Cradle to Grave
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Cradle to Grave: Chapter 42


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 67/? - Created: Aug 20, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2013
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Kurt woke up the following morning and groaned at the pain he had in his head. He froze and remembered what happened the night before and groaned again before burying his face into his pillow. The thing that didn't make sense was that he didn't drink, so unless someone put something in his drink it wouldn't make any sense at all. He couldn't believe he had made such a fool of himself in front of Blaine, he was so hurtful and stupid. He kissed Blaine and asked for sex. How could he have been so stupid?! He would need to talk to Blaine and apologise a lot. He lay on his bed and groaned again when he realised how badly he wanted to take Blaine back but he knew he couldn't forgive him so easily. Blaine did a terrible thing and doubted their relationship, so he didn't deserve to be forgiven. Oh god how much he wanted to be with him again... NO KURT STOP IT! He felt something in a heap beside him and looked down, groaning again when he noticed it was Blaine's jumper.
"He is driving me insane." Kurt whined before smelling it and groaned again. "It smells like him too! He is going to kill me."
Kurt dragged himself out of bed and got dressed, he couldn't take his eyes off of the jumper. He gave in and put it on and sat on his bed, just remembering what Blaine's arms were like around him and his smell near him. He really needed to talk to Blaine. So once he was ready after having breakfast and brushing his teeth, he went to his neighbours house. He knocked on the door and waited for an answer.

Blaine didn't sleep well at all that night, he was busy thinking about how completely and utterly stupid he was for doing this to Kurt. He completely ruined him and smashed up his heart. He wished that he had spoken to Sebastian, never met him and never kissed him. He wished that he and Mandy never happened too. He just wished that he had told Kurt sooner and they could've been happy. He doubted him and Kurt because he had seen so many relationships go down the toilet, his own parents, his own with Mandy, friends at school, other friends parents. He really did love Kurt, he loved him so much and he absolutely hated himself for hurting him so many times. Why did he have to be a douche? He couldn't deny that what Kurt said to him the night before really hurt him but Kurt was right. He did want to have sex with Kurt but he would only do it when Kurt was really ready, not when he was drunk or heartbroken. God he needed some way to make it up to him and show Kurt that he could be trusted and that he'd never do this again but he didn't know how. He could never touch another guy or look at another guy but that might not be enough. He heard a knock at the door, he had to answer it because his mother was out shopping and no one else was home to answer it. Blaine was shocked to see Kurt standing there, even more shocked to see him in Blaine's jumper.
"Kurt," Blaine smiled at him. "What are you doing here?"
"I... I wanted to... Last night i was drunk and i may have said some mean things, but i didn't get drunk on purpose. I think Puck put something in my drink. But everything i said that was mean, i'm sorry. I'm sorry for trying to have sex with you and about you and Sebastian. I'm sorry for just being an asshole. I'm so embarrassed." Kurt was red with embarrassment.
"Kurt, it's okay really. I deserved every mean thing you said and i deserved to hurt because i hurt you. I think its a good idea that we just be friends, we can go back to how things were before we got together. I can't lose you, from cradle to grave, remember?"
"I'll always remember." Kurt smiled a little. "I want to be friends again like we were before. Best friends, that would be nice."
"You're wearing my jumper." Blaine pointed out and smiled more at Kurt's blush.
"Oh i... yeah.. sorry." Kurt started taking it off but Blaine's hands stopped him.
"Keep it on, it looks good on you." Blaine smiled, his hands staying on Kurt's.
"What do we do now?" Kurt asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Our parents are together, we dated and now we're not. What happens if our parents decide to move in together? What do we do?" Kurt asked.
"I'd be happy to move in with you.. I mean my mum to move in with your dad. I think we'd be okay moving in, we're friends and we can hang out without having to worry about going home." Blaine said with a smile. "And if we ever got back together, then we'll work something out when the time comes. Obviously Burt will kick my ass if he saw me in your room if we dated again."
"I'm glad we're friends again." Kurt stopped forward and went to hug Blaine but paused. Was this okay? Blaine noticed what Kurt was trying to do and he smiled. He decided to hug Kurt, holding him close for a few seconds before pulling away.
"Can we hang out today?" Kurt asked with a nervous smile.
"I would love that!" Blaine said before inviting Kurt inside.

Burt met Dianna at the grocery store and gave her a lift home. He was still a bit upset about her saying no to moving in with him. He drove her home and helped her with the shopping, the door opened and they saw Kurt and Blaine dancing around the room to music. It made him smile to see that, them being friends again... or maybe they were back together? No Kurt wouldn't forgive that easy. He didn't forgive Burt for accidentally dying his favourite shirt another colour.
"I think Blaine and I will move in with you."

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