I'm Sorry I Wasn't There
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I'm Sorry I Wasn't There: Chapter 7


E - Words: 1,877 - Last Updated: Nov 18, 2013
Story: Closed - Chapters: 11/? - Created: Nov 08, 2013 - Updated: Nov 08, 2013
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A/N: Hey people, lovely reviewers & Klainer. All your comments made me so happy just yet and I thought I should thank you all! I also wanted to say that if something ever bothers you or you have ideas you want to bring into the story - go ahead, message me or tell me in the reviews! Im sorry that I didnt reply, but Im reading each comment! (: Also I wanted to apologize real quick for grammar mistakes or anything like that since English is NOT my first language, I think you already noticed though, so sorry.

 

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PoV Blaine:

Christmas. It had never been my favourite holiday, but now that I had Kurt and Elijah at my place... It all made sense now. Kurt and I had discussed rather we wanted to celebrate or not. His brother had gotten us a tree yesterday and Kurt had insisted to decorate the apartment a little.

So there I was, sitting on the couch in Christmas-pyjama's at 4AM, staring out of the glass wall where I had the perfect view over the city. I wondered if Kurt would like the presents I got for him and Elijah. Yes, of course. It was still weird, because hed been only here this week and since that kiss a few days ago we barely had time for each other and our getting-to-know-each-other. But maybe when hed wake up and unwrapped his presents we could talk a little more about us, because to be honest, I really liked that kiss...

I took the cup of coffee from the table, sipping on it slowly. Actually I was shocked that Elijah didnt wake us up like he usually would have around 2AM, thinking that he too, was a little tired. After his bath yesterday evening he fell asleep right away, smelling like this pink baby-friendly soap.

I frowned as I heard footsteps and turned around, only to be greeted by a really adorable looking Kurt in his sweats and one of those big hoodies.

"Hi," he whispered, walking closer and plopping down next to me on the couch. "Couldnt sleep?"

I smiled softly, turning my head again and looking over the city - Kurt did the same. "I guess." I mumbled, sipping on my coffee once again. If it wasnt for the cup I was holding, I probably wouldve fallen asleep already.

"Why are you up?" I turned towards him, his blue eyes shining just like Elijahs.

"The same, I guess," Kurt chuckled, nudging my side lightly. "Elijah had me lying awake for two hours now and he finally fell asleep again." He said.

"Oh? You couldve told me." I said, watching him closely.

"I didnt want to wake you, so..." He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. I smiled and pulled him a little closer, glancing at the tree which was standing to our left.

We stayed like that for a few moments until Kurt reached out for my hand and looked up at me. "Yknow, I actually have a good feeling with this...us." He said, squeezing my hand lightly. "I mean, its been two weeks now and its not like we- well, you know. I just think that if we keep going like this we can be a real little family."

I nodded my head, a little distracted by his wide, toothy smile. "Im glad you think this way," I admitted, because lets face it - I fell in love with that boy the first time I saw him that night he walked through those huge wooden doors of my favourite club. It completely broke my heart, seeing his face when I told him I didnt want this beautiful pretty boy. But now I had him here, with me, sitting by my side at 4:30AM, looking even more beautiful as usual.

"Blaine?"

I snapped out of my thoughts, looking up at Kurt from where I had been openly staring at his lips. Geez, I had to stop this. It was totally ridiculous.

"Sorry, what were you saying?" I asked, emptying my coffee before Kurt took the cup from me and placed it onto the table.

"Its like I can read your mind. Why dont you just go ahead and tell me?"

I frowned. "Tell you what?"

"That you want to kiss me." Was I really this obvious?

"I dont." I answered quickly, having him raise his eyebrows at me.

"Then why would you stare at my lips?" He asked, a small grin lighting up his face as he tilted his head to the side. I just wanted to reach out and do it, kiss him and tell him that we could do this, be this perfect little family he wanted to be - but thats when his phone rang.

"Its Finn," he said after looking at his phone, worried at why Finn would call him at this time. "Hello?" He answered, and even I could hear his brother slurring into the phone rather loudly.

"Finn...No...Youre definitely drunk, what happened?...For real?...Well, thats amazing for you, brother, really...Yeah, okay...Call if theres anything or if I need to pick you up, yes?...I love you too, Finn, now get your drunk ass home!" Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes as he hung up.

"Im sorry, he just said that him and Rachel got back together and theyve been celebrating or something," he chuckled, rolling his eyes fondly, "But where were we?"

I shook my head and got up from the couch, taking the empty mug. "Its fine, Ill just head to bed for the last...four hours or something." I shrugged, walking into the kitchen.

"Hey, no, wait. We were talking!" Kurt protested, following after me and placing a hand on my back. "Wait...youre not backing out or anything, right?" Kurt asked worriedly, frowning a little.

"What? No. Of course not. Im just getting tired," I lied, because really - I didnt want to talk and kissing him would feel wrong either even if I wanted it badly.

"You just had a coffee and are most likely in the condition to attend a marathon." Kurt pointed out, and geez, he was right. I didnt feel tired at all, I just wanted to grab Kurt, spin him around, and carry him into the bedroom and- "Blaine! Youre not listening again! Whats wrong?"

"I want to kiss you." I blurted out, blushing darkly and mentally slapping myself. How did he manage to turn me into mush so quickly and drive me crazy like this? "I mean- I...Look, I know this is too soon and I know we should focus on the baby but I just really, really want to ki-"

And before I even got the chance to finish, Kurts lips were on my own. What the- was this really happening? Quickly I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him in closer while his hands were wrapped around my neck, one hand on my cheek as he deepened the kiss.

Wow, I thought, feeling him parting his lips so easily under mine. My tongue sneaked inside his mouth, licking and tasting; remembering just how amazing kissing felt that night we hooked up.

Without even really paying attention I let my hand slide lower, dangerously close to his ass. But god, as he sucked on my bottom lip I couldnt help it and gripped his ass lightly with one of my hands, stumbling back into the living room with him. We dropped onto the couch - and thats when he pulled away, giving us both the chance to breath again. "Blaine," he breathed out and pushed me back a little.

"Sorry, I- um, sorry." I whispered, shifting to put some space between us and especially our crotches. I didnt know how Kurt felt but I knew that this had really turned me on.

"No, I...Look, you said you wanted to kiss me and I- I felt like it was right..." he trailed off and wiped his mouth off, covering his lap with a pillow, and oh. He was definitely feeling the same as me.

"Its fine. I shouldnt have said that..." I mumbled. What was I doing? Id loved it, and he had too.

"I should go..."

"Yeah, sleep. We should yeah. Go." I breathed out, standing up from the couch and awkwardly rushing into my bedroom, Kurt doing the same.

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PoV Kurt:

Falling onto my bed I grabbed a pillow and pressed it onto my face, cursing myself for being so damn stupid. I just got so turned on and it was almost embarrassing at how quickly. Kissing Blaine felt amazing and even though we werent dating or anything, it just felt so right even if it should feel the opposite.

I took a deep breath and sat upright, leaning back against the headboard of my bed. Maybe I should try and go to sleep now; thinking about that kiss would just make it worse.

"Kurt?" I glanced up at Blaine who was leaning against my doorframe, a light blush on his cheeks. "We need to talk. I cant sleep anyway." He sighed and walked over to me as I nodded my head slowly.

"You dont regret it do you?"

"Why would I?" Blaine laughed, but turned serious as he saw my gaze. "Okay, seriously. I said I wanted to kiss you and you did. Why would I regret that?" He asked, patting my knee lightly.

"Because it was so sudden and were supposed to get to know each other and not make out like horny teenager." I sighed, ducking my head a little.

"Well in some way I did get to know you and discovered that we turn into horny teenagers- sorry." He sighed as I glared at him, playfully smacking his arm.

"Shut up. You know what I mean." I hissed quietly, but loud enough to wake Elijah, which was just bound to happen. "Oh baby boy...Im sorry," I sighed, picking him up out of his crib and pressing a soft kiss to his forehead. Stroking his back gently I looked back up at Blaine.

"So what do we do now?" He asked, raising his eyebrows at me. "I mean, do we pretend it never happened or-"

"No. I- Look, we could just see where this leads us and...like I said earlier. I see us working out just perfectly so..." I shrugged my shoulder Elijah wasnt resting on and smiled softly.

"Okay, this sounds weird now but does that mean well try dating?" Blaine chuckled lightly and blushed again. Damn it. Whats the thing with him blushing?

"Yeah, I... I guess," I found myself nodding my head slowly before I added, "But only if you ask me."

Blaine rolled his eyes and shook his head a little. "You serious?"

"Very much so."

"Alright...Kurt Elizabeth-"

"Now youre making fun of me." I pouted as he got down on his knee in front of me and pretended to hold out a ring towards me.

"Fine." He sighed and stood back up, looking down at me. "Kurt...Will you be my boyfriend?" He asked, a childish grin on his face.

"Uh...I dont know." I loved teasing him, rolling my eyes as he began pouting. "Yes...Id love to." I nodded finally, standing up as well and pressing a soft kiss to his lips before lowering Elijah into his crib again once hed drifted off.

 

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A/N End Note: I guess so this was a little too fluffy maybe but well..I love it. Theyre boyfriends now, yay! Well, at least theyre trying ;)


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