Cradle to Grave
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Cradle to Grave: Chapter 57


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 67/? - Created: Aug 20, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2013
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Kurt's heart felt like it had been stabbed a load of times before completely shattering into millions of pieces. It hurt so bad. Blaine didn't remember being in love with him, he didn't remember any of their relationship. Kurt's eyes were full of tears and he shook his head, refusing to hear any more. He turned round and fled the room and the hospital. He loved Blaine so much and now, Blaine didn't love him at all. He had lost the love of his life and he might never get him back. Of course, he would try and get Blaine to love him again but it might be impossible.

After the doctors left, it was just Blaine and his mother left in the room. They both sat in silence though. Blaine couldn't stop thinking about the look on Kurt's face when he said he didn't love him.
"Were we really together?" Blaine asked Dianna.
"Yeah, you two were deeply in love with each other. You always have really. " Dianna said.
"But i don't feel anything for him! I looked at him and i was just happy he was there, i didn't feel anything romantic or love." Blaine said.
"He really loves you. It was horrible for him to see you with Mandy and pretending to be straight."
"I dated Mandy?"
"Yes, you wanted people to think you're straight so you got with her. You broke up with her and then sang a song to Kurt at prom before he got crowned Prom Queen. You kissed him in front of everyone." Dianna told him. "Your relationship was never easy, not with bullies, when you cheated on him and because of Burt and I."
"You and Burt?!" Blaine asked, completely shocked. "Wait... I cheated on Kurt? Why? If i apparently loved him so much, why would i do that to him?"
"You cheated on Kurt because you doubted your relationship, you almost lose your virginity to a really horrible guy. Kurt walked in when you both were half naked. You broke up for a few months and then you got back together. You were happy for a while and then Aria was born. Basically, me and your father got divorced and Burt and i got together. I got pregnant and our relationship was hard on you too, we had a baby quite recently and her name is Aria. Honey, she is beautiful but she has caused problems between you too."
Blaine sat there and listened to what his mother said about him and Kurt. "I need to see Kurt."

As soon as Dianna called Kurt, he sped over to the hospital and got a bit too excited. He had gone home in that time and collected photos of them together to show Blaine. To show him how in love they were and that they can get back there.
"Hi Blaine." Kurt smiled at Blaine, sitting down on the chair beside him. "Look, i bought photos of us."
Kurt threw the album on the bed and began showing Blaine.
"Look here, its us at prom! It was amazing, you kissed me in front of everyone and then i got attacked by your ex girlfriend." Kurt laughed and turned the page. "Oh look, we're snuggling!"
"Kurt..."
"And here, it's my birthday, you did the sweetest thing for me that day..."
"Kurt, please."
"Oh look! A kissing picture." Kurt pointed to it. "We're so happy and in love here."
"KURT!" Blaine shouted. Kurt flinched and looked up at Blaine, looking into his eyes for the first time since he had arrived. "I don't want to see those stupid pictures!" He knocked the book off the bed, watching as the photos fell from it and scattered all over the floor. Blaine tried to avoid the hurt look in Kurt's eyes, so he just looked straight down.
"I'm just trying to help you remember." Kurt said quietly.
"Well i don't want to remember." Blaine snapped. "My mum told me about our relationship and it doesn't sound like something i want to go back to or remember. I cheated, we were sad a lot and so much stuff happened. I don't want to remember and i don't want you to be my boyfriend or to try ad make me remember. I understand that we can't be best friends anymore because of it and its going to be painful but you need to leave. Go to New York as soon as you can."
"You're not serious." Kurt's voice broke because of the tears.
"I am. You need to go."
"You really want to throw everything we had away?"
"I don't remember it so i won't be throwing it away. I will move on and so will you."
"I won't move on because you're the love of my life and there is no one more perfect for me than you."
"Please leave."
"No! No! Please don't do this, please. Please don't" Kurt cried hard.
"Go!"

Kurt was really upset, he hadn't been able to stop crying since he got home a few hours ago. He was hugging his pillow and crying into it. There was a knock on his door and he shouted for them to go away and that he wanted to be left alone but they came in anyway.
"Hey buddy." His dad said, sitting at the end of his bed.
"I said go away!" Kurt said, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at Burt.
"I get it, you're upset but don't take it out on me. Dianna told me about Blaine and what happened. I'm so sorry son." Burt said, patting his son's leg.
"He told me to leave Ohio. I need to because when he gets out of hospital and i'm still here, seeing him every single day is going to kill me. It will. Knowing that he doesn't love me anymore is the worst feeling in the world and he doesn't want to remember loving me! I've lost him for good! I had all these plans about our life and future together and now its gone. Blaine and I are over for good."

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