Kurt was trying to plan the best way to kiss Blaine, how he was going to do it and when, he had to do it off guard and have the perfect opportunity to run away afterwards. He wanted Blaine to know exactly how he felt and if there was a chance that he could feel anything back, even though Blaine had said that nothing ever will happen but this was just to make sure and to possibly start the process of getting over him.
Journal,
I love Blaine, I do and knowing that he will never love me back just hurts, he and Daniel are pretty close and there is no way that Blaine would leave him, especially for me. I would never ask him to do that even if he did love me, it would have to be up to him. Oliver said I should kiss him and go, maybe I should just go and not kiss him, it’s not like I’m going to be missed here anyway. I have until the end of the week and then I leave, dad can’t afford to pay for me to come here anymore and its unfair that I should ask to stay. My bags are packed and I’m ready to go, just like the song. I’m going to miss Dalton so much but I know it’s for the best, not necessarily what I want.
Kurt sighed and closed his journal, it wasn’t what he wanted, he didn’t want to leave but it would be selfish to ask to stay. It was Monday now and he had just a few days left before he left so he should just be happy for them days, or try to be. He had a song in his head and began to hum the tune to it, slowly the words began coming out.

I've seen her face, I've heard her name
I've lost my place and she's to blame.
And I can't stand it when I'm staring in her eyes,
And she's not looking back
It ain't a big surprise

All he could think about was Blaine, how he didn’t look back into his eyes and how he didn’t feel the same way. Blaine made his head fuzzy and his chest ache from love; he was so in love with Blaine and couldn’t bear to be apart from him.

I've heard music, I've heard noise
I wish that she could hear her voice
The way that I do, when I go to sleep at night
And dream my life away
But she's gone when I awake

Kurt lay back and stared at the ceiling as he sang, holding his journal to his chest, he felt like Rachel when she had her infatuation with Finn. God he was like a girl.

Sami
Sami
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me

He sighed and thought over the last two lines, why couldn’t Blaine see what he was doing to him? Blaine was making him crazy with love and in pain because he knew that Blaine didn’t love him back and probably would never which then made him think about that almost kiss.

The way her hair falls in her eyes, makes me wonder if
She'll ever see through my disguise, I'm under her spell
Everything is fallin', but I don't know where to land
Everyone knows who she is
But she don't know who I am
He closed his eyes and felt himself getting sleepy, he would fall asleep soon, and he would let himself and then hopefully not dream about a romance with Blaine. It would hurt too much to do that.

Sami
Sami
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me

I've see you singin' on that stage,
Looking like an angel and all I do is pray (that maybe)
One day you'll hear my song and understand that all along
There's something more that I'm trying to say, when I say

He really hoped that Blaine would understand how he felt one day and notice that Kurt had been trying to say all along. He had tried to tell him so many times that he had feelings for him but something always stopped him, Blaine had always stopped him like he knew what he was going to say without exactly knowing.
Sami
Sami
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me

Sami
Ooh when I say
Sami
When I say
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me
What you're doing to me
The song finished and as soon as he did Kurt fell into a deep sleep, dreaming about him on Broadway, he was the star and everyone loved him. He curtsied at the end of his performance, smiling widely and waving at his applauding audience, before noticing Blaine sat on the front row with roses in his hand and blowing Kurt a kiss. This made him happy and just allowed himself to fall into the dream.

Blaine had heard Kurt’s song and just like Kurt, he fell asleep straight after it. He didn’t know where he was, the room was dark and he was sat down. Suddenly there was light and there was... there was Kurt standing on a stage, he looked incredible. No, Blaine shouldn’t think that, he shouldn’t think about how great and beautiful Kurt looked. He was so proud to see that Kurt had achieved his dream; he knew how much Kurt wanted it. He looked down and saw in his hands that there were roses; before he could stop himself he blew a kiss to Kurt. Was he and Kurt dating? Not long later, he found himself at the back entrance to the theatre, smiling widely as Kurt came out of the door, throwing himself at him and kissing him deeply. He could feel the kiss out of his dream, it felt so good and there was a spark, like before. He gave Kurt the flowers and watched as his face lit up and kiss Blaine to say thank out, he felt happy seeing that smile and knowing that he made him happy. He never felt like this with Daniel, there was never a spark and this deep feeling inside him, he only felt this around Kurt. Why were the feelings erupting now? Why was he just noticing them now? This wasn’t fair, he was happy with Daniel and he had wanted him for so long and now this. Now he was noticing he had feelings for Kurt, he wanted to keep them down and not act on them so badly but this dream was making him want to kiss him more and more.