Dec. 10, 2012, 10:18 a.m.
Never Know I'm There: Pain of the Deception
E - Words: 1,039 - Last Updated: Dec 10, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 69/69 - Created: Nov 03, 2011 - Updated: Dec 10, 2012 732 0 5 0 0
“Hey Jeff, have you seen-“ Thad stopped when he saw Kurt behind him and with a tear stained face. “Kurt, I’ve been looking for you.”
“Why? Is everything okay? What’s wrong? Is it Blaine?” Kurt got to his feet, arms around himself in a way of comfort.
Thad walked into the room and closed the door behind him, sitting both himself and Kurt down on the bed. He took Kurt’s shaking hands and looked into the very sad eyes. “Yes its Blaine.”
“Oh my god! Is he okay? What happened?” Kurt was freaking out, he thought something terrible had happened, like an accident.
“I saw Blaine going into Sebastian’s room after a very cosy chat. They had their arms around each other and they had a long hug. I’m so sorry Kurt.” Thad had noticed the same things that Kurt had noticed about Blaine and Sebastian. He squeezed Kurt’s hands as Kurt started crying and shaking.
“He’s cheating on you, Kurt. You have to break up with him.” Jeff said, sitting down on the other side of Kurt and putting his hand on his shoulder.
“But I love him so much. I don’t want to be without him.” Kurt cried, his heart hurting so much from the pain of Blaine’s deception.
“I know this is a personal question but have you two had... you know... sex?” Jeff asked.
Kurt shook his head. “No. Wait, you think that’s why he cheated? Because i’m not having sex with him? Oh god!” This made Kurt cry harder. Sebastian was the type of guy who would have sex with anyone and anything but Blaine? Kurt thought Blaine wasn’t the type to do that. “It’s my own fault. I didn’t put out and Blaine asked me if he thought he’d leave me for someone else, I said i didn’t know. This is all my fault.”
“No, none of this is your fault. I’ve been with my girlfriend for a little longer than you’ve been with Blaine and we haven’t slept together yet. Blaine cheated and that makes it his fault, he doesn’t know a fantastic thing when he has it.” Jeff told Kurt, he was in shock about what his friend had done to Kurt.
“You think so?”
“I know so.”
“Can you get me some of my stuff, Jeff? I need some things but I don’t want to go back to my room yet.” Kurt asked.
“Sure, Thad can come with me so you can have a moment alone.”
“Sebastian, I really must find Kurt.” Blaine said, loosening his tie and sitting down in the chair in Sebastian’s room.
“Oh Blaine, you really need some space from him. You share a room with him and you’re with him all the time, it’s no wonder you two fought. Have you two fucked yet?” Sebastian asked, removing his blazer and throwing it down.
“No, he’s not comfortable with it.” Blaine said, running a hand through his hair, his curls being loosened by the hand running through it.
“Not comfortable with sex? What the fuck?” Sebastian laughed, removing his tie.
“He’s given me handjobs and we’ve rolled around naked but that’s about it. I haven’t tried to give him one, he’d say no.” Blaine sighed.
“What the fuck is wrong with him? If i had a boyfriend who is sex on a stick and sings like a dream then i wouldn’t waste a second in getting him into bed.” Sebastian leaned close into Blaine, his face not far from Blaine’s. Their eyes flickering to each others lips. “He really doesn’t deserve you.”
“I-I...” Was all Blaine could get out.
Sebastian leaned in, his lips almost touching Blaine’s when he suddenly pulled back with a shirt in his hand. He removed the one he was wearing when Blaine stood up.
“I really, really need to find Kurt.” Blaine headed to the door and Sebastian followed him. They stood in the doorway and smiled at each other. “Thank you for the talk. I’ll see you soon.” Blaine leaned in and hugged Sebastian just at the wrong moment. Jeff and Thad were walking past and saw them.
“Oh god, it’s true. Blaine’s cheating on Kurt with him!” Jeff was going to march over there but Thad restrained him. “Look at them! Blaine’s loose tie, his messy hair and Sebastian’s not even wearing a shirt! Blaine’s an asshole.”
“I really can’t believe he’d do that to Kurt. They were the couple I thought that was going to last forever, but I was wrong.” Thad sighed.
Blaine walked over and smiled at his two friends. “Hey guys, have you seen Kurt? I need to talk to him about something very important.”
“We have seen Kurt but he doesn’t want to see you.” Jeff said in disgust.
“So you know?” Blaine bowed his head. He didn’t want his friends to know the mistake he made when he and Kurt were fighting.
“Of course we know! How could you?! He’s heartbroken!” Thad raised his voice, something he never did.
“Where is he? Please?”
“He’s staying with a friend tonight, he wants some of his things so he asked us to get some for him. You need to give him so cool down time. He might want to talk to you in a couple of days.” Jeff said.
“A couple of days?! I need to talk to him as soon as possible, that way we can both move on.” Blaine said.
“Just take us to your room so we can get Kurt’s stuff.” Jeff snapped. He and Thad carried on walking, letting Blaine walk behind them.
“Great. First day back and my boyfriend hates me.” Blaine mumbled to himself. He took the two boys to his and Kurt’s room and showed them Kurt’s bags. He picked out what Kurt would want to wear tomorrow and put it all in a bag for them. “There you go. Can you-“ He was going to ask the two if they could tell Kurt that he loved him but they rudely left, leaving Blaine all alone.
Comments
Ugh im getting depressed. I hate Sebastian! I hope they work it out soon :'( i cant take all of this angst
Please make Blaine find Kurt!! He should not leave it for days, especially after Thad and Jeff stell him what they thought they saw!!!
Timing peoples... you don't have it... XD Misunderstandings suck ass.
Oh yes they do. They suck so much :P
sebastian did all thet making them they slept together