Cradle to Grave
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Cradle to Grave: Chapter 58


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 67/? - Created: Aug 20, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2013
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Burt and Dianna didn't tell Kurt anything about Blaine, whether he was okay, what other injuries or problems he had because of the accident, whether Blaine was in trouble. Kurt knew nothing. He was so angry at Dianna though, for not letting him sit by Blaine and just take care of him. He could've spent that little bit more time with Blaine before he lost him for good. He could've been the first person Blaine saw when he opened his eyes. But that was taken from him. There was one thing he wanted to do with Blaine though, open their NYADA letters together. Kurt was holding both letters in his hand and staring at his car, wondering whether he should go or not, or whether he should just give the letters to his dad or Dianna. In the end, he plucked up the courage to get into his car and drive to the hospital. He went inside and went to Blaine's room but he wasn't there, he asked the nurse who led him to a different room. When he got there, he saw Blaine having a friendly chat with James. Blaine was staring at him, touching him and laughing to things that he said. It might've just been his mind playing tricks so he dismissed it all and entered the room.
"I'll see you later, Blaine." James said, after he saw Kurt in the doorway.
Kurt saw Blaine sigh and settle into his bed. He looked up at Kurt with eyes that didn't really want to look into Kurt's.
"What are you doing here?" Blaine asked.
"I have your NYADA letter."
"NYADA?"
"We both applied there and we've auditioned. You were amazing by the way, i just have your letter here." Kurt walked further in and gave the letter to Blaine.
Blaine took it and opened it. "I didn't get in." He said casually and threw the letter aside. He didn't seem bothered at all.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. I don't even remember applying or auditioning. Mum applied me to the community college so i can recover here." Blaine said.
Kurt opened his letter, his heart beating hard and fast against his chest. He stared at the words on the page. "I got in."
"Congratulations." Blaine said. "I mean it. I still do care about you, you're my best friend. I'm glad you got in and that you get to go to New York like you've always wanted to."
"I guess you're going to get what you want, you know, me leaving Ohio. We'll see each other a couple of times a year, so i suppose you're happy about that." Kurt said.
"I'm not happy about losing my best friend, i would love to tell you not to go and to stay so we can be best friend properly again. But i can't because this is your future and you're in love with me. I don't think its fair for you to be around me all the time when you feel this way. Going to New York, you will meet other guys and you will move on from me. I'm on my way to getting a new guy."
Kurt's heart tightened and pain. He didn't expect this to happen, at least not yet. "Who?"
"James, you know, my nurse. He's really hot, cute and he's sweet. He likes me, we flirt all the time." Blaine smiled.
"I got to go." Kurt said, turning round and fled. He was trying so hard not to cry, it was hard but he didn't because he didn't want to seem like a girl. An appropriate song came into his head and he began singing it.
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts"


And then Kurt sat down on a bench and broke down in tears, he was hurting so much and he didn't have anyone to go to that would understand. His friends thought they were freaks because of their parents and Aria. He had spoken to Rachel though about New York and they said that because of this new situation, if they both got in they'd leave pretty soon, get summer jobs and find a place. So really soon, they could leave together and leave Ohio being. As far as he knew, Finn was coming too but Kurt wasn't too sure whether he would. He never pictured Finn in New York, it wasn't him. It was Kurt, Blaine and Rachel's place. The place that he and Blaine had always dreamed of.

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