where Ive been sitting earlier, watching some TV while relaxing.

"Ill be right there!" I called back, holding Elijah up, my hand on the back of his head to hold him close.

"Here," Blaine handed me the phone, smiling softly. "Its your dad."

"Thanks," I whispered before answering the phone. "Hey dad!" I beamed, Blaine reaching out to take Elijah from me, rocking him lightly in his arm as he watched me. "Why didnt you call sooner? I know you didnt catch any flights also because of the money but-"

"Kurt? This is Carole. Look, Im sorry we didnt call before but... your dads in hospital." Caroles voice sounded sad and a little upset, my eyes going wide at the words hospital.

"Carole? What happened? Is he okay?" I breathed out, glancing over at Blaine who had his eyebrows raised at me, mouthing Whats wrong. I waved him off, walking into my room and closing the door.

"He fell or something and broke his leg. Im so sorry but I dont think well be able to visit." She sighed.

"But its nothing more serious with his heart?" I asked, my heart pounding fast. The words dad and hospital made me freak out instantly because dad already had a heart attack - I never wanted that to happen again.

"No, no his hearts good so far but hes just blaming himself that he wont be able to see you and his grandson soon." Carole said with a small chuckle.

I let out a long sigh. "Oh god, you killed me when you said he was in hospital. I thought the worst." I breathed out and ran a hand over my face. "And of course I understand that you cant visit. Thats okay. Blaine and I have a lot to deal with already.

"Why? Is there something wrong with you two? Didnt you say you were together now?"

"No, god no. Were fine, actually were amazing but...its his work. He thinks I dont notice how hes staying up until 3AM to get his work done only to stay home with me and the baby during the day. I feel so bad." Admitting that to someone felt like a weight lifted off of me, letting me breath again. It was only this week that I noticed the thing with his work, even if it had started right after Christmas.

"Oh honey, its not your fault. He just wants to be with you and not miss a single thing with his son. Maybe you should talk to him about it." Carole said seriously and I just wanted her to give me a hug right now.

"Thanks Carole, it means a lot hearing that from someone." I sighed, glancing up as I saw Blaine stepping into the room with Elijah in his arms, smiling brightly as I gestured for them to come over.

"Youre welcome sweetie. Now, if there are any news with your father Ill call you, and please dont worry. Well just come and visit you guys later than we expected." She said, changing goodbyes before we hung up and I placed my phone on the drawer.

"Everything alright?" Blaine asked, tilting his head as he reached out for my hand. "You seem a little shaken up, is it your dad?"

"My dad broke his leg," I said slowly, looking up at him. "But its luckily not his heart. God, Im so glad its just the leg." Swallowing thickly I leaned against Blaines side, closing my eyes for a moment.

"Oh...Well, Im glad it isnt too serious then." Blaine nodded and kissed the top of my head, wrapping his arm around me, his other hand holding Elijah up.

"Yeah, but...theres something else I want to talk to you about." I started off, hoping that didnt sound too serious - judging by his face it must have.

"Did I do something wrong?" Blaine immediately asked, raising his eyebrows at me. "Or did you already get enough of me?" He chuckled, lightly nervously.

"Its not that you...ugh, I dont know how to say this." I sighed. "I noticed how long youre staying up to get your work done." Simply as that I put it since it was only the truth.

"Oh, um...Well, somehow I have to get it done, dont I?" He asked confused, rocking Elijah as he started shifting.

"No, thats not what I meant. I mean, sure you have to work and all that, but why dont you just...go to work if you have to? You dont have to stay home with me and Elijah the entire time, its not like I cant manage." I explained, hoping hed get now what I was talking about.

"You mean I should rather go to the agency instead of being here?"

"Actually yes. Because I see how tired you are in the mornings and thats not good and neither is it healthy for you, Blaine. I just want to make sure youre okay - I dont want you to stay up late so you can focus on nothing else than Elijah during the day. I really appreciate it, I really do, but you need to calm down a little and maybe also have an hour where you just do nothing but relax." I said softly, reaching up to stroke his cheek lovingly.

Blaine sighed, "I think youre right. But I want you to know that if somethings wrong or you need help you just need to call me when Im at work okay? I dont care if Im in any meeting, alright? Family comes first." He said, leaning over to kiss my cheek. "And now this little man needs some sleep." And with that he stood up and pressed a kiss to his sons forehead before he walked out of the room and into his own bedroom. Elijah had been sleeping with Blaine the last night and it seemed that he wasnt the only one enjoying company.

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Later that night.

I couldnt sleep. I tried reading my book which usually made me really sleepy. I tried counting sheep but nothing would work to get me to sleep. I guess it was because Elijahs crib was empty and not having him here was odd.

Carefully I got up from my bed, tip-toeing over to Blaines room. The door was opened a gap and when I saw them - father and son - cuddled up on the bed, I had to fight the urge to start crying. They looked so adorable, so peaceful. Blaine had his glasses still on, probably because he had also been reading, and Elijah was lying on his chest, drooling lightly onto Blaines shirt.

I couldnt resist walking over to them, though, and got onto the bed as well, trying not to wake them. I snuggled up next to Blaine, slipping under the covers before I suddenly drifted off to sleep as well, now that I had both of them next to me.


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