Sept. 11, 2013, 3:05 p.m.
I Will Always Be There: Beautiful
K - Words: 999 - Last Updated: Sep 11, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 49/? - Created: Dec 12, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2013 444 0 0 0 0
“I met him when i was lonely and being bullied. I went to Dalton Academy to spy for my glee club and to see what it was like at an all guy school. I was walking down the stairs and i stopped him to ask what was going on because everyone was so excited. I was stunned by how beautiful he was and we just connected and he was very understanding of my situation.” Kurt told her.
“Tell me about the bullying, what happened and why?”
“It happened because I’m gay. At my school i was the only out gay, but i wasn’t the only gay. I was bullied by so many people but one in particular, David Karofsky. He was a closet gay and he made my life hell because he was jealous of how open i am about who i am. He would push me around, beat me up, throw me in dumpsters and once he even locked me in a closet for hours. He wasn’t my only tormentor but he was the one that made me change schools. At Dalton i had problems there too, one of my kidnappers went there and he hated that Blaine and I were in love. At the time, Blaine and I weren’t together, he was with another guy when Blaine realised his feelings for me. Oliver knew about my feelings for Blaine and used them to hurt me, Blaine and his boyfriend Daniel. He snuck into my bedroom one night, stripped me and took a picture of my naked body and sent it around both schools. He and Daniel also planned to beat me up, but some guys from McKinley did that before they got to. I was in a coma for two weeks. I kept going backwards and forwards from McKinley to Dalton. The last time i was at Dalton, there was another guy who tried to break Blaine and I up. His name was Sebastian. He tampered with a slushie and blinded me temporarily.”
“Wow.” The therapist was speechless.
“Yeah i’m quite messed up.” Kurt laughed uneasily.
“I wouldn’t call you messed up. I would say you are unable to trust now and you’re wary of who you let close because they might hurt you.”
“I’m scared of pushing Blaine away without meaning to.”
“Do you think you are?”
“I hope not, but no i don’t think so”
“I’m sure Blaine understands what you’re going through. So you’ve never been to therapy before?”
Kurt shook his head. “We’re going to be here for a while, aren’t we?”
“I’m afraid so.”
Blaine was out walking one night, Kurt was at home napping and Burt was home so he thought he’d go out and get Kurt some flowers. His man had been through some tough times and needed to be loved. He was smiling to himself as he formed a plan in his head when he was shoved and flew against a wall. He yelled in pain and looked up to see a large guy hanging over him. He looked harder and gasped.
“Karofsky!” Blaine said in shock.
“Yeah its me, you’re Hummel’s boyfriend right?” Karofsky held Blaine against the wall.
“Yeah, I’m Blaine.”
“So Blaine, how is Kurt these days?”
“Don’t say his name.”
“But i want to say his name; i scream his name when i come.” Blaine shuddered at the thought. “I want him to scream my name.”
“Shut up! Stop it!” Blaine shouted.
“I will get him. I want him. I need him and i need you out of the way.”
“You’re threatening me now?!”
“Yeah i guess i am. So you stay away from Kurt or i will kill you.”
“I don’t believe your empty threats Karofsky.”
“That’s your problem then. Stay away from him or else.”
Karofsky released Blaine and walked away back into the darkness. Blaine was shaking a little and decided to head home, he needed to see Kurt and to hold him or be held by him. He walked faster, slowly turning it into a run so he could get to his baby faster. He ran home and let himself in, hurrying to the bedroom where Kurt was still asleep. Blaine removed his shoes and jacket before snuggling up against Kurt, his arms around Kurt and his forehead against his. He felt Kurt’s arms wrap around him and smile in his sleep which made him feel so much better. Blaine kissed Kurt’s nose, melting a little as he watched the cute nose scrunch up. He loved it when Kurt did that when his nose was kissed. Kurt hated it but Blaine thought it was the cutest thing. He thought that Kurt was the cutest thing. He watched as Kurt’s eyes fluttered open and lit up when they saw Blaine. Those eyes just made him feel so much better.
“Hi.” Kurt said quietly with a cute smile on his face. “I dreamed about you.”
“You did? What did you dream about?”
“That you got everything in life you could possibly want and that you were happy. We were happy.”
“With you, i will always be happy. I love you so much Kurt Hummel.”
“I love you too, with all my heart.” Kurt smiled more at him. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah i’m fine. I went for a walked and realised how much i missed you so i decided to come home.” Blaine felt bad about lying to Kurt, he’d tell him soon but not now when he was so sweet and happy.
“Oh baby! You’re so sweet.”
“You’re beautiful.”
A blush crept up on Kurt’s cheeks which Blaine loved and he smiled. Kurt never really believed that he was beautiful but Blaine always thought so and he tried to tell Kurt how beautiful he was as much as he could. He would never stop telling Kurt that, he’d tell Kurt how beautiful he was as much as he told him he loved him.