Dec. 10, 2012, 10:18 a.m.
Never Know I'm There: Jeremiah
E - Words: 1,085 - Last Updated: Dec 10, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 69/69 - Created: Nov 03, 2011 - Updated: Dec 10, 2012 937 0 3 0 0
“He’s not upset me, I’ve upset him. His name is Kurt, I was so stupid. I’ve had feelings for him since I met him but I didn’t realise I did until recently. I get a boyfriend and flirt with him and kiss him in front of Kurt, hearing rumours that he liked me and still doing it, hurting him. Then I almost kiss Kurt, tell him that we’re never going to happen, then I kissed him, and i told him that I need time, another guy kissed me in front of Kurt, and Kurt left Dalton and went back to his old school where he was tormented. I went to see him, we kinda got together, I mean we kissed and I told him how crazy I am about him and then he was so sweet, saying how he wanted to be with me forever and if he needed to wait he’d wait forever for me but I freaked. I freaked out and ran. God what must he think?” Blaine told the story before taking a long sip of his coffee.
“He probably thinks it’s his fault.” Blaine groaned at what Jeremiah said. Jeremiah’s hand reached out and took Blaine’s hand. “But you can fix it.”
Blaine shrugged; he had his back to the door so he didn’t see Kurt and Rachel walk in.
Kurt saw Blaine and froze, he wasn’t expecting to see him here especially not with another guy and them holding hands. Wow, that’s low Blaine. Blaine can’t have liked him that much if he was on a date with another guy, he was a bit of a slut.
“Kurt, come on.” Rachel pulled his arm to the counter where they waited for their coffee, Kurt couldn’t take his eyes off of Blaine.
Jeremiah had spotted Kurt, noticing how he was staring at Blaine. “Hey Blaine, tell me about this guy, what’s he like?”
“He’s the nicest guy I know, compassionate, sweet, amazing, talented. He has the most beautiful eyes that i’ve ever seen, they’re so gorgeous, he’s gorgeous, beautiful, stunning. When I was with Daniel he’s all I could think about, I wanted to kiss him so badly and when I did it felt incredible, there were sparks and his lips were delicious. His hair is perfect, brown and so well in place, I just want to run my hands through it and play with it.” Blaine smiled just describing Kurt.
Kurt and Rachel got their coffee before leaving, Kurt taking one last look at Blaine then closing the door behind him.
“Er Blaine, I think he was just in here.” Jeremiah said releasing Blaine’s hand and looking towards the door. “Beautiful guy, amazing hair, with a short girl with dark hair.”
“What?” Blaine turned and looked at the door. “What did the girl look like? Was she pretty? Looks like she was dressed as an old woman and a toddler at the same time?” Jeremiah nodded making Blaine shoot up from his seat and running outside. He saw Kurt’s navigator drive away with Kurt and Rachel inside it, he cursed to himself, that was the second time that Kurt had driven away from him.
“Blaine?”
“Yeah, that was him. I need to apologise and I need to do it to his face.”
“He couldn’t take his eyes off of you.”
“He couldn’t?”
“No, he was looking at you like you were the most beautiful thing he had ever seen; also he looked like he really missed you.”
“I miss him.”
“Kurt, are you okay?” Rachel asked, looking at her friend with worry.
“Yes, Blaine is allowed to date whoever he likes. I have no say in it.” Kurt sniffed, not wanting tears to build up. “If he wants that awful haired college boy then fine.”
Rachel was about to comment but Kurt had turned on some music and it drowned out what she was about to say.
Blaine had his guitar in his lap and lay back against the headboard of his bed, his brother Cooper had taught him guitar when they were younger. A song came into his head, it made him think about Kurt, how he knew that Kurt loved him and that he loved that Kurt loved him. He began strumming the song and softly singing it.
I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your sip lingers even when you're not there
He smiled thinking about Kurt more, how his name made him smile, how just saying it was amazing, how his kisses were almost as beautiful as he was.
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching, like we were insane
Blaine adored it when Kurt laughed, he loved making him laugh and watch his face scrunch up from laughing so much, it was so cute. Kurt was cute, he was so adorable.
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul, soul completely
I love the way you love me
I like way that you sing sweet and low
When they're playing our song on the radio
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At old time movies you've seen hundreds of time
But I love the way you love me
He remembered a time that they watched Bambi together, Kurt cried when Bambi’s mum got shot, he cried at sappy movies and sad movies. It was really sweet, maybe if they get together he could hold him and comfort him.
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul, soul completely
So listen to me and I could list a million things
I'd love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you
I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul, soul completely
I love the way you love me
I love the way that you love me
He loved Kurt and Kurt loved him, that’s all that mattered to him. He would get Kurt to be his one day, he would make Kurt understand that they’re meant to be together. Soulmates.
Outside Blaine’s door someone was listening, hearing the words to the song and knowing that he was singing about Kurt, this made him feel sick and want revenge.
Comments
Fluck peoples have bad timing in this story XD... And... I'm thinking... Daniel at the end there.
Hahahahaha yeah they really do. Is it Daniel or Oliver?
why dont daniel and oliver date each other